Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Back in the ward, I turned on the computer to surf the Internet, logged in and buckled. It was like a dream. I was not online, but there was a message from her.

"Guest, you're not here. Sitting alone in front of the computer, I suddenly want to talk to you. What do I want to say, alas... I want to say, but I don't want to say. At this moment, I suddenly feel so tangled. Depressed, it seems that because of the virtual, so the reality, because of the reality, so more indulge in the virtual, eager for the virtual to become a reality, but knowing that it is impossible, but unable to change the reality, but afraid to change the reality, after all, unable to break through their own psychology and ideas, and unable to transform their own conscience and moral system. "

"I'm very contradictory and tangled. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know how far I can go in the virtual world. I let my soul slide into the abyss step by step. Guest, help me, help me, I'm so lonely, I'm so lonely, I'm so melancholy, I'm so suffocating... "

"In this complicated world, I don't know where my life road will end, I don't know where my soul will float, my body, my scarred heart, perhaps, will eventually fall into boundless darkness and emptiness."

My heart trembled, as if I felt floating like a dream, struggling and wandering between reality and virtual.

This day finally came, she finally realized this, and finally began to worry about it. Or, she had it long ago, and only said it today.

And I, the entanglement between virtual reality and reality is also gradually deepening, especially after the emergence of Haizhu.

I dream of breaking the virtual to reality, but I don't dare to do it at all, because I know that it is a dead end. I can have a floating life like a dream in the virtual world. In the real world, I can have any other woman, but I can't have Qiutong.

Perhaps, in reality, Haizhu and I are the most appropriate. Qiu Tong, who wants to get out of the virtual world, is even more afraid not to. She clearly understands where her real destiny belongs.

I continued to look down: "for me, living is lucky. As an orphan, I should be satisfied to have today. However, I often feel that living is painful. Happiness may be like dumplings in the bowl of new year's Eve dinner for me. The pain may be that I am helpless to the limit. When I am helpless, I can't bear it. What follows will be hesitation, helplessness and confusion. "

My heart tightened, bursts of pain, felt great helplessness and pain.

When a person realizes that he can't change the reality, he knows how sad and lonely it is. As in the dream, I tried my best to say a word, but found that I couldn't say a word anyway.

Many times, reality is like quicksand. The tighter you grasp it, the faster it slides. Finally, only a bright wound is left to dye your hands red

I sighed and replied: "Ruo Meng, if I see you, my heart hurts and hurts... I want to help you, I want to save you, helping you is helping me, saving you is saving me... But I know, you know, I can't change you, because you can't change the reality. Maybe everyone's destiny is doomed and unchangeable, Even in the virtual world, you can have everything, but when you wake up and face the reality, everything is empty... "

"Maybe the only thing that can save me, you and us is ourselves, that is, facing the reality, ending this boundless and illusory game of dream, illusion, truth and falsehood, returning to their own reality, returning the spirit and body to reality, and looking for the real destination of life in reality... If the dream, maybe we were wrong at the beginning, We should not let this illusory emotion go unchecked, so that at this point today, perhaps if we let it develop, we will be more and more unable to extricate ourselves. "

I don't know why this idea suddenly came out of my mind. I don't know whether I want to completely break the fantasy of Qiutong in absolute reality, or to reduce my entanglement and worry in the face of Qiutong in reality and the floating dream of the virtual world, or because the emergence of Haizhu in reality has exacerbated my inner sense of contradiction. Anyway, when my mind extended here, my hand hit out, and I habitually hit the Enter key and sent it out.

After sending it out, I immediately regretted it, but I couldn't take back the water thrown out by what I said.

I can't help worrying about the consequences of these words. I'm worried about whether I will be hit hard after seeing these words. I don't want to hurt her. I really don't want to.

I don't know when Qiu Tong will see my words, but I know that she will see it sooner or later.

I couldn't help feeling depressed for a long time, then I sighed and went to sleep.

Early the next morning, I received a call from Qiu Tong: "Yi Ke, we went to Tongliao today to see Yunduo's parents. I have bought a good ticket. It's 5:20 p.m."

My heart was excited. I'm going to Tongliao and Horqin prairie again. Last time it was autumn, with clouds, this time it was winter, with autumn.

"OK!" I said.

"I'll go to the office and send an email, then visit some customers, and see you at the station in the afternoon!" Qiutong said neatly and hung up the phone.

I was stunned when I heard that Qiu Tong was going to withhold his email.

Floating like a dream, aren't you going to see my message soon!

