Fall in love with a beautiful boss

I was in a state of confusion and anxiously waiting for the result. Qin Lu's child couldn't be saved. I don't know what she would think at this time? Will she regret too much? Will she be sad? Children are a magic weapon for her to restrict Guan Yunfei. Without children, what does she take to coerce Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei into divorce?

Also, if Guan Yunfei knew that Qin Lu's baby was gone, what would he think? Would he still tell Qin Lu that he loved her and promise to divorce Xie Fei and marry her?

It seems that this is not good. It seems that all this is unknown.

I don't know how long later, the nurse came out and handed me a list: "pay for the medicine. It's all for the follow-up prevention of inflammation and maintenance of the body. After the operation is completed, it's very smooth. The patient can come out after a rest. Go back and take good care of it. Don't catch cold, don't eat cold food, don't eat spicy food. "

I promised to pay for the medicine, took a large bag of medicine and things to maintain my body, and then came back. After a while, Qin Lu came out and walked out slowly. Her face was white and bloodless. She looked very weak.

I hurried up to help Qin Lu: "do you feel better?"

"What painless abortion almost killed me." Qin Lu said in a weak voice and suddenly cried again: "the child is gone, i... what should I do, what should I do."

Qin Lu cried sadly.

I hurriedly said, "don't cry, it will hurt your body. Go back first and have a rest. We'll think about the future. "

What I said is actually some bastards. What is long-term planning? It sounds like I'm helping her with something.

But as soon as the words were spoken, they couldn't be taken back.

At this time, my words are mainly to comfort her and stabilize her mood first.

"Yes." Qin Lu looked at me, nodded and stopped crying: "thank you, yi Ke, thank you. Fortunately you are here tonight."

I can't help but feel ashamed. Thank me? Should you thank me or hate me? If it hadn't been for my impact, it might not have happened.

Yes, without my impact, her ankle would not sprain, so she wouldn't fall in the shower, and it wouldn't happen.

There is no doubt that I was the culprit of her abortion tonight

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I caused what happened to you tonight." I said with guilt.

"It's all like this now. Is it still useful?" Qin Lu said, "I want to go back and have a rest first."

"OK, go back first." I said, holding Qin Lu: "can you walk?"

"OK, my body is not so delicate. I think as long as I rest for two days, I'll be fine soon. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh." I seemed to get some comfort. I helped Qin Lu out of the hospital carefully, and then took a taxi back to the hotel.

Go back to the hotel room and look at the time. It's more than 2:00 in the middle of the night.

Qin Lu lay in bed and looked at me: "will you help me change my dirty clothes?"

"Have you changed?" I said.

"In the closet where the clothes are hanging." Qin Lu said.

I quickly opened the cabinet to find out her underwear, and then went back to the bedside to help her change clothes. Qin Lu didn't seem to be pinched and shy in front of me.

After changing clothes, I sat on the sofa beside the bed and stared at Qin Lu. Qin Lu's eyes were a little dull and lay there staring at the ceiling.

Obviously, I know I can't go tonight. I'll take care of her here not only tonight, but also tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I'm going to serve the baby. I'm going to serve the baby for Guan Yunfei.

It seems that I have an unshirkable duty to serve the month. Although the lost child is not mine, I caused her miscarriage. I am the culprit of her and Guan Yunfei's child. If Guan Yunfei knew it was me, would he kill me in a rage?

For a moment, I felt a bit of panic and fear, but at the same time, there was a faint sense of relaxation. I don't know why I should feel relaxed.

In fact, I know why I have that trace of relaxation, but I don't dare to face it and think about it.

"Yi Ke, you've killed me. You're almost going to destroy all my hopes and dreams." After a while, Qin Lu spoke and continued to look at the ceiling, but her voice was choked.

I may be able to understand Qin Lu's mood at this time. I should be able to understand what she means at this time.

"Sorry, I'm sorry for you." I bowed my head and apologized deeply. I really felt deeply sorry. Anyway, I caused her physical pain. Of course, I did the harm of abortion to women. Moreover, not only the physical damage, but also the spiritual damage. For Qin Lu, the spiritual damage to her is even much greater than that to her body.

"What should I do if there are no children? How can I explain to Guan Yunfei? How can I realize my ideal and pursuit? What should I do? " Qin Lu's voice was filled with some despair and deep pain.

I don't know what to say at the moment. I can only keep apologizing and apologize deeply.

"I know you didn't mean to do it. I know you wouldn't do it. But, after all, you ruined me." Qin Lu said again.

"Sorry. Sorry. " I continued to apologize: "I am willing to be responsible for my behavior. I am willing to compensate you. As long as I can do it, I am willing to do it."

At this time, I don't know what else to say. I can only say this.

Qin Lu lay there looking at the ceiling and stopped talking.

