Fall in love with a beautiful boss

After a while, Haifeng raised his head and looked at me: "rabbit, you still cry, you still have the face to cry -"

I dried my tears and stopped crying.

Haifeng's blood red eyes stared at me. For a long time, he staggered to his feet, walked into the car, came back later and handed me a bottle of mineral water: "wash the blood on his face."

I opened the mineral water and washed the blood off my face.

Haifeng sat on the ground and looked at me: "I beat you just now. Why didn't you fight back?"

"You hit the ground right. What else can I do?" I said.

"Why did you join the gang?"

I don't speak English.

"For money?" Haifeng said.

I shook my head.

"What's that for?"

I don't speak.

"Afraid of wasting your martial arts?" Haifeng's voice was sarcastic.

"No." I shook my head again.

"Fuck - what the hell is that for? You say! "

"Haifeng, don't ask. I can only tell you that I don't want to join the gang, but I can't help joining the gang. I really can't help it. Don't force me, don't ask why. " I shook my head and sighed.

"You --"

"I'm sorry for everyone, sorry for all the people who care about me and love me." I said, "I know, now it's me. I'm not what I used to be. I'm not a good man. I'm a scum."

"I don't believe that Yi Ke, who used to be full of ideals, righteousness, love life, love career and love life, has degenerated into a scum so quickly." Haifeng's voice was a little hoarse: "I tell you, you will immediately rein in the precipice and break away from that circle. The prodigal son will not change his money. As long as you learn well in the future, do your career and live a good life, I can forgive you and won't tell Haizhu. Now, now, you leave the gang immediately! You are not allowed to go on the plane tonight. You are not allowed to go to ningzhou! "

I looked at Haifeng and didn't speak for a long time.

"Give me a fart! Speak! " Haifeng looked at me.

For a long time, I slowly shook my head: "Haifeng, it's late. I can't get out now. Now, I can only go step by step. I have to go to ningzhou tonight. "

"You -- you're going to go all the way to the dark and don't look back, are you?" Haifeng grabbed my collar again, with a vicious expression on his face. His eyes were red and seemed to eat me.

"It's not that I don't want to turn back, but that I can't turn back." I said with difficulty, "Haifeng, there are some things I can't tell you now. You just need to know that I have great difficulties. I know that I mix gangs, bring shame and anxiety to my parents, Haizhu, you and your parents. But now, if I don't mix gangs, it will bring greater anxiety to them. This boat is easy to get up but difficult to get down. I can't get down for a moment.

However, Haifeng, I tell you, I will never do anything harmful to nature and justice without conscience. I will abide by my last bottom line. If you think I'm a scum and don't deserve Shanghai Pearl, you can let Haizhu leave me. If. If you think you can't convince Haizhu, I can also take the initiative to leave Haizhu. If you think I don't deserve to be your friend, you can break up with me. "

"You -" Haifeng stared at me for a long time, suddenly sighed, loosened my collar and sat powerlessly on the ground.

I silently touched out a cigarette and was ordering it. Haifeng grabbed it and put it in my mouth.

I took out the lighter and lit it for Haifeng. Haifeng took two breaths and coughed twice.

I lit another cigarette and smoked silently.

It's very quiet around, with salty sea breeze passing by. I look at the distance. The fisherman is still sitting on the fishing platform, and his back on the side is so lonely.

"I despise you!" After a while, Haifeng murmured.

"I despise myself!" I said.

"I despise you!"

"I also despise myself!"

"I hate you!"

"I hate myself more!"

"You let me down!"

"I know, I'm disappointed in myself!"

"You're an asshole." Haifeng's voice choked again.

"I'm really an asshole." My voice also choked.

"I won't ask you why, but you must abide by what you just said and don't do anything harmful!" Haifeng said again.

"Well, I stick to my bottom line!"

"You must be right to Haizhu and protect Haizhu!" Haifeng said.

"I use my life to protect Haizhu!" I said.

Haifeng staggered to his feet, hated and helpless, and looked at me with some sour eyes: "Yi Ke, stand up -"

I stood up and stood in front of the Haifeng.

Haifeng clenched his teeth and looked at me. I looked at Haifeng in silence.

Haifeng slowly raised his fist again——

I didn't move.

Haifeng's fist hit me hard on the left cheek.

I bear it and shake my body a little.

"You must protect yourself and live well. Not just for yourself. " Haifeng's voice choked and his eyes turned red. Then he strode to the car, opened the door, went in, started the car and left.

Standing alone on the rocks by the sea, I turned and looked at the unfathomable sea under the cliff. I felt sad. At that moment, I really wanted to jump into the sea.

However, I know that even jumping in is useless and can't wash away my sin. I'm already a man with a stain on my back.

