Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Dong'Er unexpectedly came to Xinghai. Did she pass by or come to find herself? My brain is crazy, crazy, thinking hard

She should be passing by or traveling. She won't come to find herself. If she remembered to come to me, she wouldn't have left me without saying goodbye

How is she now? Is she happy? Do you have a new boyfriend? Did she come by herself or with... She never likes to go out alone. She is afraid of going out alone. Then, when she comes out this time, someone must accompany her, and she must be a man

I was thinking wildly and trembling, my whole body suddenly fell apart, my limbs spread out and lay on my back on the cold marble floor of the square

At this time, I, who has always been careful in thinking, neglected an important link.

When night fell and the lights were on, I finally got up, dragged my tired legs, with a numb brain, and left the urban shopping mall with a cold and miserable heart.

Back in the dormitory, I took out a bottle of Erguotou and poured it down in one breath.

When a person is drunk, the drunkenness will soon come up.

I turned off the light, lay on the narrow single bed, looked at the cold darkness shrouded around, and thought about the sudden and fleeting winter today. My mood fluctuated, and I suddenly felt great loneliness and loneliness, as well as an unspeakable desolation and pain. Once the feeling of being abandoned returned to my heart.

I suddenly miss life like a dream, especially.

Turn over and get up, turn on the light, turn on the computer, log in and buckle, floating like a dream, not online.

"Floating like a dream... I miss you, miss you very much, especially miss you..." I don't care whether she is or not, I quickly type a line of words, and my brain is a little intoxicated and numb.

"At the moment, I'm in pain, sad, lonely and lonely. I need you to accompany me... But you're not here... I feel like I'm dying and dying." I continue to vent my emotions madly.

After typing, I stared at the screen in a daze, allowing the sad tears to flow in my heart.

I don't know how long it took, life was like a dream, and suddenly went online.

"Guest, what's the matter with you? I just came home and saw you. What's the matter with you? What happened? " Floating like a dream.

She came. She appeared when she needed it most!

Somehow, my tears suddenly came out, my fingers trembled, but I couldn't type.

"Guest - guest - you talk - talk - you don't talk, I'm so worried. You look like this, I'm so worried. You talk... Are you there?" Floating like a dream, he sent an anxious expression.

I lit a cigarette, took two hard breaths, forced myself to calm down, and then tried to hit the keyboard: "I'm here."

"Oh, I'm relieved when you're here... I'm scared to death. I was so worried when I saw your words... Are you okay? What happened? "

"I'm fine, and nothing happened. I just... I miss you... I miss you very much."

Floating like a dream, he was silent for a moment: "thank you... Thank you for missing me... In fact, why didn't I... Every day and night, I would... Although I couldn't see your face and hear your voice, it was clear that you were in my heart and in my mind."

My heart trembled: "if dream, I call you if dream, do you like it?"

"Yes, I like everything you call me."

"If dream."

"Well, I'm here."

"If dream, I......"

"Guest, I'm listening."

"If dream, i... I like you, I like you very much. I mean that kind of love."

"Guest, thank you. I see what you mean. I... I like you very much, too. "

My heart set off a huge wave. Although we didn't say "I love you" to each other, at the moment, it was enough to make my brain dizzy.

"If you dream, I hear your heart beating."

"Guest, I also heard your heartbeat... Right in front of me, right in my ear." Floating like a dream said: "although I know this is virtual, although I know that we will never be possible in reality, although I haven't seen you, although I haven't heard your voice, but I clearly feel that all this is so real, so real, so let me sink into my heart."

"If you dream, you are the most beautiful woman in my heart... I will always like... No matter where I am, I will always remember you..."

"Keke, you are the best man I know, and I will cherish you..." he said vaguely, with a deep expression. "Keke, at the moment... I have a feeling I've never had before... In this virtual world, there are a vast number of people, and it's fate to know you, It is God's compensation and mercy for my reality. "

My heart filled with all kinds of tenderness and honey, as well as indescribable reluctance: "if you dream, I'm going to leave. Tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, I'm going to leave the Xinghai."

