Fairy Cries Only At Night

"Su Qing! Su Qing!"

"No, no! Ah..."

My world is isolated by a thin film. I can't hear any sound. I'm like an animal in a cage. No matter how hard I try, I can't escape.

"Su Qing!" I was shaken violently. I saw that my cage was distorted. A distant voice came in and kept repeating a sentence, "Su Qing, it's me, it's me..."

I slowly opened my eyes, dazzling light into my eyes, I saw into a pair of dark eyes.

"Wake up."

The low voice fell into my ears again. I woke up, retreated quickly and shouted, "don't come here!"

I desperately kicked off the quilt, jumped out of bed and ran out.

But I was hugged. After I ran two steps, Li Yan held me tightly. I struggled excitedly and shouted, "you let go of me! Let go of me!"

I can't earn it. No matter how hard I work, I can't earn it. I think of the cage just now. Now my arm is the cage. I become excited and resist, like a crazy man who has lost his reason, twisting and kicking recklessly.

"Let go of me, asshole, light beast, you are all light beasts! Let go of me!"

"Ah! I hate you, I hate you!"

"I want, uh..." my lips were blocked and sealed. I shouted and roared. All my stubborn resistance became weak, all my anger faded, and I fell soft in Li Yan's arms.

The suffocation caused by lack of oxygen made me wear and breathe quickly at the moment when Li Yan let me go. My reason gradually slowed down and my confused consciousness was clear. I saw Li Yan's frightening eyes, like swallowing everything, with the momentum of destroying the sky and the earth.

I was afraid of this momentum. My body subconsciously shrank back. Those terrible pictures entangled me again. I struggled again, "no, no..."

Li Yan forcibly picked me up and put me on the bed. My face was close to his chest. His cold breath came into my nose with the strong air, and I gradually calmed down.

Silence covered me, the fragmented memories in my brain became clear, connected into a perfect picture, and I trembled uncontrollably.

Li Yan held me and kept tightening his arms, so that I was more tightly buried in his arms.

My face was close to Li Yan's chest, my breathing was blocked, and a slow sense of suffocation rushed towards me.

But such suffocation did not make me feel afraid, but relieved. I grabbed Li Yan more tightly. I breathed his breath, and tears fell uncontrollably

After this night's nightmare, I was depressed for a long time, and I was glad that Li Yan didn't embarrass me.

I was moldy at home for a few days until a phone call woke me up.

"Sister Qingqing, where are you?" a familiar voice came into my ears, anxious and panic. I don't seem to remember who this person is.

"Are you?"

"Sister Qingqing, I'm Xiaoyu!"

Xiaoyu? Ah, I remembered, "it's you. What's the matter?"

"Sister Qingqing, I, can I stay at your house for a few days?" a choking voice came into my ears with a bitter plea.

I heard Xiaoyu's voice was wrong, and a figure crossed my mind. "Is Li Mei bothering you again?"

“……”

There was only a sobbing voice on the phone, which made me determine my thoughts. I walked upstairs, "where are you now?"

"I'm at your door."

"My home?" I paused, surprised.

"I asked Kim's mother your address."

It turned out, "wait, I'll be right back."

"OK, thank you, sister Qingqing."

"Nothing."

It's afternoon now. Li Yan went out after lunch. I have plenty of time to go back from here.

Used to living in the villa, when I suddenly returned to my mottled yellow floor, I had an unspeakable feeling in my heart.

Xiaoyu squatted at the door, holding her knees in her hands, her face buried in her knees, and her shoulders moved from time to time, like a stray cat, alone.

I came forward and squatted down in front of her, "Xiaoyu?"

His face was covered with tears. Tears spent the makeup. The powder was obviously cut open, piece by piece, very embarrassed.

"Sister Qingqing..."

I opened the door and took Xiaoyu into the house. I brought out a basin of water and said, "wash."

"Thank you, sister Qingqing." Xiaoyu took a towel and washed it.

After she washed the makeup on her face, I knew that Xiaoyu's face was hurt. There was a pinch print the size of a nail cap on her left face near the back of her ear. The print was still red, as if it hadn't been long.

I looked at this print and looked at Xiaoyu's face carefully. It was very beautiful. It was the type of small jasper, which can also be said to be the type loved by many men.

No wonder Li Mei would say to her, "where do you live now?"

"I, I dare not go back. Sister Mei knows where I live." Xiaoyu cried, tears falling, giving birth to a feeling of pity.

"Xiaoyu, I don't know Li Mei here." who is Li Mei? Millennium old demon.

She doesn't know where I live?

"I know, I know, but sister Mei doesn't dare do anything to you." Xiaoyu holds my hand and opens her mouth eagerly.

Xiaoyu's words remind me of what Bingbing said to me. I live in Li Yan now. It is estimated that everyone thinks I followed Li Yan.

So Li Mei won't do anything to me.

"Xiaoyu, you can live with me, but you can't live for a lifetime." the room is empty. I don't mind if someone lives in it.

But this method is not a long-term plan, and I will leave Li Yan. What will Xiaoyu do then?

"Don't worry, sister Qingqing. I won't stay with you for too long. I have a customer. He has gone abroad during this time. I'll go elsewhere with him when he comes back."

It's a good choice, but, "Xiaoyu, are you going to stay in Shanghai?"

Li Mei is in Shanghai. She doesn't go and Xiaoyu doesn't go either. Xiaoyu is still squeezed.

"Sister Qingqing, I'm used to staying in Shanghai, and there are many of my acquaintances here." Xiaoyu said, her face dimmed, and pain floated in her eyes.

"My family is in the mountains. There are many sisters. I don't want them to follow my old path, so I want to make money for them to study well."

I looked at Xiaoyu's white hand when she said these words. I think what she didn't say is more painful than these.

I think of Bingbing's life experience again. Everyone is just a child abandoned by God.

"You live on my side. Call me if you need anything. I'll help you if I can."

"OK, thank you! Sister Qingqing."

"You're welcome."

I looked at the time and it was almost time to go back. I handed the key to Xiaoyu. "It's safe for me to live here all the time, but you still remember to close the door when you sleep."

"OK."

I turned and left, but Xiaoyu suddenly called me, "sister Qingqing!"