Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"He's gone." I said.

Jin Jingxiu's expression suddenly became a little nervous, but then he calmed down and murmured, "he's gone, he's really gone."

Jin Jingxiu's eyes became a little misty, his expression became a little pathetic, and his hands were tightly twisted together.

It can be seen that she is excited and nervous again. She seems to be afraid of Lao Li's departure. She seems to think of Lao Li's departure 30 years ago. It seems that she feels that after Lao Li's departure, it may be their farewell. It will be difficult to meet again in this life.

Lao Li gradually left us and disappeared into the crowd.

Jin Jingxiu sat there stiff and clenched her lips. Although she couldn't see Lao Li, she still couldn't relax her mood.

"Aunt Kim -" I called to her.

"Ah -" Jin Jingxiu answered, recovered and looked at me.

"He can't see it anymore." I said.

"Yes, I can't see it." Jin Jingxiu's voice was a little gloomy.

"You seem to be in an abnormal mood." I said, "is it because of the story of the man I just told?"

Jin Jingxiu looked at me with a deep look in her eyes. She took a deep breath and said slowly, "maybe... What you just told... That... That man's story... Still shook me."

"Is it just a little shaking?" I said.

"How do you think I should react?" Jin Jingxiu suddenly smiled. I clearly felt that her smile was far fetched. She wanted to hide her inner tangles and emotions with a smile.

"Ha ha." I smiled: "aunt Jin is actually a person with strong self-control and self-reliance. In fact, everyone should sigh for a long time after listening to Lao Li's story."

"Things are changeable and life is unpredictable. Unexpectedly, unexpectedly... "Jin Jingxiu murmured.

"Aunt Jin didn't think of anything?" I said.

Jin Jingxiu was stunned and then said, "nothing. Just casually. "

I paused and then said, "in fact, Lao Li is really a man with a story. His story is not limited to the ups and downs of his official factory. "

"Oh. What else? " Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

"Does aunt Jin want to hear it?" I said.

"Hehe, since it's all right now, it doesn't hurt to listen." Jin Jingxiu said with a look of disapproval.

Of course I knew in my heart that she really wanted to hear it.

I said, "in this comrade Li's life, there is a great secret, the biggest secret. No one knows this secret except me and him."

"Tell me!" Jin Jingxiu looked at me.

I said, "more than 30 years ago, this old comrade Li was still jumping the queue in the countryside. You know our country at that time. At that time, there was a revolution, and many young students were sent to the countryside to receive the re education of poor and lower middle peasants."

"Yes." Jin Jingxiu nodded.

"At that time, Comrade Li jumped the queue and settled down in a small mountain village called shantun by the Yalu River in Dandong. His job at that time was to herd cattle for the production team. When he herd cattle by the Yalu River, he accidentally rescued a North Korean drowning girl. After that, he became familiar with the girl, and slowly they fell in love. The girl deeply loved him, and he also loved the girl... "I said and observed the change of Jin Jingxiu's expression.

Jin Jingxiu's lips closed tightly and looked at me.

I continued: "later, in order to return to the city and his beautiful future, Lao Li left the girl, abandoned his original love oath with the girl, married a female classmate who could return to the city, left the backer village, returned to the city, started his new life and started his career.

The night before he returned to the city, the innocent Korean girl gave him her most precious things. Since then, there has been no news from the girl. They have never met again, nor have they heard from each other... "

Jin Jingxiu's body began to tremble again, and his lips began to tremble again.

I continued: "Lao Li has buried this secret in his heart for decades. He knows that his behavior is shameless, despicable and dirty, but he can't stand the temptation of material enjoyment and a better future. In front of love and reality, he chose reality.

For more than 30 years, Lao Li has been deeply guilty. He has always felt guilty for the girl he loves deeply. Especially now that he has fallen to this point, he will recall and regret his sins from time to time, and think of the innocent girl who has been deeply hurt by himself... "

"You... You..." Jin Jingxiu looked at me with trembling lips and some bright things in her eyes: "you... He... How could he tell you this? Why would he tell you? "

I said calmly, "first, because I have a good personal relationship with him, my personal feelings are OK; Second, I am very loyal to my friends and have helped him. He has a great sense of trust in me and treats me as a good friend who forgets to make friends; Third, if a person represses a thing alone for more than 30 years in his heart, it must be very painful. He wants to find a reliable person to pour out, and I am the most reliable person he thinks; Fourth, he was drunk. "

Jin Jingxiu looked at me: "he... Did he tell you the girl's name?"

I shook my head. "No, he didn't say."