I looked at her carefully.

"The doctor said that according to my physical quality, I will recover soon. He said that the fetus is very small and will not do any great harm to my body or affect my fertility. I estimate that my body will recover in two days. Tomorrow I'll call my unit and ask for a few days off. I'll have a good rest here for two days. " Qin Lu said.

"Oh. That's good. I want to have a good rest. I'll take care of you these two days. " I'm busy.

"I don't need you to take care of me." Qin Lu said.

"No one can take care of you. I have to take care of my sins." I was busy trying to say it, and I kept complaining.

"I'm not being polite to you." Qin Lu said, "I'll call my cousin in the countryside tomorrow to take care of me."

"Oh." I looked at Qin Lu.

"Tomorrow, you can do whatever you want. Don't show up here again and don't come to see me. Remember my words and don't come here again. " Qin Lu's words don't seem to be joking.

"This --"

"Remember what I said? Never come here again. " Qin Lu accentuated his tone.

"Remember, but --" I said.

"Don't ask why, just remember what I said. If you don't want to continue to hurt me, if you don't want to cause me trouble, remember my words. " Qin Lu said.

I nodded hurriedly, "well, I remember."

"Don't call me these two days." Qin Lu said.

"Oh." I nodded again.

Qin Lu took a breath and turned to look at me: "Yi Ke, in fact, I still want to thank you tonight. Without you, I may be really bad tonight, and something big may happen."

I couldn't help feeling scared and said, "don't thank me. You should scold me. I really feel guilty."

"No matter what time, I can't scold you and hate you. I can never hate you." Qin Lu said.

I was stunned and didn't know how to answer.

"It's actually for your own good and, of course, for me not to let you show up here these two days and not to let you call me. Everyone is really good. " Qin Lu said.

I seem to have guessed something from Qin Lu's words, but I'm not sure.

"I don't need you to do anything for me, but there's one thing you must promise me." Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu nervously. I didn't know what conditions she was going to put forward. I was very afraid of her saying that she wanted me to leave Haizhu and be with her.

Qin Lu looked at my nervous expression and pursed her lips: "I'm afraid you think too much. I know where you want to go. "

I smiled dryly, but my heart was still a little nervous.

"Don't worry, I won't ask you too much. You can do what I ask you easily, and it won't hurt you or embarrass you."

My heart was wide and I hurriedly said, "tell me."

Qin Lu breathed again and looked at me: "I want you to promise me that you will keep strictly confidential about my abortion tonight. You can't tell anyone. I'm talking about anyone. Can you understand?"

Of course I can understand. Qin Lu wants me to keep secret about her abortion. For anyone she emphasizes, I think the purpose should be directed at Guan Yunfei. She doesn't want Guan Yunfei to know about it, including Xie Fei.

I seem to have a vague guess of Qin Lu's intention. Although it is not clear, I also have a general hunch.

My heart sank slightly, but at this time I had no choice but to promise Qin Lu.

"I understand. I promise you." I said.

"I believe you are a man who keeps your promise. I hope you won't let me down. I trust you and hope you can keep your promise. " Qin Lu said.

I gritted my teeth: "don't worry, since I promised you, I won't tell anyone!"

I really decided not to tell anyone. I think I won't participate in anything about Qin Lu, Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei in the future. I don't even want to hear it.

Qin Lu breathed a sigh of relief: "thank you."

I felt very uncomfortable. I caused her physical injury, but she thanked me again. Did I help her or hurt her? I was a little confused for a moment.

This night was so unforgettable that it was almost a thrilling night.

"Yi Ke, do you think I'm pathetic?" Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu and didn't speak.

At this time, I not only feel that she is very poor, but also very helpless. The sadness I felt about her seems to be gone for the time being.

"I know you actually feel sorry for me." Qin Lu said: "however, I never want anyone to pity me and sympathize with me. I don't need anyone to look at me like this. Even if I'm in a desperate situation, I don't want anyone to see me as a wretch. I have such self-esteem. Although my self-esteem is very stubborn, I'm used to this kind of self-esteem. For so many years, I rely on this kind of self-esteem to support my spiritual world, I will cry in front of you, but I won't shed a tear in front of any other man, including Guan Yunfei. "

My heart moved slightly and looked at Qin Lu's weak and determined expression.

"So I don't want you to pity me and sympathize with me. No, even if you don't say it, don't have it in your heart. " Qin Lu said.

"All right." I said.

"Life is destiny. Maybe everything about people is doomed. Maybe my experience today is doomed. It's a blessing, not a disaster, but a disaster can't be avoided. This may be a doomed disaster in my destiny. " Qin Lu smiled bitterly.

I didn't speak.

"Yi Ke, do you love life?" After a while, Qin Lu asked me.

I nodded, "yes. And you? "