Fall in love with a beautiful boss

I stopped and looked at Li Shun. I didn't know what he was going to do.

Li Shun returned to his desk, opened the drawer, felt out a big envelope and handed it to me: "take it!"

I took it and opened it. There were five stacks of money, 50000.

I looked at Li Shun: "boss Li, what does this mean?"

"Lucky money for you!" Li Shun said expressionless.

"I can't take the money!" I put it on my desk.

Li Shun pulled down his face and was very unhappy: "you think my money is dirty, don't you?"

"No, I can't afford to be rewarded for nothing. Boss Li has given me enough. I can't afford it!" I said.

"Who says you have no merit, don't say the Myanmar protector has merit, don't say it's hard to come back to protect flowers, just say that you don't have much money for these three schemes you have made for me!" Li Shun said.

"Those three plans are my own work. I already have boss Li's salary. It's too much to ask for this money!" I said.

Li Shun looked at me with a drooping face and said, "well, since you say so, I'll put it another way. I won't give you the money. Will you give it to the clouds? Even if I do charity, donate to cloud for treatment! You collect it! "

I was surprised when Li Shun said this. How did he know I was taking care of the clouds?

Li Shun looked at me and snorted and smiled, "what a surprise? Don't do that, brother. To tell you the truth, I knew your purpose since you came to work here. You thought all my people ate shit. I've found out your intention for a long time. Zhang xiaotiangou has no conscience. Don't cloud. You are chivalrous and take the initiative to take care of cloud and make money to treat her. You make me look up to and respect you, That's why I admire your character. It's just that I haven't exposed this and pretended to know nothing. "

"In fact, think about it. At first, I kindly invited you to come to me. You were determined not to come. Later, you took the initiative to find me to come. Moreover, you still made concessions in front of me and put down your airs. Can I not doubt your motivation for sudden change? Do you think your few explanations can convince me? "

A cold sweat broke out on my forehead. Li Shun has a lot of tricks. He knows too much about me. If I don't resolutely refuse to ask for the money today, maybe he won't say it. I don't know what else he knows about me?

Li Shun took the money and stuffed it into my hand: "take it, brother. I know you don't love money and don't waste it. All your money has been spent on the cloud. Although Li Shun is not a good person, I still have a little conscience occasionally. I still want to be kind to you poor people occasionally. The cloud boy is really poor. Why did I scare Zhang Xiaotian by burning him? Besides asking him to do things for me, I also have the intention to teach the boy a lesson. Well, the money is not for you, but for the clouds. It has nothing to do with you. You can collect and pay it to the hospital. "

Li Shun said so. I couldn't refuse, so I took the money, thanked Li Shun and left.

Out of Li Shun's company, walking on the cool street of Xinghai, looking at the sky where the sunset is about to fall, I took a long breath. I'm finally free, finally get rid of Li Shun, and finally get rid of this black hole!

I feel very relaxed. Although I still have some shadows in my heart, I don't know whether I can really get off the thief ship completely in the future, at least, at present, I am free!

I think that I can go back to work in the distribution company in five years. Working under Qiu Tong, I can see my realistic version every day. I can't help feeling strange.

This time, when I go back, I want to show my ability in a fair and aboveboard way, never lose face to Qiu Tong, and let the people of the distribution company convince me, especially Zhao Dajian, not to let him catch Qiu Tong's Pro only pigtail, although I'm not Qiu Tong's pro at present.

I know that Qiu Tong's letting me come back this time, especially letting me preside over the work of key customers, will certainly cause discussion within the distribution company. If a person resigns and comes back, going in and out of the distribution company is like going back to his own home. Everyone will think that I have gone through the back door of Qiu Tong, and even made an invisible transaction with Qiu Tong. Zhao Dajian will never miss the opportunity to attack Qiu Tong. Even Cao Li will take this as an example and participate in Qiu Tong's book in front of the group leaders.

The only best way to let these rumors that openly and secretly attack Qiu Tong break down is for me to show my real skills and block everyone's mouth with actual performance, which can also prove the correctness of Qiu Tong's employment.

If you dream, the guest will fight with you again. The guest will win glory for you this time! My heart is talking over and over again.

In the evening, after taking care of the clouds, I turned on the computer stealth login button. I wanted to see how to reply to my message.

But there was no message reply, but life was like a dream online and hung there quietly.

I'm a little strange. It's like a dream. Why don't you reply to the message all the time? Did my reply that day make her indifferent? Or is she thinking about something?

