Fairy Cries Only At Night

A great force came and I couldn't help falling on him.

"Qingqing, is what you just said true?" Jin Yan tightened my arm and knocked his chin on the top of my hair.

I stopped, clenched my hand and loosened it. "No, you know, I said it on purpose to annoy him."

Jin Yan froze and didn't speak again.

I looked at the European pendulum hanging on the wall and pulled his hand away. "Sit down and I'll treat your wound."

Jin Yan stood there, his face full of injuries, and his eyebrows and eyes were also affectionate.

I can't help but say something in my mind again. Jin Yan cooperates with Liang Wan. The result I want is that Li Yan and I divorce. I am with him, Liang Wan and Li Yan are together, so everyone is happy.

If I don't love Li Yan and don't need them to do so, I will follow Jin Yan, but I love Li Yan. Even if so many things happen, I still love him.

Then I can't let them destroy it.

Jin Yan, we really have no fate and no way.

After taking out the towel and hot water, Jin Yan was already sitting on the sofa. His eyes kept falling on me without moving away.

I didn't show him how to deal with the wound carefully. Jin Yan still stared at me and saw that I didn't respond. He laughed at himself. "Qingqing, we used to have such a good relationship. We all agreed to get married. How is that now?"

Although it was a question, he asked very calmly. His gentle voice was a little dumb, with a trace of pain and depression.

I paused, put the towel in the hot water basin, cleaned it, turned around and continued to wipe it for him. While wiping it, I said, "Jin Yan, maybe you already know my past. You should know what I did at that time and what happened."

Jin Yan's face suddenly became cold, and his eyes were hatred I had never seen before.

"I know. After I recovered my memory, I investigated what happened to you that year."

I stopped, looked at his cold and ruthless face, put the towel in the washbasin, sat opposite him, and said softly, "you know, I was very helpless. I was afraid when I saw the picture of you lying quietly on the hospital bed."

"At that time, you were the only thought I left in the world. I couldn't lose you, so I went to be a hostess. To be honest, I really hated those men. They were disgusting and I hated them, but I needed money, so I didn't show it. I always worked hard to make money."

"Qingqing..." Jin Yan's eyes were red, and he clenched my hand, with hatred and pain in the bottom of his eyes.

I smiled and shook my head at him. "Let me finish."

"Then I met Li Yan inexplicably. I provoked him. He retaliated against me. Jin Yan, Li Yan is not a gentle person or a sentimental person. He is terrible and constantly tortures me. I hate, fear and have no way. I really want to leave him."

"But he didn't let me go. Later, I was forced by him. I thought I had kept my innocence and didn't give it to you. I committed suicide in despair. He saved me. I... I was pregnant at that time."

Eyes filled with heat, I covered my stomach, "for more than a month, I never thought there would be other men's children, but when I know that there are no children, I am really uncomfortable. I want a relative too much."

"I got psychosis and couldn't speak until I saw you. Jin Yan, you know? In fact, I've been expecting you to appear and not to appear, because I'm not clean anymore. I don't deserve you. When I know you're the son of the Qiao family, I just think we're farther away."

"You know all the things behind. I have no other meaning when I say so much. Just want to say that we have no fate."

I thought I would face those things calmly, but when I finished, I still felt cold on my face and dull pain in my heart.

In fact, no matter how good Li Yan was to me, those initial pains did leave scars on my heart, but now they fade with time.

Jin Yan's grip on me was so strong that I thought my wrist would be broken.

His eyes were red, and there were tears in them. Finally, he couldn't bear to flow down.

For a long time, he said slowly, "I'm sorry, Qingqing, I'm sorry..."

I blinked. My eyes were dry and painful. "At the beginning, I really wanted you to come. Like when we were children, every time I appeared in my most dangerous time, but I didn't. again and again, it was Li Yan who tortured me and saved me. I really fell in love with him."

My voice became hoarse, holding his hand, "Jin Yan, we really have no fate."

I don't know what Jinyan and Liangwan are going to do to separate Li Yan and me, but before that, I want Jinyan to understand that no matter how we are together, we will be separated, and I don't love him anymore.

Jin Yan suddenly hugged me and buried his face on my shoulder. The warmth fell on my shoulder like boiling water.

Jin Yan, love is no way to compromise, and there is no way to deal with it.

Stop being stubborn.

This day, I seem to have entered the stage of great enlightenment. I am very calm.

Jin Yan offered to come and go. I thought he needed to be calm, so he agreed.

Shanghai is a coastal city. There is a large sea outside. The wind seems to blow the breath of the sea.

Jin Yan and I walked slowly and calmly in the street. None of us spoke, very quiet.

And since I said that, he looked down as if he were thinking about something.

Just think carefully. I hope he can figure it out.

When I said it, I felt much more relaxed and turned to the commercial street.

The neon lights are flashing, and the storefronts are decorated very chicly. It's a good scenery in this gradually darkening sky.

Suddenly, I stopped my sight and saw a black car on the road we were walking along, and I knew who the people in the car were at a glance.

Li Yan.

He looked at me, his eyes as dark as late at night, but because of the distance, I couldn't see his face clearly. I could only see his cold outline.

But I knew he was angry and on the verge of anger.

Somehow, I suddenly felt like laughing.

But before I could laugh, a little girl's voice came into my ears.

"Brother, buy a bunch of flowers for your beautiful sister."

I looked at the little girl and knew that Jin Yan's waist was so high and he was holding a big bunch of roses in his hand, which were blooming brightly.

There are many small flower children selling flowers in Shanghai, but not everyone will buy them.

Since I gave birth to Min Min, I have a natural love for my children. It's sad to see the little girl's raised face.

I took money from my bag and prepared to buy the flower, but I wasn't going to let her give it to Youren.