Also, I can swim and jump in, but I can't drown.

I stood by the sea, standing for a long time in the autumn sea breeze, thinking a lot, a lot.

Finally, with a long sigh, I walked down the cliff.

Looking at the fisherman fishing alone in the autumn wind on the distant cliff, I walked slowly over.

Sure enough, it's Lao Li.

Lao Li heard the movement behind him, turned to look at me and smiled, "Xiaoyi, you're coming."

I nodded silently and sat beside him.

"I thought about what you said yesterday for a long time after I went back." Lao Li said.

"What do you say?" I said absently, looking at the sea.

"That's what you said. You don't want to repay your kindness." Lao Li said.

My heart moved: "Oh."

"Although I haven't completely figured it out for the moment, I think your words are very reasonable." Lao Li held the fishing rod in his hand and looked at the sea: "of course, it is not so easy to transform a person's thought. After all, it is difficult to completely change the thinking set formed by a person for decades."

I said, "is it meaningful to change without changing? Is it important? "

"Maybe it doesn't matter to me. But... "Lao Li said half of his words and stopped.

I understand what he didn't say, and I know that Lao Li may think I don't know.

After all, I am the only one who knows that Qiutong will marry his son in order to repay his kindness, except their family and Qiutong, and except for the guests in the air.

I don't expect Lao Li to change his mind all at once. It takes a long time.

At the same time, even if Lao Li has changed his mind set, there is a more difficult stone to chew - Lao Li's wife, the child's mother.

I turned to look at Lao Li: "you must be a person who has experienced the vicissitudes and hardships of the world. You must have a deep understanding of life, human feelings, accidents and emotions. Some things, in fact, may not be difficult for you, but you can't break out of your imprisoned environment and break through the reality you face. "

Lao Li looked at me and smiled generously, "young man, you have a lot of ideas. You think a lot. It seems that you can see through my brain. "

I said, "you look at me too high. I know nothing about you and the environment around you. All I know now is that you are a fisherman. I also know that your intention to catch a Weng is not in fish, nor in landscape. I don't know what it is. "

Lao Li still looked at me with gentle eyes, but I quickly caught a sharp ray in his eyes.

At this time, I suddenly realized that the fisherman in front of me was an old worker who used to read countless cases in the police world. From his hands, I don't know how many crafty and treacherous criminals fell under him. There are many smart and capable people he deals with. It's tantamount to throwing myself into the net by playing with him in front of him like me.

Thinking like this, I was shocked and didn't dare to talk more. I was afraid he would see anything.

Lao Li smiled, "you are a very clever young man. It's very similar to my character when I was young. I like you very much. Seeing you, I think of my years. Ah, recalling the past, the extraordinary years are thick. "

Lao Li sighed with emotion.

I said cautiously, "how thick are the years?"

"Very thick, very thick." Lao Li smiled and looked at me: "Xiao Yi, I'll give you a word. Do you want to listen?"

"Elder, please give me some advice. I'm all ears!" I said.

"If you want to do great things and achieve great things, don't let people see that you are a very smart person at any time. Don't deliberately show your intelligence." Lao Li said, "of course, you can show yourself in front of me. I can see that it's nothing. After all, with my experience and experience, there are not many people who can escape my eyes. "

My heart jumped.

Sure enough, under his generous appearance, old Li Wen has a pair of sharp eyes. He is really an expert that can not be despised and ignored. He fought in the official factory for many years. He knows both conspiracy and conspiracy.

Of course, for me, he seems to have no malice. I have no interest in him. He doesn't need to plot or plot for me. On the contrary, I am a good friend in his lonely second-line life.

Lao Li put down his fishing rod, took out a cigarette, handed me one, and put one in his mouth.

I quickly touched out the lighter, lit it for him first, and then lit it for myself.

Lao Li took two breaths and looked at me kindly: "in fact, like your temperament, the temperament I know at present, you are very suitable for mixing official factories. Of course, it's unrealistic to say this. Now all those who enter the official factory are college students, and they must pass the exam. If you don't have a college degree, it's difficult to pass those students. "

Lao Li seems to think that it is impossible for me as a wage earner to go to college.

Listening to Lao Li's words, I suddenly felt a little relaxed. It seems that Lao Li is not omnipotent. He also has something he can't see.

I nodded: "I'm only suitable for mixed work. I don't understand and am not interested in those things in the official factory."

"In fact, many things in official factories and workplaces are often interlinked, and there are no strict boundaries. To say the difference, it is that the official factory is more cruel and insidious than the workplace. " Lao Li said: "no matter in the workplace or in the official factory, if you want to be invincible forever, you must do one thing: be smarter than others, but don't let others know..."

Lao Li talked freely.