Fairy Cries Only At Night

Sentence by sentence questions hit me like a heavy bomb, making my eyes golden.

"Really such a coincidence? It's the same name as me and the same face as me. Tell me, what kind of coincidence will make you admit your mistake?"

Jin Yan stared at me like a policeman who forced the prisoner to tell the truth.

I panicked. I panicked.

"I don't know, I don't know anything, you let go of me!" I suddenly didn't dare to face Jin Yan, didn't dare to say anything, and couldn't say anything.

The brain is noisy, like a wool ball.

"Su Qing, why don't you know? You provoked me, but now you want to leave. What should I do?" Jin Yan didn't let me go. He looked at me with urgent eyes.

I shook my head and kept shaking my head, "you recognize the wrong person, really, you recognize the wrong person!"

Now, I don't want to face it. I don't want anything.

Cover your ears, and I won't listen.

Jin Yan, you calm me down.

However, Jin Yan didn't let go of me. Instead, he took down my hand and gently held me in his arms. His voice suddenly became gentle.

"I often have a dream in which a girl keeps calling my name and asking me to marry her. However, I don't know what she looks like. I keep trying to think about it, but I can't remember it."

Jin Yan's gentleness flowed into my body like the winter sun, and my messy brain suddenly became quiet.

"I always thought this person was Fu Lin, but... When I saw you, I felt..."

Jin Yan's voice was full of memories and anger.

My heart beat gently.

It turns out that Jin Yan knows me, but

"But, you are Li Yan's woman, how can I be interested in other women." Jin Yan mocked himself, with mockery and faint anger in his voice.

This sentence woke me up in an instant, and my blank brain had thoughts.

Yes, I'm Li Yan's woman. I've been labeled Li Yan since the first sight of Jin Yan.

Moreover, Jin Yan already has a fiancee, and they will get married soon.

The whole body gave birth to a force. I fiercely pushed away Jin Yan, with a cold face, "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person!"

False is true, true is false. I decided to tell this lie all my life.

I turned and ran forward, stumbled, but suddenly stopped.

In front of him stood a tall man with an elegant breath.

But his face was hidden under the silver needle tree.

Fu Lin.

Suddenly I remembered that I hadn't seen Fu Lin just now, and Jin Yan pulled me out in front of so many people. Doesn't he know the consequences?

Frightened, the hand tightened fiercely.

"Su......" Jin Yan stopped and looked ahead.

I don't know what to say. I'm a little flustered. It's like stealing Qing was caught. My face is hot.

"You... You..." I wanted to explain. I didn't want to let Fu Lin misunderstand. However, I found that I opened my mouth but didn't know what to say. There was no language.

After moving his lips, he still couldn't say a word, and there was a breath of silence around him.

"Click!" sounds like something opening. It sounds very clear in the night.

I looked up and looked forward fiercely. I saw Li Yan insert a pocket with one hand and a cigarette in his mouth. The white smoke spit out and blurred his unclear face in the night.

There was a fear at the bottom of my heart. I subconsciously retreated. Unfortunately, the heel of high-heeled shoes fell into the goose warm stone. My body tilted and I fell back.

One arm hugged me, and the fresh breath came from the pavement and wrapped me quickly.

My heart contracted fiercely, and I looked at the front in fear.

Li Yan's body is very straight. I still can't see his face, but I can see the corners of his mouth, pursing into a cold line, and the fireworks in the corners of his mouth are bright and dark like stars.

It's cold.

The bitter cold came in from the soles of my feet and soon penetrated my heart.

"How's the foot? Is there any injury?" Jin Yan hugged me tightly, and his voice fell into my ear with worry.

I woke up and didn't know where the strength came from. I pushed him away.

Jin Yan was pushed away by me. I fell to the ground this time.

There was a piercing pain under my feet.

"Qingqing!"

"Ah, Jin Yan, it hurts..." a painful voice came into my ears, and I looked up in surprise.

Fu Lin covered her stomach with her hands and bent down a little.

I looked at Fu Lin's action, and something seemed to fall in my head, and then it broke.

"Jin Yan... It hurts..."

“……”

"Jin Yan, children, our children..."

“……”

I don't know what Jinyan looks like at this moment. I only know how I feel.

My brain was buzzing like a bee. My eyes looked at Fu Lin's stomach and didn't move.

I don't know when Jin Yan passed and when he left. I only looked at the place where Fu Lin squatted for a long time.

"See?" I don't know when Li Yan came over and stood beside me. His voice was very calm.

I blinked, my eyes were a little sour, and then a heat came.

In one's life, it is impossible to love only one person, especially the first love.

I don't know how others feel when they hear that their first love is married to another woman and has children. Will there be jealousy, hatred or blessing.

But I know how I feel at this moment.

No blessing, no hate, no happiness, some jealousy, deep jealousy.

Fate separated me from Jin Yan and became two parallel lines, which will never intersect again.

It's not that I don't work hard enough, but that God is too unfair.

So, I'm jealous, I'm not willing.

And if there were no fate, would I have children now?

The heart contracted fiercely, and then came the rapid pain, like ten thousand needles into my heart.

I won't have children in my life.

Children

Tears pattered down and soon blurred my eyes.

"Sad?"

Li Yan raised my chin. The darkness in his eyes engraved the night, but it was darker than the night.

Because there was light in the night, and there was no light in his eyes.

"They have children and will get married soon. You should have known this." Li Yan's voice was calm and without any emotion.

But his words exacerbated my pain.

"I'll take you when they get married."

Look, what does it mean to sprinkle salt on the wound? This is, typical, classic.

For a long time, Li Yan seemed to taunt enough, picked me up and strode forward.

The tip of the nose is full of tobacco. It's strange, but it doesn't smell bad.

I seldom see Li Yan smoking. When he came back, he didn't smell smoke. Today's smoke doesn't choke his nose and feel uncomfortable. It even makes me feel at ease.

He grabbed his suit and buried his face deeply.