Fall in love with a beautiful boss

After a while, Qiu Tong murmured, "tomorrow is new year's Eve, and it's new year's day again."

After saying this, Qiu Tong seemed to suddenly think of something and turned to look at me: "Yi Ke, won't you go home for the new year?"

"The road is far away. I can't afford to toss and don't go back!"

Qiu Tong looked at me as if he didn't believe me at all and said, "are you worried about the clouds being lonely here alone? Do you stay here for the sake of the clouds? "

I was noncommittal and didn't speak.

Qiu Tong looked at me for a while, then stood up and said, "I see. Let the doctor check and test the cloud again."

I nodded and went to the doctor with Qiu Tong.

The doctor quickly arranged for nurses to get a lot of advanced testing instruments to test the functions of various organs of the cloud, and conducted a comprehensive physical examination.

Finally, the results came out. The doctor looked relaxed and said to us: "the examination results show that the patient's indicators are almost the same as ordinary people, and the sensitivity of the whole body's nerve endings is close to ordinary people. The touch treatment during this period has proved that the effect is very good. I think maybe when the patient will wake up!"

Qiu Tong and I were very happy. Qiu Tong eagerly asked the doctor, "doctor, when will she wake up?"

"It's hard to say. Maybe the patient will wake up at any time, especially when encountering strong external stimulation." The doctor said, "in short, the patient seems to be at the last moment. As long as she can stimulate the last tactile brain center, she may become a completely healthy person. It's like a rocket launch. It's almost ignition. The key is when the fire can be lit and whether the key ignition temperature can be found. "

After the doctor left, I thought about the doctor's words, and Qiu Tong seemed to be thinking about it.

After a while, Qiu Tong sat down beside the cloud, held the cloud's hand, rubbed it, and gently said, "xiaonizi, have you slept enough for so long? But I hope you wake up one day earlier and go back to work one day earlier. Good, don't sleep. Wake up quickly. "

Standing behind Qiu Tong, I was in a disordered mood. I said to Qiu Tong in a moment: "President Qiu, it's getting late. Go back and have an early rest and take good care of your body. Think more about everything, don't be too tangled! "

Qiu Tong trembled slightly when he heard my words. Then he let go of the cloud's hand, stood up and looked at me: "I'm just suffering from the cold. What's on my mind? What's the tangle? What do you mean by that? "

I suddenly realized that I had said too much and hurriedly said, "well, yes, I think too much. I mean, I hope Qiu can always have a good body and a good mood."

Qiu Tong stared silently into my eyes. I felt very empty and didn't dare to face Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong uttered an extremely slight sigh and then said, "thank you, yi Ke. I'll go back first."

With that, Qiu Tong left the ward. I went to the door of the ward and looked at Qiu Tong's back gradually leaving in the corridor. At the moment, it seemed so lonely and lonely, and there was a few unspeakable sadness and desolation.

My heart grew depressed and sighed deeply.

I know that in Qiutong's heart, for a long time, even forever, she will never forget the ethereal air in the virtual world. She is such a passionate woman, but she is so rational.

I know that in the course of her life, in the vast world in which she is located, some things really pass when they say the past, just like those floating white clouds in the sky. They will never return after the past, leaving no trace.

And some things, no matter how many times they say in the past, can't get through. They can't get past the difficulties. They often pop up the years marked past from the sediment at the bottom of their hearts, and those silent pain and sadness will come out and beat her scarred memory, In her melancholy and confused heart, she crossed a deep and sharp gully ruthlessly

The initiator of all this is me. If I hadn't searched that guest at the beginning, if I didn't add her as a friend, if I didn't indulge my feelings, if... All this would not happen, and would not bring today's physical haggard and spiritual difficulties to Qiu Tong. Qiutong has suffered enough, but I put another layer on her.

Think of a sentence: sometimes, the person you want most is the person you should leave most.

Could it be that my first acquaintance with Qiu Tong had predicted this sentence?

At night, late at night, I sat alone in front of the computer and looked at the gray head in the button dialogue window.

This is like a dream, like a dream, true or false. Everything is over. It seems that it is doomed. It starts from the dream and ends in the illusion, just like a dream without a beginning and no end.

At this time, I suddenly noticed that the floating personal signature was changed: the Jianghu is far away, the blue sky is long, the road is boundless, the taste of leisure and sorrow, multi feelings and infinite thinking.

