Fairy Cries Only At Night

"I don't know..." my brain was buzzing and my voice was in a trance.

"Miss, I'm going to be so angry with you. A man's love for a woman must be reflected in his behavior!"

“……”

"Sir is so kind to you. In this world, look who he is so kind to. Even his parents don't have a good face for you. Does he love you or what?"

"Buzzing..." I was dizzy and couldn't say a word.

"Do you know, sir, how anxious I am about you? I'm so angry with you!" Jane Ann sat down in the next chair and trembled with anger.

The sun fell and shone on me. It was a warm halo, but it was so bright that I couldn't open my eyes.

"When he was in Beijing, he ignored me, then forced me, and now I'm pregnant..." my mind seems to have entered a realm beyond my grasp, and I can't even control what I say.

Jane Ann stared, "Miss, which man will be happy when he knows that the woman he loves is married to another man? I didn't say you. You still helped that man at that time. Why didn't you get angry, sir?"

“……”

"Think about it. What would it be like if your favorite married another woman?"

It was foggy in front of me. I remembered when I saw Jin Yan and Fu Lin engaged.

At that time, I was desperate.

Jane Ann looked at my tears and her anger subsided a lot. "Miss, the man in prison, I don't know what happened to you before, but I want to ask you a question, do you love Mr.?"

The surrounding breath solidified, as if all the sounds disappeared, leaving only my heartbeat.

Bang, bang, bang!

I am a persistent person for feelings. Love is love, and not love is not love.

For Li Yan, of course I love her.

Even if he forced me, I couldn't help loving him.

Holding my face in my hands, tears fell from my fingers. I heard my hoarse and out of tune voice, "love, how can I not love? If I don't love, how can I compromise?"

One by one, my tears overflowed like a flood, choking.

A hand fell on my hand, with a slight coolness, but it is still generous and familiar.

I froze, my blood seemed to coagulate, and I let this hand take my hand away.

The sight was still blurred, and the light was blocked by this figure. I saw Li Yan's perfect outline, a dangerous peak like nose, a thick black eyebrow like a sword, and his dark eyes without any light at the moment.

Li Yan, he

Li Yan's fingers fell on my eyes and wiped away my tears.

He moves slowly but carefully, which reminds me of what he does to me every time. He wipes me, washes my hands, feeds me and dresses me.

He is a big man, he is a rich man, but he does the same thing as a nanny to me.

Tears rolled again. I rushed into his arms and began to cry.

Li Yan stiffened and reacted for a while. He stretched out his hand to hold me a little, and then tightened his arm.

On this day, the dazzling sun shines into my heart and destroys the darkness at the bottom of my heart.

I fainted. This time I had a lot of dreams, but the dreams were all about Li Yan and my previous things, like rewind memories, constantly crossing.

I woke up in the darkness.

When I woke up, I didn't react. I didn't know whether I was still dreaming or waking up.

"Wake up?" Li Yan's voice came into my ears. It was very clear in this night. A lot of things poured into my blank brain.

I looked at Li Yan and held him tight.

Li Yan didn't speak again, but he didn't hold me closer, but due to my stomach, we didn't stick so close as before.

The child has been more than five months. No matter how it doesn't show, it is also convex.

The bedroom is very quiet, especially at night.

I can hear my heartbeat, which goes down quickly.

"Li Yan, do you like me?" I opened my mouth for a long time.

Jane Ann's words seem to be in my ears, but I'm not a vague person. I like to be clear and clear.

Therefore, I want Li Yan to admit it personally.

I'm nervous after asking, and I don't know if it's been too long, a second? One point? Or a century?

When my nervous brain was mushy, I heard the word "en".

Not much language, but like thunder on the ground, I suddenly opened my eyes and thought I had an auditory hallucination.

The eyes adapt to the darkness. There are street lamps outside. I can see the outline of Li Yan.

"What about Liang Wan?" after the shock, my reason slowed down, but my voice still trembled.

Li Yan picked me up. We looked at each other, but because of the night, I couldn't see Li Yan's look. "Do you like Qiao Jinyan?"

I thought I would answer yes or no, but I didn't expect such an answer. I sipped my lips and felt the strength on my waist increase. "I liked it before, but I don't like it now."

In love, honesty is the most important.

Without honesty, suspicion will be unbridled, and finally let the two lovers go farther and farther.

I finished, thought about it, and said my previous thoughts, "I want to save Jin Yan, not because I like him, but because he was good to me in the past. You haven't experienced my kind of experience. When the world doesn't want you and only one person wants you and treats you well, you will know that feeling. Jin Yan can't be replaced in my heart for a lifetime."

The air around me was cold, and I still had to finish.

"I don't love Jin Yan, but my feelings for him are like relatives. I don't want my relatives to be hurt."

Li Yan, this is my honesty. Whether you accept it or not, I'll say it.

Li Yan didn't speak, and there was a breath I couldn't say around him.

For a long time, Li Yan let go of me, and my heart sank to the bottom of the valley.

There was a rustling sound in my ears, and then the darkness in front of me became bright. I subconsciously closed my eyes.

At this time, Li Yan's voice came into my ear, "do you want me to let him go?"

I paused and opened my eyes.

Li Yan propped his head and looked at me, while his fingers were stirring my hair, circle after circle.

I was a little nervous, but soon I was relieved, "yes, I hope you let him go."

His eyes looked straight at Li Yan. His eyes were dark and occasionally a light appeared. Then I saw myself in his eyes.

Look calm, eyes firm, no escape, fear and fear.

"He didn't divorce you."

I opened my eyes in surprise and soon understood that Li Yan would not let Jin Yan go. Jin Yan wanted to divorce him and me. If only he divorced me.

I frowned. "Is there any other way for Jin Yan to divorce me?"

We are honest and have children. What's the matter with such consumption?