"Are you leaving? Where are you going? " Floating like a dream, he sent an unexpected expression.

"I don't know. Maybe it will be far away. However, no matter where I go, I will never forget you in Xinghai... "

"Guest... No matter where you are... I... Will remember you... At this moment, I'm suddenly very sad."

"If you dream, don't be sad. In fact, no matter where I am, we are still together. In this virtual world, we have crossed thousands of rivers and mountains. There is no distance on the Internet... In the future, we can continue to meet here, chat here and communicate here."

"I know... But I still feel very sad. You want to wander all over the world by yourself. I... take care and live well." Floating like a dream, seems to cry.

After smoking a cigarette, I took a cup of water, drank a lot of water, adjusted my breathing, and then said, "Ruo Meng, today I drank a lot of wine and said a lot of things I hadn't said before, but these are my heart."

"I know, I understand, guest. Promise me one thing. In the future, no matter where, no matter what happens, no matter how bad your mood is, don't drink alone, okay? When you are in a bad mood, leave me a message and I'll chat with you and relieve your boredom. "

"I promise you!"

"Guest, will you smile and show me?"

I sent a smiling face.

"Just smile." Floating like a dream, he sent a smiling expression: "guest, remember, you are a man, an indomitable man. A man can't be defeated at any time. You should maintain optimism and self-confidence in the face of any difficulties and setbacks.

"I firmly believe that you will not be defeated by any setbacks. No matter where you are in the future and what you want to do, you will stand up again. I have this confidence, and you will have this confidence, won't you? "

I was silent for a moment and sighed, "um..."

She continued: "when things happen, be calm and calm. Life is to walk step by step and throw it away bit by bit. What comes out is the road and what is thrown away is the burden. In this way, the road will be longer and longer, and the heart will be quieter and quieter. "

"Well..."

"Life is a mirror. If you smile at it, it will smile at you; If you cry to it, it will cry to you... Therefore, we must be strong and remember that there has never been a savior in this world. "

My heart trembled slightly, and the words floating like a dream deeply moved my heart. I couldn't help feeling that I should start a thorough reflection on the past.

It seems that my reflection will continue in the future wandering journey. Perhaps, at some time, I will completely get rid of the haze of the past and regain my self-confidence, tenacity, strength and fighting spirit.

Of course, if there is that day, it is inseparable from the encouragement of floating life like a dream.

That night, I talked a lot with floating life like a dream. Unconsciously, the sky was dim. I felt sleepy, yawned and said, "it's dawn. You have to work and rest during the day."

"How time flies! It's dawn so soon. I'm not sleepy. I won't sleep. Go out and run. You can sleep. "

"Good!"

"Guest, will you be online tonight?"

"Well... I'm not sure, maybe." I'm going to invite Yunduo and Zhang Xiaotian to have a final dinner tonight.

"Well, I'll wait for you until 11 o'clock tonight. If you don't go online, you won't wait."

"OK! Let's go now. "

"Wait --"

"What?"

"Guest, i... I have one more thing." Floating like a dream, a little hesitant.

"Say it!"

"I... shall we video it? I want to see you and let you see me... Okay? "

I almost fainted: "no, my computer doesn't have a camera."

"Well... Shall we send photos to each other?"

"No, there are no photos in my computer!"

"Well... Why don't we talk?" Life is like a dream.

"You don't remember the principle we stated when we first met. No video, no photos, no calls. Have you forgotten?"

"I... didn't forget... But you're leaving, i... I..."

"If you don't forget, then it's good to continue to adhere to our communication principles. You know, we can only be friends in the virtual world and can never enter the reality. In this case, wouldn't it be better to leave a good impression and fantasy on each other?"

"Well..."

"Also, no matter where, no matter how far away, the distance between us is the thickness of a computer screen and the distance of a network cable... Do you understand?"

"I see." Floating like a dream, now like a child who has made a mistake.

"Well, let's go."

"Goodbye!"

Turning off the computer, I was in a cold sweat.