I pondered these words for a long time

Then, I opened the chat record and looked at it from the beginning. From the day I first met her

Looking at the communication process between me and floating life like a dream, my heart rises and falls, mixed with sadness and joy

Suddenly, I seem to see the picture of floating life like a dream flash down and become color. I'm busy looking at it, but it's gray again.

My heart jumped down fiercely. Did I go online like a dream, and then quickly set up invisibility? Like me, she remembers our past here with the same indelible feelings? Or am I dazzled and hallucinating?

I kept looking at the picture, but it was always gray and had no change.

With a long sigh, I turned off the computer, turned off the light, lay on the bed next to the clouds, opened my eyes and looked at the dark night.

The night is so quiet and helpless. In this quiet night, without the noise of the day, my heart can't calm down and torture the deepest part of my inner soul.

In the boundless darkness, I enjoy the inexplicable darkness and loneliness, and the sadness brought by a few threads of pain.

I opened my mind, quietly thinking about floating life like a dream, thinking about Qiutong.

I know that on the emotional life line, she and I are living individuals. We don't need to force others' emotional space.

In that illusory world, without any fetters, it is easy to let go of your feelings, such as a stiff Mustang, and let it run freely on the vast grassland; And return to the cold reality, but have to wrap up their emotions and let it quietly silent in the cold underground

The night is deeper, I still can't sleep.

Get out of bed, stand by the windowsill, open the window and look at the endless night sky. Despite the cold wind, the body has no feeling, but the thoughts blow through the mind like the wind.

In the empty night, I can't sleep. The silent air accompanied by the cold floor makes me feel lonely. Loneliness seeps into my heart a little bit and feels straight into my bone marrow.

Those feelings of loneliness and loneliness can't be said. Only one person can really feel it. That feeling can only be told by himself. In the light outside, I saw my own shadow - a dark shadow, a lonely figure, and the back of a person who would be speechless at night.

The shadow is like a wandering soul, like an elf, so helpless, wandering in the empty night

Light a cigarette and I taste my fragmented life in the smoke.

I saw my heart in the smoke. I knew I was trapped by this unforgettable emotion, but I couldn't get out.

In my endless thoughts, I constantly recall my past with her in illusion and reality. I slowly tear my heart apart and feel the pain of tearing my heart and flesh. I can't breathe. That pain makes me speechless

The night is lonely, so am I.

The next day, it's new year 30. Tomorrow is the Spring Festival.

The hospital was very deserted and the building was very quiet. Occasionally, a nurse on duty passed by. Most people went home for the new year.

Tonight is new year's Eve, a time for all families to get together, and I will spend the Spring Festival without my parents and with clouds for the first time.

At the moment, I didn't think of what would happen on this new year's Eve and how I would remember it forever.

During the day, I went to the mall, bought a brand-new dress for Yunduo, bought a few bottles of wine and some dishes, and planned to drink with Yunduo at night.

I don't expect Qiu Tong to come here tonight. She has a place she should go, but I don't know how Xiaoxue will be settled by her.

When I came back, I saw that the fourth brother's steamed stuffed bun shop was still open, but there were few customers, which seemed relatively cold.

I was surprised that the shops around me were closed. Why didn't fourth brother go home for the new year? Is the fourth brother, like me, unable to go home for the new year?

Looking at the four steamed stuffed bun shop signs swinging in the cold wind, I moved the idea of talking to my fourth brother. As soon as the idea surged up, I pressed down again, thought about it, but I didn't go.

I don't know why I didn't go. I just have an intuition that I can't go.

The dinner on New Year's Eve was coming. I had to put a new dress on the clouds, comb the hair of the clouds, pull a table in the ward, and then set the table for dinner, set the table, find two cups, open the bottle, pour the Baijiu, and then look at the sleeping cloud, and say, "girl, brother, I will accompany you to celebrate the Lunar New Year and eat new year's Eve." I also poured you a glass of wine. I know you have a lot of wine. I'll drink it with you tonight. Come on, let's drink first -- "

With that, I picked up the cup.

Just then, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and a woman appeared at the door——

I was stunned. It was Haizhu. At the moment, I was standing at the door with a travel bag.

I was surprised to see Haizhu. Why did she suddenly appear here?

"Ah Zhu, why are you here?" I put down my glass and stood up in amazement.