Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"Even if no one in the world can let you live for him, at least one person can make you miss the world!" I said.

"Who?"

"Light snow!" I said.

Li Shun was full of excitement. A ray of light suddenly burst out in his gray eyes. His facial expression twitched and murmured, "light snow... Light snow..."

Suddenly, two lines of tears rolled down Li Shun's face.

Li Shun cried silently.

I looked at Li Shun in silence. At such a time, I understood that a man's silent crying was more sad than crying.

This is the first time I have seen Li Shun cry so sadly.

This is the first time I have seen this arrogant, domineering and arrogant man shed tears in front of another man.

For a long time, Li Shun dried his tears, asked me for a cigarette, then smoked silently and looked at the dark boundless sea.

After a long silence, Li Shun still looked at the place and whispered, "do you think I'm funny?"

"No!"

"Then you think I'm hateful?"

"No!"

"That's why you think I'm pathetic!" Li Shun turned to look at me.

"Yes!"

"Why? What's my pity? I'm so rich. I have plenty of money. I'm still the boss. There are a lot of younger brothers under my hand. Everyone is afraid of me! " Li Shun looked at me.

"You are really rich, but I still think you are very poor. You are even poorer than the old people begging on the street, and you are even poorer than the children in the orphanage." I said.

"Why?"

"Because you are very poor, you have only money left, because you are very lonely. Although you have a large group of younger brothers who only follow in front of your horse and make you look like a tiger, you don't have a friend or a sincere friend." I said.

"You said, I have nothing but money?"

"Yes, for you, that money is dirty garbage. There is no way to take it. You should spend it without conscience. You can't take a penny when you die."

"You said, I have no friends?"

"Yes, those who are seemingly close to you are just using you. No one will really treat you as a friend."

"Even if what you said is right, aren't they the second son of old Qin Xiaowu?"

"They. They are following you with blood and righteousness. They are your tools and loyal men. They are afraid and loyal to you. This is not a friend. Especially Lao Qin, he followed you, more to repay you. Friends are on an equal footing. Can they be on an equal footing with you? "

"And you? Are you not my friend? "

"I..." I was speechless. Yes, are Li Shun and I friends?

"In fact, in my heart, I have always regarded you as a friend, a friend who can be on an equal footing." Li Shun said.

"Are there any friends who threaten to do things for themselves with each other's parents?" I suddenly turned to look at Li Shun.

"Well, I -" Li Shun stopped talking again and said for a long time: "anyway, yi Ke, I really always regard you as my friend and my best brother and friend. I know that I used you and threatened you, but I know very well that you are different from anyone else. You saved my life and Qiu Tong's life. This feeling has always been unforgettable in my heart. Perhaps in your heart, I am not your friend, but in my heart, you are really my most trusted friend. "

Li Shun's voice sounds sincere.

I looked at Li Shun and didn't speak for a long time.

Li Shun looked at me and smoked silently.

"Now that you're here. Since you say so, we can be friends. " Half a day, I said, "as a friend, I want to give you a piece of advice."

"What advice? You say! " Li Shun looked at me with wide muddy eyes.

"Give up ice!" I said.

"Quit? It's hard. I don't know if I can do it? "

"Methamphetamine is different from white powder. White powder is a physiological control drug, and ice is a mental control drug. It is difficult for white powder to quit. However, ice is different. As long as you want to quit and you have enough will, you can quit!" I looked at Li Shun: "think about the relatives who care about you in the world and the friends who care about you in the world. They all want you to live and hope you can live healthily. Make up your mind and quit."

"My relatives, my friends..." Li Shun muttered to himself: "who are my relatives and my friends in this world?"

"Your parents, Qiutong, Xiaoxue, and me!"

"Parents, Qiutong, Xiaoxue, you." Li Shun repeated.

"Yes! Aren't they your relatives? Aren't I your friend? "

"Relatives... My parents Qiu Tong and Xiao Xue don't know about my drug use. Only you know." Li Shun said, "Qiutong, is she my relative?"

Li Shun's voice was a little confused.

"She is your fiancee, naturally your relative!" I said bitterly.

"Fiancee?" Li Shun suddenly smiled bitterly: "although she is my fiancee, I know she doesn't love me at all. You know, Qiu Tong is an orphan funded by my parents, she. She promised to marry me in return for her kindness. Her heart, in fact, does not love me. I know, although I never said it. "

"So, do you love her?" I asked bitterly.

