Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Qin Lu said, "I know what you want to ask. Yes, in fact, my main energy these days is not focused on my work. I'm not busy with my work. I'm busy with my own affairs. "

I said, "how busy are you? Are you busy? "

Involuntarily, I began to care about Qin Lu, Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei again.

Qin Lu looked at me for a moment and didn't speak for a moment.

Looking at Qin Lu's look, I regret that I shouldn't have asked this just now. What the fuck does their business have to do with me? Love to what extent, love what results, what results, I take the initiative to ask why? Isn't this a dog meddling with mice?

I smiled awkwardly: "sorry, I asked the wrong question."

"I don't think you should ask. Don't think too much." Qin Lu said, "in fact, I think you asked me this actively because you care about my performance. I'm actually very happy."

Qin Lu said that her heart was happy, but my heart couldn't help complaining secretly.

"In fact, you know my temper and style. I have paid such a high price. I have come to this step. Of course, I can't give up easily. I will never give up easily. I will fight to the end for my rights and interests. No matter how much it costs, I must win the final victory. " Qin Lu's tone was very decisive.

I stared at her.

"Of course, so far, the situation is very favorable for me. I have been in an active situation. I have been controlling the progress of things, and the initiative is always in my hands." Qin Lu said: "if there is no accident, I think I don't need to wait until next year to get what I want."

My heart sank. Listening to Qin Lu's words, it seemed that she stepped up her coercion against Guan Yunfei and continued to exert high pressure on him. It seemed that Guan Yunfei made a clearer and more solemn commitment to her. It seemed that Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei's road was finally coming to an end and were about to go their separate ways.

Of course, I don't know how they will break up, whether Xie Fei will happily promise, and whether he can fulfill them. What I don't know is whether Guan Yunfei really wants to break up with Xie Fei and marry Qin Lu?

Of course, if Qin Lu takes the child in her belly as a weight to threaten Guan Yunfei, he seems to have no way out. After all, between women and official career, according to Guan Yunfei's character, he will choose the latter. Besides, maybe Qin Lu knows his other secrets.

But Qin Lu knows some of his secrets. Doesn't Xie Fei know? It's not fun to annoy Qin Lu, and it's even more frightening for Guan Yunfei to annoy Xie Fei. After all, he spent more time with Xie Fei, and Xie Fei would know more about some of his secrets.

The reason why Qin Lu wants to put pressure on Guan Yunfei in a hurry is obviously that she wants to cook the raw rice before Guan Yunfei doesn't know that the child has miscarriage, and cut the mess with a quick knife to achieve her goal first, and then talk about it later.

I vaguely feel that Qin Lu seems to have pushed Guan Yunfei too fast. It will be done within the year.

Qin Lu looked out of the window and remained silent for a long time, saying, "in fact, I can't help it. I have to fix it before Guan Yunfei knows I have a miscarriage. I can't stop it. Guan Yunfei will know sooner or later that I have no children in my stomach, so I have to solve this problem within the year.

This Saturday, Guan Yunfei's study class will go abroad for investigation, and Xie Fei will go together. I gave Guan Yunfei an ultimatum. When he came back from abroad, he must end the matter. That is to say, during his trip abroad, Guan Yunfei must have a showdown with Xie Fei, not only a showdown, but also Xie Fei must promise to leave him. No matter what method he uses, he must do so. Of course, what method he uses is his business. I only look at the results, not the process. "

My back was cold and looked at Qin Lu: "are you really going to this step? "No other choice?"

"Yes, I have no choice but to fight back!" Qin Lu's tone was very straightforward.

I lit a cigarette and smoked silently.

"Do you think I'm mean, selfish, shameless, cruel and cold?" Qin Lu said.

I looked at Qin Lu and didn't speak.

"I know you must think so. You must think so." Qin Lu said.

I smiled bitterly.

Qin Lu was silent for a moment and said slowly, "I don't want to realize everything after countless struggles. I want to give myself the most real explanation, which is acceptance."

"Accept what? Who will accept it? " I said.

"Accept this fact, accept what has happened, accept the fact that everyone can't change," Qin Lu said: "who will accept it? I, Guan Yunfei and Xie Fei have to accept it, of course, and everyone around us. Acceptance is an unalterable outcome. "

I looked at Qin Lu with incredible eyes and listened to her comments. It seemed that what she said was very reasonable and strong. It seemed that her reasons were very sufficient. However, it seems that she is using far fetched defense and explanation to cover up her increasingly serious anxiety and uneasiness. This anxiety and uneasiness has been intertwined in her heart. She has no one to talk to and talk about. She can only be deeply buried in her heart and has never had a chance to be released.

Qin Lu's mental pressure is actually great. I feel that she seems to be approaching the edge of collapse.

It seems that not only Qin Lu, but also Guan Yunfei's spirit is about to be tossed and collapsed by Qin Lu.

It seems that Xie Fei's mental state may not be very calm.