My heart is in a mess. I don't know what Qiutong will look like when I see her this afternoon.

I went out to have something to eat. When I came to the door of the inpatient building of the hospital, I suddenly saw sun dongkai coming out of the hospital with vigorous steps. I couldn't see any physical discomfort. Cao Li followed behind me, carrying something.

Cao Li first saw me, was slightly stunned, and then said hello to me: "Hey - isn't this Yi Ke? Yi Ke -- "

I stopped my feet.

When sun dongkai heard Cao Li's voice, he stopped and looked at me. His eyes blinked. It seemed that he couldn't remember who I was.

Since Cao Li called me, I said hello to them: "Hello, Mr. Sun, Hello, director Cao!"

Sun dongkai still looked at me as if he didn't know me.

Cao Li said to sun dongkai at this time: "Mr. Sun, this is Yi Ke from the key customer service department of the issuing company. He has resigned."

Sun dongkai "Oh", nodded slightly, looked at me with a smile, and then continued to walk forward. Not far away, a black car stopped there. Sun dongkai walked directly towards the car. When he came to the front of the car, sun dongkai turned back and said to Cao Li, "I'm suddenly a little upset. Go to the bathroom!"

With that, sun dongkai hurried into the inpatient building and wanted to go to the bathroom.

"Hey - OK, Mr. Sun, you go. I'll wait for you here!" Cao Li said.

After watching sun dongkai walk into the inpatient building, Cao Li turned her face and looked at me with enthusiasm and happiness: "Yi Ke, little guy, little white face, I haven't seen you for a long time. Where have you been? He didn't say hello to me when he resigned, which made it easy for me to find a job. If I hadn't met you today and didn't know where you were, I would have thought you had left Xinghai. "

I said, "I didn't go anywhere. I visited Xinghai after I resigned. It's rare for director Cao to be so concerned. Thank you!"

Cao Li glanced at me with a charming smile on her face: "if you resign, you won't contact me. You have no conscience. You can't run today. Come on, tell me your phone number and I'll get in touch with you."

"What? Contact what? "

Cao Lijiao said gracefully, "little villain, what do you say to contact? You left quietly, but you took my heart away. I miss you so much. Good, come on, tell me your phone number. "

Looking at Cao Li's flattery, thinking about her complex struggle with Qiu Tong, and thinking that I would go back to the distribution company after the Spring Festival, I thought about it and told her the number.

Cao Li wrote down the number with her mobile phone and called. My mobile phone rang. I don't have to look at it to know it's Cao Li's number. Cao Li then said, "I'll contact you when I'm free. I'm not free today. President sun has just left the hospital. I'll pick him up. "

I said, "don't contact me if you have nothing. I'm not free at ordinary times!"

Cao Li looked at me with a look of hunger and thirst. She said vaguely, "can't you be free during the day or at night? Fool, with my sister, I won't treat my little brother badly. "

I know, Cao Li's little brother brother is a pun.

I changed the subject and said, "is president sun well? What is it? "

Cao Li squinted at the exit of the inpatient building and showed a careless expression: "there was no serious disease. It was far fetched to say that it was a small problem. The physical discomfort of the leader guide came according to needs. He had to be sick when he needed it. He didn't have any disease when he didn't need it. In fact, he was hospitalized, but he didn't have any shit disease, In order to avoid a fight between the leaders and directors of the group, now the wind is calm, the body is better, and you can be discharged from the hospital. If you think about it, you can still do that in the ward. "

Speaking of this, Cao Li seemed to realize that she had missed her mouth and hurriedly stopped her mouth.

As soon as I heard it, I understood that sun dongkai was not really ill. He was only admitted to the hospital because of the needs of political struggle. It should be that some internal struggles have recently occurred between the group leaders and leaders. He called himself ill and went to the hospital in order to avoid it.

In the official factory struggle, claiming to be ill and hospitalized seems to be a tactic and strategy. It is a form of struggle. Sun dongkai uses it very freely.

The last sentence Cao Ligang just said is undoubtedly that sun dongkai engaged in women people in the ward during his hospitalization. Of course, sun dongkai lived in a single high-rise dry ward. It is naturally conditional to carry out the movement there, and the object is Cao Li.

I pretended not to understand and looked at Cao Li: "what did you do that? What was that? "

Cao Li hurriedly waved her hand: "nothing. It's just that President sun still exercises and does push ups every day in the ward."

I said, "Oh... Do push ups... Mr. Sun is really not easy. This push ups is done in bed. How long can you do it at a time?"

I have to pretend to be silly.