Fairy Cries Only At Night

There is a pure land in everyone's heart. No matter how bad and dirty we usually are, there will be such a place.

Maybe big, maybe small.

My heart is not big, I also have such a pure land, that is Jin Yan.

I got out of bed eagerly, so flustered that I forgot to throw away my quilt and ran out of the door.

But I ran too fast, the quilt wrapped around my legs, and I fell out of bed.

"Hiss!" I subconsciously covered my head, but quickly let go, quickly kicked off the quilt and walked towards the door.

"Jin Yan, Jin Yan, Jin Yan..."

I kept shouting, but when I opened the door and saw the people outside, I was stunned, and the cry in my mouth was stuck in my throat and couldn't call out again.

"Qingqing, you scared me to death!" Fu Yuning looked at Su Qing standing in front of him, held Su Qing as soon as he stretched out his hand, and tightly wanted to rub it into his body.

I was stunned and held by Fu Yuning. My eyes looked at the mottled wall through his shoulders, and tears of despair filled my eyes.

Jin Yan, why not you, why

"Qingqing, what's the matter with you?" Fu Yuning noticed something wrong with me and helped me up from his arms.

And I looked at Fu Yuning's face through tears. The dream in my heart was broken, which made me lose my reason to beat Fu Yuning.

"Why are you here? Why are you! Why!"

"Qingqing, what's the matter? What's wrong?"

Fu Yuning grabbed my hand with eagerness and worry in his voice, but I roared at him as if I couldn't hear him, "you go, you go! Don't appear in front of me, don't!"

I broke free from Fu Yuning's hand and pointed to the door. Tears kept falling like broken beads.

I turned around to close the door, but Fu Yuning reached the door quickly. My strength was not as strong as him. He quickly pushed the door open, but I leaned back because of the rebound of the door.

But I didn't fall to the ground. Fu Yuning hugged me, fixed my struggling hand on his waist, covered my head on his chest, and forced me to calm down.

"Qingqing, calm down."

How can I calm down?

I thought Jin Yan came back. We were only separated by a door, but why, why did he disappear as soon as I opened the door?

The feeling of hope being broken destroyed my reason, and I cried for a long time.

"You go." I sat on the floor in the living room and stared at the gray sky outside the window in a daze.

Fu Yuning came to me, holding my face in both hands and forcing me to look at him.

But I cried too long. My eyes were swollen. Fu Yuning didn't really see it.

"Qingqing, come out and live the life you want. If you don't like it here, I can take you to other places. We..."

I looked at Fu Yuning, the handsome outline, the pair of affectionate eyes enough to indulge all women. When he looked at you, it seemed that he had only you in the world.

Such a person is worth a woman's life, but this woman will never be me.

I blinked, a shallow smile came up from the corners of my mouth, and whispered, "where's your family?"

Speaking out, I know how Sandy and dumb my voice is. It's completely like the voice of a dragon clock old woman.

The smile on the corner of my mouth deepened.

And I thought that when I said this, Fu Yuning would be embarrassed and dodge. After all, the Fu family has a great cause. Although they still have a daughter, the daughter always wants to marry out, and everything is not left to their son.

How can they tolerate Fu Yuning with a wine companion?

impossible!

Of course, I don't care about the Fu family. I just want to have a true friend.

But no, it's not a novel, it's reality.

The reality is cruel. I can't solve everything when there is no room for change, and then I'll be finished.

"Fu Yuning, I always treat you as a friend. I don't like you."

I looked at Fu Yuning and spoke firmly and seriously.

Fu Yuning's serious face looked like a breeze. He smiled.

My heart was tense because I saw sadness in this smile.

My friend, I hope he is good, very good.

Therefore, I feel bad when I see Fu Yuning's sadness.

"I know, Qingqing, I know."

The gentle voice fell into my ears, but I was angry. I hated that iron was not steel.

"What do you know? Li Yan and I went to bed. We went to bed more than once. I came back from his house this morning!"

I roared back regardless of everything, and my whole body trembled.

Then, I saw Fu Yuning looking at me in a daze. It seemed incredible, but more was the sadness, which soon spread out from his eyes.

This sadness stimulated me. I lifted up my sleeve, stretched my arm in front of Fu Yuning, smiled and said, "look, look, it's fresh!"

“……”

"Not enough? Do you want to see what you have? I'll take care of it for you!"

I was about to lift up my skirt, but Fu Yuning fiercely stood up and held my hand tightly, as if to pinch my hand off.

"I'll go, Qingqing, I'll go." Fu Yuning's face was cold and terrible, but the sadness in his eyes was even worse. However, this sadness was soon replaced by dark darkness. Before I could see it clearly, Fu Yuning left.

I heard the 'Bang' sound of closing the door. I shook my body twice and knelt on the ground. I covered my face and sobbed low.

No one wants to put another knife in the bleeding wound, and neither do I.

But I don't want to do it anymore!

The night came again. After Fu Yuning left, I lay motionless in bed.

I wanted to sleep, but I was very clear headed. I didn't sleep at all for hours with my eyes closed.

I sat up from the bed with a rub, looked at the dark night outside the window, and got up and went to the bathroom.

I'm Su Qing. I'm a weed. The spring wind blows again.

I cried and hurt. The earth still rotates and won't change because of anything.

So, I'm going to work, I'm going to make money!

But when I came to the bathroom and saw myself with swollen eyes like walnuts in the mirror, I was discouraged.

How do you see people like this?

I don't toss anymore. I packed up and went downstairs.

I stayed at home for a day and slept with Li Yan for a few days. I want to go out and have a look.

I walked slowly in the street. The wind at night blew away the muggy during the day, but it was much cooler at night.

Unknowingly, I came to the door of a shopping mall, but the outside of the shopping mall was full of people, even surrounded by three floors inside and outside.

Everyone has the heart of gossip. I also want to divert my attention with something else, so I went up.

As the steps got closer and closer, I heard women's dirty abuse and angry roar.

And how do I feel a little familiar with this roar?

I paused and suddenly remembered a person in my mind. I hurried up and stripped away the heavy crowd.