Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"But you have similarities. Dare you deny that?" I said.

"I don't deny it, but there are few similarities. Yes, I take Guan Yunfei's marriage seriously. After I marry him, I will be a good wife. I will do my duty to teach my husband and children. Whether I love him or not, I will play my role well. Of course, I want to have a lover. For the lover of love, that is you, I won't have any relationship with any man except you and Guan Yunfei. "

"Shut up -" I couldn't listen anymore, rudely interrupted her and stared at Qin Lu: "Qin Lu, your idea is ridiculous. You are not only ruining yourself, but also ruining others. In a sense, you are irresponsible to yourself and others. You are playing with your own life and destroying your own life. I tell you again, I won't be your lover. You think you can do it by wishful thinking. There's no way. You can't control me. "

"Ha ha." Qin Lu smiled: "Yi Ke, look, you are so stubborn. What do you think is wrong with me? Am I not beautiful? My character is not gentle enough? I'm not good enough to you? I will not be inferior to any woman around you in any aspect. As your lover, you can't suffer any loss. I can give anything that any woman around you can't give. I can give you what they can give you, and I can give you what they can't give you. I know your character, I like your character, but I know my own character better. I must get the man I like, and I will get it. "

I was completely speechless. Looking at Qin Lu, I couldn't speak for a long time.

"In fact, don't you realize that there are many similar things between us. Our characters are very similar. We are very happy in every communication. We all mix in the official factory. In the future, we will have more common languages. Many of our official factory ideas are interlinked. In the future, we will have more things to pursue together, There will be more common hobbies, whether mixed official factories or outside official factories. "

Qin Lu continued: "I actually know. I know very well in my heart that although you disagree with my actions, you don't hate me in your heart. You like me. Except for my actions, you don't agree with me. In fact, I don't have anything else that makes you feel uncomfortable. If you disagree with this, you will gradually figure it out over time and you will understand me, You'll accept it.

In the future, you will find many of my advantages and you will find my good. When I am in front of you, I can be like-minded comrades in arms and allies and unbreakable alliances with you. At the same time, I will be your most considerate and gentle woman. I will be a woman who can meet all your needs, as long as you are willing to let me do what you want from me, I can give you, for you, I am willing to give everything. Of course, that doesn't include what I'm doing right now. "

I sighed: "Qin Lu, I don't want to think you are a bad woman. I know you are not a bad woman, but I really don't agree with your current practice. You are playing with fire. Of course, everyone has their own way of life. Since you have chosen your own way, I have no right to gossip and have no right to stop you, but I want to say that you make me feel now, You are a woman with a rapidly expanding ambition in the official factory. Outside the official factory, you are a strong woman. You like control and you have a strong desire for control. "

Qin Lu smiled: "you're only half right. Yes, I'm an ambitious man in the official factory. In other words, as long as I'm a man with ideals and pursuit, who doesn't have ambition? What's wrong with that? Don't you have ambition in the official factory? You have. Don't deny it. A person without any ambition in the official factory can only be said to be a loser. Such a person will be despised.

As for outside the official factory, it's wrong for you to say that I am a strong and controlling woman. Maybe I will be strong and controlling to others, but I won't. I love you so much. You are the best man I've ever seen and worth loving. In front of you, I'm willing to be a gentle little sheep, and I'll be obedient to you, I will let you feel how feminine I am, and I will let you feel all my tenderness.

Also, I know that many women around you are very kind to you, and even many women are interested in you. As for who these women are, I don't want to say it. You and I know it in my heart. I just want to tell you, first, I will not destroy your marriage with Haizhu. Even, I will wish your marriage smooth and stable, and you have a harmonious family. Second, even if you have other women, I will not interfere to be jealous. I will be very satisfied as long as I can have you and get a fraction of your kindness to me.

Look, how tolerant I am to you and how spoiled i am to you. I don't want to force you to fall in love with me. I'm content as long as I know I love you and that I can enjoy real love with the people I love. "

I looked at Qin Lu with unreasonable eyes: "Qin Lu, I now feel that you are pathetic, hateful and pathetic."

"Whatever you think of me, I won't be angry or sad. I know you will look at me like this, but you look at me like this, which also shows that you care about me. I have a place in your heart." Qin Lu said: "in fact, sometimes, I think about it myself. I know I'm poor, sad and hateful. I even despise myself and hate myself, but it's just when I'm alone in the dead of night. At dawn, I open my eyes and go back to this real society. I still have no other choice.

