Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Haizhu didn't know I was flying to Korea. She thought I was on duty overtime on holidays.

I couldn't help feeling a burst of apology and uneasiness, and I couldn't help sighing gently.

The sigh was heard by the sensitive hearing cloud. She turned her face, looked at me and said softly, "brother, you're sighing."

I smiled unnaturally and didn't speak.

"Brother." The cloud whispered.

"Yes." I looked at the clouds.

"You have something on your mind." Said the cloud.

"No." I smiled in disguise.

"Don't lie to me, I can see you've been a little absent-minded today. It doesn't seem because I didn't sleep well last night. " The bright and clear eyes of the clouds looked at me with deep concern.

The look in the cloud's eyes moved me. I know she has always cared about me.

"Nothing, nothing." I said softly, patting the cloud on the shoulder.

The clouds stared at me and didn't speak.

"Don't look at me like that. I'll be upset if you look at me so seriously." I said in a half joking tone.

The cloud smiled and sighed: "brother, I don't know what's on your mind, but I know you must have something unhappy. I know you don't want to tell me what's on your mind, but I want to share your worries, but I don't know how to do it. "

I was moved in my heart: "cloud, I'm very satisfied that you can have these words. I'm glad to have such a considerate sister as you."

"As your sister, I'm not good enough, far from good enough." The eyes of the clouds were dim.

"No, you did well enough, really, very well!" I said.

"You're comforting me." The clouds smiled faintly.

I was silent for a moment and said, "clouds."

"Yes." The clouds looked at me.

"You and Haifeng... How are you now?" I said.

The cloud didn't speak for a moment, his eyelids drooped, and then whispered, "it's still like that."

"What does that mean?" I said.

"Just like before." Said the cloud.

"There has been no new progress?" I said.

"Yes." The cloud nodded and his face was slightly red.

I couldn't help looking at the clouds in a daze.

"Haifeng is a good man. He likes you very much. " I said.

"Well, I know Haifeng is a good man. He likes me very much, or he loves me sincerely. But. "

"But what?" I said.

"But, because of me. I didn't do well enough. " The cloud hesitated and said, "I've been trying to accept Haifeng from my heart, but Haifeng has always had his own attitude, that is, he loves me. What he needs is two-way love from his heart. He doesn't want me to accept him with a trace of grievance. What he hopes to see is that I will fall in love with him from my heart one day. Then he will... "

My heart is a little heavy. I know what cloud means. Although Haifeng loves her wholeheartedly, and although she has been trying to let herself accept Haifeng wholeheartedly, I always occupy a position in the heart of cloud. She can't erase me completely, and Haifeng is obviously aware of this, so he will wait for the cloud patiently.

I can't help feeling great guilt. I feel sorry for the clouds and Haifeng.

Haifeng is a perfect ideal observer. He hopes to get a perfect and complete love.

But he realized that the cloud has not completely done it at present. He is unwilling to wrong the cloud to do anything. He has enough patience to wait, wait for the cloud to really fall in love with him, and wait for his desire to become a reality.

Think of a sentence: if a man really loves you, he will give everything silently, but rarely let you know his sacrifice.

Haifeng is such a man. I feel inferior to him. Haifeng is far better than me. In front of Haifeng, compared with Haifeng, I feel very small.

Think of another sentence: love and marriage are not the same thing. Not all love should be married, and not all marriages have love.

The thought of this sentence made me feel very uneasy.

Take a deep breath, I looked at the clouds: "clouds, learn to forget the past, let it pass forever, face the reality, face the future, face the real self, and make yourself really happy."

The cloud looked gloomy, sighed, looked up and looked at me: "brother, I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I will try my best to do it well. I will try my best. Thank you, thank Haifeng, you are so tolerant to me. "

I felt ashamed and said, "don't thank me. In fact, I'm sorry for you. Haifeng should be thanked. In fact, I should also thank Haifeng."

"Brother, don't say that. You have nothing wrong with me. On the contrary, you gave me a second life. Without you, there would be no me living in the world again. On the contrary, I am wrong with you. I have caused you trouble and brought you fatigue and upset. You will live easier without me. That time, that night, I was really sorry for you. " There was a deep shame in the voice of the clouds.

I know which night cloud refers to. I can't help but think of the parting scene with cloud the night I left Xinghai. I think of being drugged by cloud after drinking. I think of a car accident after cloud left crying. I think of Qiutong's attack by five tigers under Bai Laosan on the beach. I think of falling into Qiutong's arms after being stabbed by five tigers, I thought it was Qiu Tong who gave me an emergency blood transfusion and saved me in the emergency room of the hospital.

Everything seems to be yesterday, in the confused, childish and unforgettable yesterday. Although it has been so long, it seems to be in front of us.

