Our plane leaves at 3:40 p.m. and it's just after 12 o'clock. It's still some time before boarding.

It's still early to change your boarding pass. The airport stipulates that you can only change your boarding pass two hours in advance.

"Find a restaurant to eat and have a rest." I said.

Qiu Tong nodded.

So we found a restaurant, sat down in a corner, ordered two drinks and ordered two bowls of noodles.

When you eat in the airport restaurant, you only have noodles. Everything else is very expensive. That's it. A bowl of ordinary beef noodles is still 68 yuan and a cup of ordinary juice is 38 yuan..

It's just expensive. The weight is still small. Eating a bowl of noodles doesn't relieve hunger at all.

I didn't feel full after eating. Qiu Tong looked at me and said, "it's not enough. Why don't you want another bowl?"

I shook my head: "forget it, it's a waste to eat too much. Save it. "

"I remember when I came to your house, your father said that poor families are rich. It's better to go out than to be at home. You can't hurt yourself. " Qiu Tong called the waiter and asked me for a bowl of noodles.

After eating two bowls of noodles, I felt a little full.

After we finished eating, we sat there and had a drink.

I thought about what Qiu Tong said just now. She even remembered what my father said. She couldn't help feeling strange in her heart.

"I haven't seen your parents for a long time." Qiu Tong said.

"Yes." I nodded.

"Last time I went to ningzhou, I couldn't see your parents. I'm sorry." Qiu Tong said again.

"There will be opportunities in the future. My parents actually miss you very much. When I came home, my parents asked about you. " I said.

Qiu Tong's eyes moved, then some dim, and then smiled: "it's also a very happy thing to be remembered by the elders."

I said, "happiness seems easy for you."

Qiu Tong said, "contentment is always happiness. In fact, I think contentment is happiness. "

"I remember you told Xia Yu this morning that being cared for is happiness." I said: "so understand, as long as someone cares about you, are you satisfied? Is your understanding and demand for happiness so simple? "

"How complicated is it?" Qiu Tong said.

"It doesn't need to be complicated!" I said, "but I think your request is too --"

"What's the matter?" Qiu Tong said.

I thought for a moment and said, "nothing. I just think it's too easy for you to be satisfied."

Qiu Tong was silent for a moment and said, "human desire will never be satisfied, and desire itself is the birthplace of all troubles. Reality is reality. There are rich and poor at birth, and there are big and small abilities, but whether life is happy or not and whether we are satisfied or not depends on everyone. "

I couldn't help nodding.

"Of course, it is normal for everyone to have a different understanding and pursuit of happiness." Qiu Tong said: "for example, you see Xia Yu, she actually has low requirements for happiness. She is very simple and simple. She just wants to be the happiest mother and have her own baby. How warm and warm her happiness requirements are."

My heart could not help but click again, and my face changed slightly.

"What's the matter with you?" Qiu Tong looked at me.

"Nothing." I was a little flustered.

I can't help thinking of what Xia Yu said to me just before he left.

"You seem to have something on your mind." Qiu Tong looked at me.

I looked at Qiu Tong and wanted to shake my head, but I couldn't help nodding again.

"What's on your mind? Can you tell me?" Qiu Tong said.

"I..." I stopped talking.

Qiu Tong looked at me calmly: "if you don't want to say it, don't say it."

I sighed when I spoke of suffering.

"Did you have a good rest last night?" Qiu Tong said.

"All right." My tone even sounds reluctant to me.

"Xia Yu didn't bother you in the middle of the night." Qiu Tong suddenly said this.

My heart was surprised and looked at Qiu Tong: "what do you mean?"

"It's not interesting. I drank too much water. I went to the bathroom in the middle of the night. I just met Xia Yu coming up from downstairs. She said she woke up thirsty and went down to find water to drink." Qiu Tong said.

"Oh." I was a little relieved.

"But I smell wine in her mouth and her face is red." Qiu Tong said again.

I was a little nervous. My brain struggled nervously for a moment and said, "yes, Xia Yu went downstairs to find water to drink. However, after drinking the water, she ran to my room and brought red wine. She had to continue drinking red wine with me."

"Oh." Qiu Tong gave a soft cry, his eyelids jumped down and looked at me.

"After drinking a glass of red wine, I was very sleepy and went to sleep. Xia Yu, then she..." speaking of this, I stopped. I don't know what to say next.

"She went upstairs, didn't she? No wonder my face turned red when I met her. It seems that I drank. " Qiu Tong said.

I didn't speak. I was still very nervous. I didn't know how much Qiu Tong would believe what I said, and how much Qiu Tong said was true.

"I know Xia Yu's feelings for you. She's leaving. She wants to find a chance to talk to you alone. It's understandable." Qiu Tong said, "in fact, Xia Yu doesn't seem to welcome me to Beijing this time, but since Uncle Li put forward it, I can't refuse. In fact, I think I'm a light bulb, don't you think so?"