I'm at this point with Lao Guan now. What do you think I should do? Should I give up? Should I step back? Should I get an abortion? Should I be the life of the little woman? Should I bear to accept this humiliating end? This is obviously not in line with my character. It is obviously unfair to me. Why should I do this? "

Qin Lu was slightly excited and her eyes were red.

I was speechless again and stared at Qin Lu.

"Do you think it's appropriate for me to give birth to the child alone and let the child be called a wild seed? Do you think it's Fair for my illegitimate son to accept the eyes and ridicule of those around me? Do you want me to be happy because this destroys my lifetime happiness? " Qin Lu asked me again, her voice trembling slightly.

I stared at Qin Lu blankly and didn't know what to say for a moment.

Perhaps, from a certain point of view, from Qin Lu's point of view, she is reasonable and confident.

But I still can't accept it. Psychologically, I can't accept Qin Lu's cooking.

Who is to blame for this? Blame Qin Lupan, a senior official? Strange old Guan lust obsessed? Blame Xie Fei for not giving birth to Lao Guan?

I can't think clearly. My mind is in a mess.

"Stop talking, eat!" I finished my last glass of wine and began to eat.

Qin Lu also ate silently.

After dinner, I said, "you have a rest."

"And you?" Qin Lu said.

"I'm leaving!" I said.

"You -" Qin Lu looked at me: "you can't go."

"Why?" I said.

"My ankle still hurts and the back of my head still hurts. If you leave, what if I have any other symptoms in the middle of the night?" Qin Lu looked at me pitifully.

When Qin Lu said this, I had nothing to say. My heart was even a little soft. Yes, I hit her. I caused her discomfort. I haven't massaged her ankle yet. The back of her head is still painful. It's all caused by me. I left. Isn't it too hard to say, and it doesn't make sense from the most basic morality.

I sighed and said, "don't move here. I'll massage you again."

"OK." Qin Lu laughed.

I sighed again, got up, went to Qin Lu, squatted down, and massaged her ankle.

I bowed my head and massage very attentively, hoping to get it done for her as soon as possible.

While she was massaging, Qin Lu gently stroked my head and neck, and sighed softly: "Yi Ke. I wish you would keep pushing me like this. I hope my ankle hurts every day. "

"Just dream." I said.

"Don't treat me so coldly, will you?" Qin Lu was begging.

I looked up and saw Qin Lu's expression.

I was soft hearted and kept silent. I continued to bow my head and give her massage.

Qin Lu continued to touch my neck with her hand. She moved very gently and pinched my shoulder for a while.

"Don't touch me." I said.

"Don't talk. Massage your." Qin Lu said softly.

"I won't concentrate on you like this." I said.

"Ha ha." Qin Lu smiled and said, "it's okay. I like it. Hey. Should I thank the ghost weather today? Without this ghost weather, how could we bump into each other? "

My heart moved and said, "do you have any abnormal feelings except for the back of your head and ankle?"

"Well. It seems not. " Qin Lu said.

"That's good." I said.

"What's the matter? Where do you want to go? " Qin Lu said.

"I didn't expect to go anywhere. Just ask." I said.

I continued to concentrate on massage. Qin Lu's hand gently stroked my ears and my earlobes.

After a while, Qin Lu seemed to mutter to herself: "every night when she sleeps in bed tired, she feels that she has really had a day. In fact, I know that the most important thing in life is not only hard work, but also direction. "

I didn't speak.

Qin Lu continued to say to herself: "in fact, I understand that the more you think about this world, this life, this reality, the more trouble you will encounter; I don't want anything, but I don't have any trouble. The more you fear, the more people bully you; I'm not afraid of anything, but no one dares to bully you.

The world is like this. The more cowardly you are, others will take advantage of you. You're tough, but you're all here to please you. Don't give in blindly. When you are wronged, say no bravely! Holding back is the stupidest thing in the world. "

After listening to Qin Lu's words, I had an unspeakable taste in my heart. I looked up at her: "stand up and walk. Do you feel better?"

"OK." Qin Lu smiled at me, stood up and took two steps: "well, I feel much better now. Walking doesn't hurt so much."

I was relieved: "what about the back of your head? Does it still hurt? "

"It still hurts." Qin Lu said.