When I think of Qiu Tong's performance on the way to Tongliao, I can't feel it in my heart. I can't help feeling a little uneasy.

The room is very quiet. I sit quietly in front of the computer, looking at Qiu Tong's head in a daze, thinking about why Qiu Tong is so silent.

I landed invisibly. I could see life like a dream, but she couldn't see me.

Minutes and seconds passed. I don't know if it was too long. The bell in the nearby clock tower woke me up from meditation. It's 11 o'clock. I've been sitting in front of the computer for three hours, floating like a dream for a longer time.

Isn't she in front of the computer? Taking care of Xiaoxue to sleep? Watching TV with Xiaoxue? Playing with snow?

I think of it again.

Finally, I couldn't help it. I raised my hand and typed a line: "what are you doing?"

The other party was silent for a moment: "waiting for you to speak!"

I was ashamed. It seemed like a dream. I knew I was coming long ago.

I said, "where's the child?"

"Xiaoxue is sleeping in my bed!" "How long have you been here?" he said

"Not... Not long!"

"Why don't you talk all the time?"

"I... I don't know what to say!"

"Why don't you know what to say?"

"Because... I'm afraid to make you sad."

"Do you care about my mood?"

"Well, yes, I care!"

"Since you care, why do you reply to such a message?"

"Because... At that time, I suddenly thought of these and typed them all at once. After sending them out, I regretted it again. I'm afraid you'll be unhappy."

"Why should I be unhappy?"

"By... By what I know about you, by how I feel about you, by the relationship between us." I said.

Then, she and I suddenly became silent. As soon as we met, the air became depressed and suffocated.

The sense of uncertainty in my heart suddenly intensified.

For a long time, he said, "guest, I've been here for a long time, but I haven't spoken, because I've been afraid to say, and I'm suddenly afraid of myself. I was suddenly in a bad mood that day, so I wrote to you, which can be regarded as an outlet. Then soon, I saw your reply. What you said made me think for a long time. A few days ago, I went far away and went far away. On the way, I've been thinking about your words. At this moment, I finally figured it out when I saw you. I think what you said may be right. "

"Blindly indulging in the virtual world and allowing my emotions to indulge without control may be a sustenance for me. My reality is already like this and can not be changed. In the face of unsatisfactory reality, I may be able to find another spiritual sustenance in the virtual world as a remedy for reality. However, for you, it is harmful and unhelpful. Our unrestrained and indulgent emotions in this virtual world will deeply sink us, have a great impact on your real life, affect your emotional life in real life, and mislead you in your real mate choice... "

"That will hurt you. I am doing evil and hurting you. I thought, I decided, you're right, since we can't make a breakthrough from virtual to reality, maybe we should have another choice. We should use the reason in reality to control the indulgence in virtual. Your words deeply remind me. Reality is always cruel, but virtual also needs reason. After all, we are all real people, living and developing in real life. "

"If you dream, I..." at this time, I understand what she means. She wants to decisively cut off her love, end the emotional entanglement with me in this virtual world, and let me return to reality.

I suddenly felt a great nostalgia and great pain. Without dreams, where is my spiritual sustenance?

My heart felt incomparably empty and deep panic.

"Guest, today, I want to say, I admit that I was lucky to meet you in this virtual world. You brought me a lot of happiness and joy, and brought me a lot of motivation and knowledge. I regard you as the most rare confidant and close friend in my life. Even, I can't think if my spiritual world would collapse without you. However, I can't be a selfish person. In reality, I can't give you any promise, I can't give, I can't afford, and I can't give. If we continue like this, the final outcome can only be that we can't extricate ourselves. Falling deeply into the bottomless abyss will hurt me and you. In the end, we can only be a silent end, the end of spiritual destruction, and the destruction of spirit is more than the destruction of body. So, guest, let's end it as if it were a dream. "

"If dream... I..." my heart trembled and my hands began to tremble violently at the thought that I would never see floating life like a dream in the future.

I know what I said is reasonable and right. I even think so myself. But when this moment is coming, I feel the collapse and destruction of the spiritual world. I can't help but resist this fact. I am like a drug addict who knows that perfume is poisonous but still can not resist the temptation from the deep part of his brain.

I can't help but deeply regret my message that day. I'm digging my own grave and burying my most precious virtual emotion in the world. I regret so much that I can't wait to slap myself.