Qiu Tong's tone is a little self deprecating.

"Of course not." I said, "I really hope you come. Otherwise, I really don't know how to deal with this crazy girl."

"You want me to come, but Xia Yu may not. This is an obvious thing. " Qiu Tong said.

"This..." I felt a little embarrassed.

"I'm not blaming Xia Yu. I knew that Xia Yu meant that to you. I also know that Xia Yu is actually a very simple girl. Her world is very simple and her thoughts are not complex. She looks at problems directly. In fact, it's not easy to think about Xia Yu. She also has a lot of difficulties in her heart.

From her point of view, she feels that the person she likes should pursue boldly without worrying about too many problems. However, after all, you have Haizhu around you. Haizhu and you have been engaged and will soon enter marriage. Xia Yu actually understands this, but she is unwilling to give up her pursuit, so she condescends to lower herself to the position of second milk, It's really hard for her to do this as her economic and social status, as her family and material foundation.

However, she thought the problem was too simple. Few people would support her approach, even me. I know very well that if she persists, there will be an uproar between you, Haizhu and her, and even an uncontrollable situation. This time she goes to the United States, maybe it's a relief for you, her and Haizhu. " Qiu Tong whispered to me.

After listening to Qiu Tong's words, my heart is very heavy. I know Qiu Tong's words are very reasonable, but can everyone be relieved when Xia Yu leaves? Moreover, after a summer rain, Dong'Er, Kong Kun, Qin Lu and others.

Most importantly, Qiu Tong.

Even if these women are gone, can I be free as long as there is Qiutong? Can I put it down?

In Haizhu's eyes and heart, Qiutong's threat to her is no smaller than Xia yudong'er.

I couldn't help laughing bitterly.

I summoned up the courage to break the delicate relationship between me and her and Haizhu, but after several times of courage, I still didn't open my mouth. I don't know what to say. I don't know how to say that it won't hurt her.

In fact, I don't say. It seems that Qiu Tong knows something in her heart. She has always hidden her heart in front of Haizhu and me and carefully maintained an appropriate distance. Although sometimes she will take a half step under my initiative, although we have taken a step after drinking, she never dared to repeat the previous things.

She is trying her best to control her reason and repress her true inner feelings. She has been trying to get Haizhu and me together and want to see the happiness of Haizhu and me, but she didn't think of herself.

And I, although I could not control myself repeatedly, did not dare to reveal my heart to her, and did not dare to tell her those three words.

And she, in addition to revealing her true feelings to the guests in the air before I didn't reveal my true identity, never confessed anything to me in reality. She hid herself deeply in reality and her heart.

She was so careful to keep in touch with me and Haizhu, trying to maintain harmony between us. Although sometimes she couldn't help showing some expression and language, she was still trying to control her true feelings with her reason.

This requires how much restraint, how broad-minded it needs, and how much unspeakable suffering and pain it needs to pay.

I know, and she must know.

"I know that even if Xia Yu leaves, there will be other women tangled between you and Haizhu, including Dong ER and maybe me. But as long as you get married, I think all this will be better. I don't want you and Haizhu to tangle for me. I try to do well, but sometimes. I... I am a man, not a God. I know I don't do well sometimes. " Qiu Tong's face was deeply ashamed.

"You've done enough. Don't blame yourself. " I said.

"I'm not blaming myself, I'm reviewing." Qiu Tong said, "in fact, I know that it is impossible between us and there is no result. I bless you and Haizhu in addition to blessing. I want to try to make myself better. I'm trying to be good friends with both of you. We've done something wrong. We can't make any more mistakes. I'm sorry about Haizhu. "

My heart burst of sadness, silently looking at Qiutong.

Qiu Tong looked at me and said softly, "of course, for Xia Yu and Dong Er, I sincerely hope they are happy. I also want to bless them. They are all good girls. I regard them as good sisters. Just because there are Haizhu, I still hope you and Haizhu can come to the end.

After all, you've all been engaged to live together. After all, both your parents recognize the marriage so much. Your parents like Haizhu very much, and Haizhu's parents like you very much. Of course, the emotional thing is that it is constantly unreasonable and chaotic. No one can tell who is right and who is wrong. I can't say that Xia Yu and Dong Er are wrong. "

"Do you think you must be wrong? Is it right or wrong? " I said.

Qiu Tong's eyes darkened: "don't talk about us. I don't want to say that. You know my business best. I have no other choice. Stop talking, will you? "

Qiu Tong's words put down the courage that I had been surging in my heart to say something. I stopped talking.

We were all silent.

After a while, Qiu Tong said softly, "it's almost national day. It's going to be a holiday. You can go home to see your parents again. You can also go to ningzhou to see Haizhu. "

"It's almost your birthday." I said.

October 6 is Qiu Tong's birthday and the day when she was picked up in Dandong orphanage.

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