Fairy Cries Only At Night

Li Yan's voice seemed to change suddenly, without the cold and calm of the lake.

My throat hurts as if something was stuck.

Li Yan raised my chin with little strength, but it could keep me from getting rid of it.

"Say it again." his voice was seductive, even gentle, rare tenderness.

I open my lips. With the strength of my opening and closing, the strength on my chin increases.

Li Yan's calm is an illusion. Maybe at this time, the bottom of his heart is still angry and wants to burn me to ashes.

I look at Li Yan's eyes, if so.

Suddenly, I smiled, and my stuck throat suddenly regained its freedom. I said, "Li Yan, let's separate. You take your sunshine path, I take my single wooden bridge, and never meet again."

The last two words were uttered by me in one breath.

Because, I have a huge pain in my chin, which seems to crack at any time.

I didn't struggle, I didn't cry, I didn't talk.

I'm waiting for Li Yan to let go of me.

Of course, maybe he won't let me go and toss me here.

I'm ready, mentally and physically.

However, I didn't expect that Li Yan would laugh. After a long look at each other, Li Yan smiled.

The radian of the corners of the mouth is more beautiful than that of a beautiful woman. The rosy lip petals are shining beautifully and eye-catching.

Not only that, Li Yan's face is smiling, and his eyes are.

As if I heard the funniest joke in the world.

I couldn't see Li Yan's mood for the first time.

For a long time, Li Yan stopped laughing and loosened my chin with his fingers, moving very slowly.

It's like a movie, deliberately slow down, pulling people's heart.

At this moment, my heart is also raised.

Like a few seconds, like a few minutes, like a century, Li Yan let me go.

"Su Qing, who do you think you are?" Li Yan leaned into the back of the chair, his voice was lazy, as if asking himself or me.

The lips moved, I couldn't say a word, but the pain of tearing came from my heart.

"Stop!" the voice was suddenly cold, and the car stopped with a bare sound. Before I could react, I fell on the side of the road, such as the second meeting between Li Yan and me.

But the difference is that my clothes are intact and not so embarrassed.

In my ear, I kept saying, "as you wish.".

Li Yan let me go? He let me go?

I sat on the ground, cold came from the ground, but I couldn't feel it at all.

Li Yan let me go, but I was so sad. My tears fell down like rain.

For more than a year, Li Yan and I had all kinds of entanglements, which hurt our bodies and hearts.

I've wanted to drive countless times and paid a lot for it. Just look at my fragile body now.

However, when I really left with him, my sadness swallowed me up like a beast.

This is the power of love. I think so far, my heart has a long scar, which is difficult to heal.

……

Because I had no money, I had to walk to the police station.

Unexpectedly, Li Yan's speed was very fast, but it took me an hour.

Yes, in this unfamiliar place, I asked as I walked. I walked for an hour.

An hour later, I walked into the prison and my legs were sore.

But I didn't stop. I went directly to the policewoman just now and told her I wanted to visit.

The policewoman looked at me in surprise and quickly looked behind me.

I guess she must be watching Li Yan.

I feel bad at the thought of Li Yan.

No cell phone, no watch, I don't know the time, but I know I cried for a long time.

Now take a look at the clock hanging on the wall. It's already four o'clock in the afternoon. It's really time.

"I want to see Qiao Jinyan. Please arrange it for me."

The policewoman looked back at me carefully for a while and asked me to wait and turn around.

I don't know why, until I saw her come to the man who stopped Li Yan today, I vaguely guessed what.

She's asking for instructions.

Indeed, the male policeman looked at me and went aside to make a phone call.

As soon as I saw this, my heart thumped and my uneasiness surrounded me.

However, unexpectedly, the policewoman came and said an incredible answer to me.

"You come with me."

I didn't expect this answer. Even when the policewoman took me to the visiting room, I couldn't react.

Li Yan, did you really let me go this time?

I kept turning this sentence in my mind, as if I had pressed the repeat key, again and again.

Without feelings, giving up is so simple, but with feelings, giving up is harder than climbing Mount Everest.

The clicking noise interrupted my thoughts, and I immediately looked up.

Jin Yan didn't wear prison clothes, but he was handcuffed.

He was the same as usual, no change, but his face was thinner.

I immediately stood up, "Jin Yan!"

When Jin Yan saw me, his eyes were full of other brilliance, as if stars suddenly appeared in the dark sky.

"Qingqing!"

Jin Yan immediately came over and held my hand.

I subconsciously broke away, but Jin Yan held on and didn't let go.

I had no choice but to give up.

Looking at this picture, I remembered when I came to see me in prison.

He came to see me whenever he had time. Although I was in prison, I also felt comforted, confident and hopeful.

And now

I don't want Jin Yan here.

After Li Yan's sadness, now looking at Jin Yan, I feel uncomfortable and foggy in my eyes.

"Qingqing, don't cry, I'm fine now." Jin Yan raised his hand to wipe my tears.

I shook my head and smiled, "well, I don't cry."

"Little flower cat!" Jin Yan's hand still stayed on my face, with a warm temperature.

This man has a different position in my heart, although he did a stupid thing this time.

I grabbed Jin Yan's hand, looked at the light in his eyes and asked seriously, "Jin Yan, tell me if you're because..." I subconsciously wanted to ask what happened when I was 14 years old.

But I quickly stopped, looked around, and then looked at Jin Yan. I couldn't help holding my hand, "Jin Yan, how did you get into prison?"

I eagerly looked at Jin Yan and hoped that he could seriously tell me that I would try to help him.

The smile on Jin Yan's face gradually faded, but it soon returned, with a smile in his eyes. He was full of satisfaction. "Qingqing, the rules of the world are equal to everyone, and you have to pay the price if you want to get anything."

“……”

"I don't think there's anything wrong with this price."

Jin Yan finished and clenched me with his backhand.

I opened my eyes and looked at him in surprise.

What is Jin Yan talking about? You have to pay what you get?

"Qingqing, you wait for me. It won't take long for me to go out." the smile on Jin Yan's face didn't decrease, but I felt a strong uneasiness in my heart.

"Jin Yan, what have you done?"

I like practical and straightforward. Jin's vagueness makes me very uncomfortable.