Jin Jingxiu said, "he said... He was still thinking about the girl? For more than 30 years, he... He hasn't forgotten the girl? "

I said, "yes. He never forgot. I haven't forgotten, perhaps because of the true feelings I once paid, perhaps because of the sins I once committed, because of the harm I once caused to the innocent, because I am now old and begin to reflect and regret the mistakes I made when I was young. Of course, he knew that everything would never come back, and what he lost would never come back.

Moreover, I also know that even if he wants to go back to the past, first, his reality does not allow him to have a wife; Second, the girl will not promise him again. Of course, the girl may have a family now, which may be very big; Third, he actually knows that he has no face to see others again, unless he has a thick skin and wants to continue to be shameless. "

"Does that girl... Does that girl... Really... Hate him?" Jin Jingxiu said intermittently.

"I think so. I think so. Aunt Kim, what do you say? If you were the girl, would you hate him? " I looked at Jin Jingxiu.

At this time, I felt that the question I asked was very cruel. I knew that Jin Jingxiu was the innocent and poor girl in those years, but I had to ask her such a question again.

"I... I..." Jin Jingxiu was speechless and burst into tears.

"Aunt Kim is a kind person. You must be weeping for the poor girl. " I handed Jin Jingxiu a paper towel and said, "this man is not worth tears and moving. That girl is the most innocent victim and the most moving person."

I continue to feel cruel.

Jin Jingxiu wiped her tears, then took a deep breath, calmed down a little, looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my temper just now."

"It's all right. It just shows that Aunt Jin is a kind-hearted and compassionate person. Anyone who listened to such a thing would sympathize with the girl. I almost burst into tears when I heard it. Of course, I was moved and shed tears for the girl. " I said.

"Thank you." Jin Jingxiu said.

"Thank me? Why? " I said.

Jin Jingxiu was stunned, looked at me and said, "because of your praise for me, because you said I was a kind-hearted and compassionate person."

I said, "you're welcome. It's not a compliment. It's just my realistic evaluation of aunt Jin!"

"But I really want to thank you." Jin Jingxiu said sincerely.

"Aunt Jin is really very polite." I said.

Jin Jingxiu bowed her head and remained silent for a long time, and then looked out of the window in a daze.

The reason why I tell this story to Jin Jingxiu is very clear. That is, since Jin Jingxiu found Lao Li today, I will let Jin Jingxiu completely give up his heart to Lao Li, don't think about him, and don't let the old love that has disappeared revive.

First, Lao Li now has Li Shun around him. Lao Li is no longer qualified; Second, Lao Li must be punished for his mistakes in those years. Now he is far from enough to reflect and condemn himself. Compared with the harm suffered by Jin Jingxiu, he has paid far less; Third, in my heart, I feel that neither Lao Li in the past nor Lao Li now deserve Jin Jingxiu. Lao Li is so selfish, and Jin Jingxiu is so kind, kind and excellent. In my heart, I don't want to set them up or complete them.

Between Lao Li and Jin Jingxiu, I am undoubtedly on Jin Jingxiu's side. Although I have known Jin Jingxiu much shorter than Lao Li, Lao Li's son is my boss, and Lao Li is Qiu Tong's benefactor.

In fact, what I am most worried about at this time is that Jin Jingxiu admits in front of me that she is the girl in those years. In that case, I will not end. I will have no reason to stop her from meeting Lao Li. Maybe she will let me contact Lao Li and meet them?

But so far, Jin Jingxiu has never said her identity. It seems that she doesn't intend to tell me that she is the girl of that year. It seems that after going through the side with Lao Li just now and listening to what I said, she doesn't intend to meet Lao Li face-to-face. Although she was very excited to see Lao Li just now, it's just a phenomenon, In fact, she seems to have completely erased Lao Li from her heart.

This is the result I hope. I don't want them to have any new continuation and contacts. Because I think it's unfair to Jin Jingxiu. It's too cheap, Lao Li.

It seems that things are moving in the direction I want.

Jin Jingxiu looked out of the window for a long time, breathed softly, his face returned to normal, and then turned to look at me: "Xiao Yi, I didn't expect... You still know this, Lao Li... Such an important secret."

I grinned.

"The world is big but small." Jin Jingxiu said again.

"Well." Although I was not confused, I actually understood Jin Jingxiu's meaning. She didn't expect to meet Lao Li accidentally just now, or that I would know Lao Li, let alone that I would know Lao Li's secret.

In fact, she would be even more surprised if she knew that Qiu Tong was Lao Li's future daughter-in-law.

But I don't want to tell her right now.

As for the reason, I think everyone knows.

If you don't understand, you can't think it through.