Fairy Cries Only At Night

"Qiao Jinyan told me a lot just now. My father doesn't know whether it's true or false, but my father wants to ask you something." Hou Jingting said softly, with a little sand in his voice.

“……”

I don't want to say anything. I just want Li Yan, but I don't have the courage to see him again.

"Qiao Jinyan said you had married him before?"

“……”

"Girl."

“……”

"Hey... Think about it. Dad won't tell you first. Come back to Dad after you think about it."

Hou Jingting left. The bedroom was quiet again. I grabbed the pillow and buried my face deep in the pillow.

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Night is the most frightening, fear.

I got out of bed. I didn't eat all day and night. I was as weak as cotton. I fell as soon as my feet stood on the ground.

The pain came from my hands and feet. I laughed, stood up slowly on the floor, and then staggered out.

When I came downstairs, I took out the wine collected by Hou Jingting from the wine cabinet, opened it directly and squatted there to drink.

My heart hurts so much.

Li Yan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

The liquor fell into the body from the throat. It was hot.

Li Yan, I didn't mean it. I really didn't mean it.

Will you forgive me?

Will it?

No, I don't want you to forgive me, because I can't forgive myself.

Hehe

After drinking a bottle of wine, I took out another bottle. My sight was blurred. I looked at the yellow light outside the window. There was a gingko, which was very big. At the moment, there was a man standing there.

Tall and straight, dark all over, even if the yellow light shines on him, it seems to be isolated, like a lonely king.

Li Yan, Li Yan is here. Is he here?

I staggered to my feet. The hall was dark, but I had adapted to the darkness, but I drank wine and finally stood outside the door after falling several times.

The cold wind blew away the heat on me, and I looked straight at the man under the ginkgo tree and ran eagerly towards him, "Li Yan, Li Yan..."

Li Yan stood there, his dark figure solidified and motionless.

This is a dream. It must be a dream, or Li Yan won't come.

He is so proud of a person, how can he allow his wife to sleep with others.

Because it was a dream, I could run to him and explain to him.

Stumbled down the stairs, but was pulled down.

I saw Li Yan's dark eyes before I felt the pain.

He held me and looked at me. There seemed to be a lot of complex emotions passing through, but there seemed to be nothing.

I hugged him and cried, "Li Yan, don't believe them. I was framed by Liang Wan."

“……”

"I was framed by Liang wan..."

“……”

"She asked people to take me away and gave me medicine. She asked Jin Yan and me to go to the window. She said that you would let me go only when we went to the window. She also said that she wanted me to have Jin Yan's child and let Jin Yan do what you forced me to do."

“……”

"I didn't mean it, Li Yan, Wuwu... You believe me, believe me..."

“……”

"Li Yan, I feel so uncomfortable. I feel so dirty, so dirty..."

“……”

"Li Yan, you will forgive me, won't you, Li Yan..."

"... Li Yan, my heart hurts, hurts..."

“……”

"Li Yan... Li Yan..."

The pain hit me and I finally fainted uncontrollably.

I don't know how long it took. A lot of voices came from my ears, like flies.

I raised my hand to drive away these annoying flies, but as soon as I raised my arm, there was a pain, acid swelling and pain, like being pressed by a stone.

I open my eyes.

"Wake up, wake up, Miss Su wake up."

Grandma's voice came into my ears. I looked at the familiar white for a long time.

"Qingqing, what's wrong with you? Tell mom." Lin Rong held my hand in a soft, hoarse voice.

As if she had cried.

I turned to look at them and saw a pair of caring eyes.

However, broken pictures floated in my mind.

Li Yan stood under the ginkgo tree. Li Yan held my motionless figure. I asked him to forgive me. He still didn't speak.

These pictures were intertwined. I lit up hope in my eyes. I grabbed Lin Rong's hand and sat up eagerly.

But as soon as I sat up, I fell down because of a pain.

"Don't move, don't move! You've drunk too much, and you're intoxicated with alcohol." Lin Rong said anxiously, and grandma sighed.

I slowed down and looked at Lin Rong. Tears filled my eyes again. "Mom, where's Li Yan? Did Li Yan send me?"

“……”

The look on Lin Rong's face became sad, "Qingqing, let's not say this first. You're good to recover from your illness, and when you're well, we'll talk about it."

I shook my head and eagerly grabbed her, "Mom, tell me, did Li Yan send me here?"

My voice was almost roaring. Grandma was distressed to see it next to her. "Rongrong, girl Su is an acute child. If she has an impression, don't hide it from her."

I nodded and looked at Lin Rong eagerly, hoping that he could give me an answer.

Lin Rong compromised, "Li Yan sent you. He also... He also said, said..."

"Say what?"

"I said I'd go through the divorce formalities when you're good."

Divorce

Divorce

Divorce

Li Yan, you said you were divorced, you said you were divorced

You really don't forgive me. You don't forgive me at all.

"Qingqing, Qiao Jinyan told us what happened that night. It's none of your business. Li Yan also knows, but he still said such words. You'd better leave."

Lin Rong shed tears and her eyes were full of heartache.

Grandma took a handkerchief to wipe my tears. Her turbid eyes were also crystal. "Girl Su, you still have us, mom and Dad, grandma, don't cry."

Grandma's choking was like a fuse. My tears flowed. The cry was amplified in the ward, and my heart was in despair.

These days are the most painful days of my life, so that my heart tingles when I think back.

A week later, I was discharged and Li Yan appeared.

He didn't come to pick me up from the hospital, but to pick me up for divorce.

I've been so confused this week that I'm a little untrue when I see him.

"Qingqing, mom will go with you." Lin Rong held me and looked a little haggard.

During this time, she took care of me day and night and lost a lot of weight.

I shook my head, took her hand off and said softly, "Mom, go back with grandma. I'll come back after I've gone through the formalities. Don't worry."

I don't know how to finish this sentence calmly. I only know that my heart seems empty after I finish it and will never be good again.

"Qingqing..."

Grandma came over and grabbed Lin Rong. "Let the children go."