"I don't know whether I love her or not." Li Shun said sadly, "I only know that the first time I saw her, I had an inexplicable sense of closeness and wanted to protect her and care about her. Although I was arrogant and rude to her on the surface, it was just to cover up my inner weakness. I know she doesn't love me and I have a conflicting psychology about marrying her, but I know that she is my woman, Even a nominal woman, I don't allow anyone to get her. Even if I can't get what belongs to me, I can't tolerate anyone getting it. "

"Aren't you hurting her? Don't you think it's unfair to her? "

"Hurt her? I'm doing it for her. There are too many bad guys and too many bad men in the world. I must protect her. Of course, this is also an important task for you. Fair? There has never been justice in this world. She has received the kindness of my family. She should repay the kindness. Our family is very kind to her and everything can satisfy her. What's unfair to her? " Li Shun retorted, "I tell you, my things, as long as they are mine, will always be mine. No one wants to touch them. Even if I can't get them, outsiders don't want to. Although I'm now with women -- "

Speaking of this, Li Shun suddenly stopped, looked at me strangely and stopped talking.

"What's the matter with women now?" My eyes were fixed on Li Shun.

"Nothing, just say it casually!" Li Shun blinked his eyes: "I mean, although I'm more casual with women now, yes, more casual."

I looked at Li Shun: "you play with women outside all day, skate and fool around with women all day. Do you think you're right to live in President Qiutong?"

Li Shun jumped up: "how can I play with women? How did I skate and fool around with women? You Hu bird pull -- "

Speaking of this, Li Shun suddenly looked like a deflated ball, suddenly softened and sat down: "well, don't say this, even if you're right. Yes, I admit, I often play with women. I did that with a woman after skating. What's the matter? Men are not bad, women don't love, and that man doesn't spend money? "

I said: "no matter whether Qiu always loves you or not, she has always been very concerned about you in her heart, but she can't control you if you are so overbearing!"

"Of course I know she cares about me, but I know she's out of face and gratitude. If our family hadn't been kind to her, could she care about me?" Li Shun said with a sudden sigh: "in fact, I have always had an unspeakable feeling for her, alas. In fact, Qiu Tong would be better if he were a member of our family. In this way, all my tangles are gone. "

"Family?"

"Yes, for example, if only she were my sister." Li Shun said: "of course, I know, this is just my own wishful thinking."

I felt a little funny: "you're dreaming."

"Well, it's a dream!" Li Shun said: "in fact, I've been very grateful to Qiu Tong recently. You're right. I want to live well for my relatives, especially for Xiaoxue! "

I said, "what's the relationship between thanking Qiutong and for Xiaoxue?"

I know that.

Li Shun took a deep breath and looked at me: "Yi Ke, the world is big but small. Some things are strange but real. Some things are incredible, but they will happen. Do you believe it?"

I said, "I believe it!"

Li Shun bit his teeth, seemed to hesitate and made up his mind: "Yi Ke, I'll tell you something. You swear to me that you will never tell anyone!"

"I swear, I will never tell anyone!" I realized what Li Shun was going to say.

"One thing has been silent in my heart for many years. I haven't told anyone for so many years." Li Shun said slowly, "this happened at the beginning of this century. At that time, I didn't take drugs or gamble. Although it was fun, I didn't touch the gang. At most, I often went to nightclubs and bars with a group of friends. Occasionally, I met a beautiful stage girl in a nightclub. Immediately, I was fascinated by her and threw a lot of money on her, never stingy.

Immediately, I picked her up, bought a house for her and lived together. I didn't know anything about her real life experience and personal situation. I only heard her say that she was an unmarried single woman. At that time, I was crazy about her and wanted to be with her every day. I couldn't help falling in love with her and even planned to marry her, but I was worried that my parents would care about her background.

Soon, she was pregnant. I was ecstatic at that time, but she wanted to kill the child. I refused. She proposed to kill the child unless I married her. I promised her, went home and told my parents. My parents firmly opposed it, saying that I would never let a woman sitting on the stage be my daughter-in-law. At that time, I was very determined, made a big noise with my parents, vowed not to marry her, and even broke up with my parents.

My parents saw that it was no way for me to make such a fuss. When they heard that the woman was pregnant, they changed their words and promised me that they would arrange marriage for us when the child was born. I believed it at that time. As a result, a few days before the woman gave birth, my parents arranged for me to go to the south to do things. My mother went to see the woman privately and gave her a million yuan to leave the child after she gave birth. At the same time, my father found a man through some means and informed the man to come.