There was a suffocating pain in my heart. Perhaps everything that happened was doomed, and it was a fate that could be met but not sought in the world, but this fate and fate were so twisted, so confused and helpless.

Life is so, so is life.

That night, after drinking, I passively changed the clouds, changed her timid, low self-esteem and powerless heart, and changed the wandering and bitter track of her life. Although she knows that she has been unable to realize her desire, although she has been trying to let herself face the reality and face tomorrow, she still can't completely forget the past, make herself perfect, and make herself natural and unrestrained. She buried her heart deeply and let herself face the helpless sadness. It was cruel to her.

Haifeng, in the face of such clouds, is how generous and tolerant. If it were me, could I do it?

I can't help but remorse deeply and reflect deeply on myself.

The cloud smiled hard and said, "brother, relax. I will be fine. I will overcome myself. I will be your good sister and you will be my best brother. We will all be fine. "

I looked at the cloud's pure smile and tried to make myself smile.

Although I was laughing, I felt very tired. Looking at the clouds, I couldn't help thinking of Qiutong sitting in the front row of me, Haizhu flying to Taiwan, and Donger who didn't know what he was doing.

The more you think about it, the more tired you feel.

The cloud looked at me with worried eyes. It seemed that she knew that I was very depressed at this time, but she didn't know why.

I looked at the clouds and suddenly smiled: "clouds, don't worry about me, I'm all right."

"But you are sighing." Said the cloud.

"Sighing is just a habit. It's like yawning. I'm used to it! " I said with a smile.

The clouds wanted to laugh, but they didn't laugh.

At this time, Xiaoxue woke up and began to toss and get up happily. Cloud and I stopped talking, and cloud began to tease Xiaoxue again.

Qiu Tong looked back and looked at us: "you two are very energetic, ha ha."

I smiled silently.

"My brother and I were talking just now." Said the cloud.

"Hey - the two managers of the distribution company ran away, and president Tang had to work harder for the rest of the holiday." Qiu Tong said with a smile.

"Yes, brother Tang is really kind. He offered to be on duty for the rest of the holidays. I have to thank him when I go back, and I want to buy him a gift in Korea this time. " Said the cloud.

"No problem, one day of our trip is free shopping in Seoul!" Qiu Tong said.

"OK." The cloud nodded, and then continued to play with light snow.

I said, "Seoul. Is today's media group in Seoul? "

"Yes." Qiu Tong nodded.

"Have you contacted Jin Jingze about our trip to Korea?" I said.

"How dare I do such a big thing without asking you?" Qiu Tong said jokingly.

I couldn't help laughing: "come on, you."

"I think we'll contact him after we get to Korea!" Qiu Tong said.

"OK!"

"Will you get in touch with him?" Qiu Tong said.

"Oh, why me?" I said.

"Because you are the only party representative among us. This is a major matter of contact and coordination. Who are you looking for?" Qiu Tong continued with a mocking voice.

"Well, I'll do it!" I said.

"Hee hee. Uncle Yi is a party representative every time. He went to ningzhou to see Aunt Haizhu. Uncle Yi is also a party representative. " Xiaoxue said with a smile.

Qiu Tong and the clouds laughed.

"Mom, uncle Yi is a party representative. Can I be the head of the children's team?" Xiaoxue said, "I'll be the head of the children's team, and you and aunt Yunduo will be my league members."

"Well, you are the head of the children's group. Your aunt Yunduo and I are all members of your group!" Qiu Tong said.

"Ha ha." Xiaoxue smiled happily.

The cloud smiled and pinched Xiaoxue's nose.

Qiu Tong then said to me thoughtfully, "Hey - I don't know if Jin Jingze is in Korea? I don't know if his aunt is there. "

Qiu Tong seems to care not only about Jin Jingze's presence, but also about his aunt.

I said, "it depends on fate. You'll see it. "

Qiu Tong nodded, "yes."

I then said, "these two, one is the chairman and the other is the president. They must be very busy. Even if they are in Korea, they may not have time to meet us. Maybe arrange a staff member to show us around. Don't expect too much. "

Qiu Tong smiled and didn't speak.

The clouds looked at us while playing with light snow and didn't interrupt.

I continued, "it seems that you are more interested in the chairman than in the president."

Qiu Tong laughed: "is it strange that they are both women and pay attention to successful homosexuals?"

"No wonder, but. It's still a little strange. " I said.

"Your words seem contradictory." Qiu Tong said.

"There seems to be some contradiction, but it seems that there is no contradiction." I said.

"What are you talking about, tongue twister?" Qiu Tong laughed again.

I also smiled, "I don't know what I'm talking about."

Qiu Tong chuckled and turned his head.