Fairy Cries Only At Night

I was confused just now, but now I'm sober.

What did I just say?

Interested in Li Yan?

God, how could I say such a thing!

Really going crazy!

I'm good at clapping my head. Am I crazy?

"Miss, what's the matter with you?" Jane Ann took my hand and was worried.

"Jane ANN, go and call the doctor!" I must be out of my mind to say that.

"OK, miss, don't walk around. I'll call the doctor now."

"Well, you go!"

Jane Ann left soon. I stood where I was, looking at the flying roses, and my memory regressed.

Li Yan carried me back. I felt relieved. Then I played with his hair. He retaliated against me. I suddenly said that.

An emotion that seemed to be suppressed broke through in an instant and soared. I shook my body and sat on the ground.

"Oh, miss, why are you sitting on the ground?" Jane Ann's exclamation came and helped me up.

I was shaking all over, and shaking so much that I had to hold on to Jane Ann's hand so that I wouldn't fall.

"Miss, what's the matter with you? Why are you shaking so badly? The doctor should come and show her."

Jane Ann shouted anxiously and helped me to the stone stool in the pavilion.

The doctor checked my pulse immediately.

I was still trembling and sweating all over.

Jane Ann held my other hand tightly and felt the sweat in my palm. Her face changed. "Doctor, miss is sweating cold. What's the matter?"

"Miss Su shows signs of fever. Let's send Miss Su back to her room first."

"OK! I'll call sir."

I hurried to catch Jane Ann.

"Miss..."

"Don't go." I covered my heart and looked firm.

I don't want to look at Li Yan or him at this time.

"No, miss. You have a fever now. You can't blow the hair again." Jane Ann was worried. I didn't let her go and said firmly, "right here. You can take medicine and hang water."

"Miss Su, you are..." the doctor looked at me disapprovingly, and I shook my head. "I just feel a little uncomfortable. I'll be fine later."

Then I lay on the table and closed my eyes.

"Miss, you can't..."

"Well, Jane ANN, go and bring some water and clothes and take some medicine to see if you can reduce your fever."

"Oh, that's the only way!"

Jane Ann left soon. The doctor took out the thermometer and gave it to me.

I took it in my mouth and didn't talk.

I have a low fever. I feel it when I wake up, and Li Yan probably does.

Thinking of Li Yan, my heart jumped fast.

Li Yan, Li Yan, Li Yan

My mind is full of Li Yan, followed by the memories of Li Yan and I, like a complete film, constantly rewind until the beginning.

Change too, torture, madman, and then overbearing, possession, strength and imprisonment.

Li Yan and I experienced a short but deep feeling.

Before, I was so afraid of Li Yan that I didn't dare to disobey him.

But in the back, I was not afraid and jumped up to poke the tiger's beard.

The most important thing is that Li Yan, desperate, pulled me out of hell again and again.

Then, in my amnesia, we had a beautiful relationship.

However, such feelings are opened in the barren desert and soon submerged. I just think it's a dream, one by one.

However, I ignored one thing.

Heart.

It seems that I don't care, but in fact, it has already gone deep into the bone marrow.

And I, long ago, I fell in love with Li Yan.

From little to deep.

Suddenly think of a sentence, like the best way to forget someone is to fall in love with another person quickly.

My feelings for Jin Yan from so strong to now calm are enough to illustrate this fact.

Fear, fear, anxiety, all the negative emotions thrown at me, I can't think normally.

The body soared, a strong force closed me, and the cold and precious breath came to my face.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Li Yan's face like a glacier.

My heart stopped beating in an instant. I stared at Li Yan, and a picture floated in my mind.

A Lilliputian version of the child stood in front of Li Yan and looked at him innocently. Li Yan pressed the child with his own air-conditioning field.

This is my dream.

A dream I deliberately forgot.

"Miss, why are you crying?"

Li Yan stopped and looked at me. I didn't want to cry, but my tears fell down like rain, blurring my sight.

Li Yan tightened his hand and walked faster.

Sadness flooded me like a flood. At first I just shed tears, then I began to cry, and then I cried.

Soon, my cry echoed in the bedroom, deafening.

Li Yan held me, kissed my eyes with thin lips, kissed my face and lips, as if to swallow me.

But I still couldn't help crying.

I don't know how long I cried. A low sigh came from my ear. Li Yan held me in his arms, held me like a child, and patted me gently.

I am not strange, even familiar with such movements.

But this familiarity makes me more sad.

Li Yan, why do you do these things, why do you want me to fall in love with you, why

"Su Qing, are you made of water?" I couldn't cry. I was held by Li Yan. My eyes were red and swollen, and I sobbed.

“……”

"It's really water. My eyes are swollen." Li Yan said and took a mirror to look at me.

The man in the mirror has a red nose, red eyes and is swollen, the size of a walnut.

A face is particularly white, which makes your eyes more swollen.

The broken hair in front of my forehead, soaked with sweat, is now sticking to it, piece by piece. I'm really an ugly girl.

Looking at myself like this, I think of playing with mud when I was a child. At that time, I was almost like this.

"Isn't it ugly?"

Li Yan said, took his cell phone and took a picture of me.

I have no strength, but I still move when I look at his actions, with resentment in my eyes.

How can I like such a person, change too, Liu hooligan, madman, asshole

All the bad things were stained by Li Yan, but I still fell in love with him.

Li Yan, the son of a bitch, gave me some ecstasy and made me fall in love with him!

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it is, and the tears flow out again.

Li Yan frowned and wiped my face with a wet towel. "Do you want to make yourself uglier?"

I turned my head and didn't want to see him.

I can't accept this cognition today. It takes time.

But obviously Li Yan didn't let me go, threw away the wet towel, held me up and walked into the bathroom.

"I haven't taken the same bath for a long time. Let's try." Li Yan whispered with deep meaning in his voice.

I paused, reacted and struggled quickly.

I don't want to go to the window with Li Yan at this time, which will make me collapse.