Qin Lu continued: "in fact, there are shortcomings that are lasting, and imperfections are life."

I said, "your words seem very philosophical. I don't understand."

"It doesn't matter whether you understand or not. For you, just understand my heart!" Qin Lu said, stretched out her hand, grabbed my hand on the table, and then looked at me warmly.

Qin Lu's eyes were hot, but her hands were cold.

I gently took out my hand, looked at Qin Lu and said, "do you really think your life will be perfect? Do you really think everyone will think so? "

Qin Lu looked at me, breathed softly and said, "I actually want to tell you a word."

"You say." I lit another cigarette.

"Live your own life, don't ask others by your own standards." Qin Lu said.

"You're defending what you've done! You are finding a reasonable theoretical basis and basis for your behavior! " I said.

"So what?" Qin Lu said.

"In fact, you know that these so-called theoretical bases are far fetched!" I said.

"Do you think it's far fetched?" Qin Lu said.

"Yes!" I nodded.

"But I don't think so!" Qin Lu said.

"Do you think you know that?" I said.

Qin Lu's eyes flickered and murmured, "what do you mean by saying that?"

"I don't mean anything. I can't control you. You are an independent individual. You have your ideas and thinking. You can only let yourself control yourself, but I want to remind you not to go too far." I said.

"So what after?" Qin Lu said.

"After that, it will backfire!" I said.

"Have I? Or do you think I did something wrong? " Qin Lu said.

"Yes!" I nodded.

Qin Lu was silent, bowed her head and said for a long time, "if it's really over, it's really wrong, it's also wrong at the beginning. The mistakes at the beginning caused the mistakes now. Even if it's wrong at the beginning, you can't turn back now. If you're wrong, you can continue to be wrong. It's the right choice and right to continue to be wrong. Up to now, there's no way back. If you turn back, That's a dead end. "

Looking at Qin Lu, I said slowly, "do you want to hear me say something!"

"Yes! In front of me, you can say anything, and I won't blame you for anything. It's innocent. Say it! " Qin Lu smiled at me.

I said, "Qin Lu, I admit that you are very persistent and strong, but strong. It's not that you don't shed a tear in the face of sadness, but that you dry your tears and smile in the face of future life. In fact, I want to say that for you, everything is over, or you can think that everything has just begun. "

"What you said is very implicit, but even if it is very implicit, I can hear what you mean. You're dissuading me, aren't you?" Qin Lu said.

I said, "you can think so."

Qin Lu said, "I want to say that once the prelude to the great drama of life begins, no matter how stage fright you have, you have to play to the end of the drama."

I shook my head: "it seems that none of us can convince anyone."

"Without persuasion, the facts will verify everything!" Qin Lu said stubbornly.

"Facts, what kind of facts you need, and what will happen to the facts." I murmured, suddenly feeling unusually irritable and sometimes uneasy.

Just then, Qin Lu's cell phone rang. She was busy answering the phone. It turned out to be from her unit.

After answering the phone, Qin Lu smiled apologetically at me: "I have something to do in the office. I have to go back first."

"Go!" I nodded. At this time, I felt that I had nothing to talk about with her and had nothing to say.

Qin Lu left in a hurry. I sat there alone and tasted the bitter coffee.

Today is Wednesday. I'll take Xie Fei to the provincial capital the day after tomorrow.

The day after tomorrow, Xie Fei will travel abroad with Guan Yunfei.

Will this trip be a bad luck for Xie Fei? If you follow what Qin Lu said, it's definitely bad luck. But somehow, I felt that I had no bottom in my heart. My intuition told me that Xie Fei was not a dull woman. She would not sit back and watch Qin Lu invade herself unscrupulously. She would not sit back and watch herself get killed by Qin Lu.

Xie Fei is not stupid, and Guan Yunfei is not stupid.

Qin Lu doesn't seem stupid either.

Who the hell is stupid? So who will be the final winner in this tangled and difficult game?

I can't think of it.

After a while, I suddenly remembered the suspicious man in the black down jacket wearing a mask, so I looked out of the window and saw that the man in front of the newspaper Pavilion across the road was gone.

Craned his neck and looked around, but he still didn't see the man.

I frowned and doubted that I had made some mistakes in my previous judgment. Maybe the man was not tracking, maybe he was a normal and ordinary passer-by, but I was distracted.

I was unaware that a shocking event and a huge disaster were slowly coming.

Of course, Qin Lu was also unaware.

Of course, no one around can notice.

Of course, the shock and great disaster did not break out immediately.

I was sitting by the window drinking coffee when the dark clouds were slowly and silently gathering over me.

Looking out of the window, the winter sun is still bright, and several white clouds are floating in the blue sky.

Just then, my cell phone rang. I saw it was Guan Yunfei.

I don't know why my heart beats faster as soon as I see Guan Yunfei's number recently.

Especially now, Qin Lu has just left here.