Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"Don't talk nonsense. He's not like that. He can't see beautiful women. He is a very decent and determined man. " Qiu Tong said, "in his eyes, the beauty of a woman lies not in her appearance, but in her heart. He is a man with noble pursuit and good quality. We just intersect in the illusory world. We have neither passed nor passed by. Therefore, there is no need to say anything to miss. I am very satisfied and honored to have such a good friend as him. "

I was secretly ashamed. Looking at Qiu Tong, I said, "so, are you really not going to meet him?"

"Well, I don't count on it. It's up to him. If he doesn't want to see me, I can only disappear." Qiu Tong lowered his head.

"Why don't I meet him for you and send you a message and something?" I said.

"Don't get involved. I don't know where he is. How can you find him?" Qiu Tong said, but his eyes hesitated.

I looked at Qiu Tong: "you really don't know where this guy is?"

"Do you think I lied to you?" Qiu Tong glanced at me.

"I'm really unwilling to see this cowhide hustle and bustle guest."

Qiu Tong looked at me again, turned his head and stopped talking.

More than an hour later, the plane landed at Qingdao Liuting Airport. Qiu Tong and I got off the plane and checked in directly at the Crowne Plaza Qingdao hotel where we stayed last time. I had booked my room in advance.

I can't see Xiao Qinru this time.

After checking in, Qiu Tong and I went upstairs with our luggage.

I suddenly felt that someone was following me behind me. I suddenly turned and stopped, but I didn't see anything.

Qiu Tong looked at me: "what's the matter?"

"Nothing. I always feel like someone is following me. " I said.

"Nothing." Qiu Tong said, "are you still nervous and haven't slowed down yet?"

I frowned and didn't speak.

"Come on, go upstairs." Qiu Tong said.

Qiu Tong and I approached the elevator, but there was still something in our mind.

When I got out of the elevator and walked in the corridor, the feeling of someone following me came again. I suddenly stopped and looked back, but I still didn't see anyone.

Qiu Tong stopped and stared at me.

The back of my head suddenly felt cool. I wondered if I was possessed by the ghost. What big fox fairy and small fox fairy stared at me?

Thinking like this, I was a little frightened.

"You need peace of mind. Have a good sleep. There's nothing left. Everything will be fine. " Qiu Tong looked at me with concerned eyes.

I smiled at Qiu Tong: "if I have nightmares in the middle of the night, you have to take care of me. I'm so scared. "

"Puff -" Qiu Tong was amused by my appearance: "you guy, don't make fun of me."

Qiutong's room and I are still next to each other. I put down my luggage. I took Qiutong's clothes out of my travel bag and sent them to Qiutong. Qiutong has bought another travel bag on Nanjing Road.

"Hungry or not?" I looked at Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong said as he packed his clothes, "what about you?"

"I'm a little hungry!" I said, "there is a Qingdao potstickers shop near the hotel."

"Let's go and have a taste of Qingdao's famous specialties." Qiu Tong said.

After tidying up our clothes, Qiu Tong and I went downstairs to eat.

Walking in the lobby of the hotel, the feeling of someone behind me came again. I suddenly stopped and turned around. In a trance, I seemed to see a familiar figure flash behind the column in the lobby. When I looked at it, I didn't see anything.

"What's the matter?" Qiu Tong asked me.

I didn't speak. Suddenly, I strode to the column in the lobby, walked around and didn't see anything.

I can't help but reach out and knock on my head. Margobi, what the hell?

Qiu Tong came over and looked at me with some worry in his eyes: "Yi Ke, are you okay?"

I saw Xia Qiutong's worried expression and smiled: "it's all right, damn it, let's go."

"How do I feel like you're lost? Is it true that you have lost your soul? You need to find a great immortal to call the soul? " Qiu Tong followed me.

"What's your name? What's your name. I think you are an immortal. If you want to call, call for me. " I said.

Qiu Tong suddenly walked in front of me and turned to stop. I stopped and looked at Qiu Tong: "why?"

Qiu Tong looked a little divine and solemn. He looked at me with two eyes and gently said, "Yi Keyo, come back, Yi Keyo, come back."

I almost couldn't help laughing. This autumn Tong really became a great immortal and called the soul for me.

Looking at Qiu Tong's serious look, I responded to Qiu Tong: "Qiu Tong, I'm back. Qiu Tong, I'm back. "

After shouting for several times, I finally couldn't help laughing, but Qiu Tong didn't laugh and looked at me with blaming eyes: "I'll call your soul. What are you laughing at? Not serious. "

"Ah. Well, well, my soul has called back. My illness is saved. It's all right. Let's go. " I said.

"Really?" Qiu Tong looked at me.

"Really!" I said.

So we continued to go out. Although I still vaguely felt that someone was following behind, in order not to add trouble to Qiutong, I still couldn't help but didn't look back. I really felt that I might be a little neurotic.

After potstickers, Qiu Tong and I went back to our respective rooms and took a bath. I took out my laptop, turned it on and surf the Internet.

It's already 11 p.m. at this time. I don't know if life is a dream or not.

I logged in to buckle, but she wasn't there, but there was a message. The time was a few days ago.

"Guest. At this moment, in the dead of night, I sit alone in front of the computer, taste wine alone, and silently look at the lonely empty moon in the night sky. At the moment, my mood is suddenly very bad, suddenly very bad, my heart is suddenly very tired, suddenly very bitter, and I suddenly burst into tears. "

Seeing here, my heart shrinks.

"I'm very tired. My heart is so tired and bitter. I know why I am so tired. I know the real reason why my heart is bitter. Because, for a long time, there has been something bothering me. I always feel that there is a kind of gratitude, so tired, so tired; There is a hope, very bitter, very bitter. "

I clenched my teeth and continued to look down.

"When I burst into tears again, when I gave up holding on again, I knew that the initial acceptance buried today's sadness and fatigue. The promise made is sincere, but in an environment and a state of mind, such a promise is absolutely true from the heart. However, however, many years later, however, when time moves forward, however, when the balance is broken, many things seem to be out of balance. Suddenly, I feel that my gratitude seems worthless, and my gratitude has no meaning and value.

I'm not who I was yesterday. So, in the cool autumn and the lonely night, I burst into tears again. I know that I may have hurt others, and I know that others have also hurt me. When a phone question me, why don't you care about it? When someone accused me of disobedience and incomprehension, I was speechless. Accept my fate. What else can I do besides saying these three words powerlessly?

Yes, I was helped by others. Yes, yesterday I was reborn in their support. Yes, I had such a gratitude psychology. Yes, I swore to be kind to all those who helped me. But, however, I still shed tears all over the ground. I'm still very tired, very tired. If I want to accept yesterday's subsidy at today's price, I would rather give up today and everything I have now. Just, time can't go back, never go back.

In fact, I know that crying doesn't mean I give in; Taking a step back doesn't mean I admit defeat; Letting go doesn't mean I give up; Smiling doesn't mean I'm happy. People always like to verify the promises made by others to themselves, but rarely verify the promises made by themselves.

Time can't go back. I know, everything can't go back. I want to treat others well, I want to understand others well, and I want to cherish the kindness of others to me. However, however, I am still in tears, but, however, I am really tired. "

Seeing here, I suddenly burst into tears. I know that this is an involuntary real expression of her heart. No one can tell her fatigue and pain. She can only talk to me here. She is not a God or a perfect person. She also has her own inner entanglement, her own contradictory thinking and her own true feelings.

I suddenly waved my head and threw away a tear. With a faint pain in my heart, I lit a cigarette and tasted the taste of nicotine silently.

I looked at the lonely night sky and the twinkling stars in the deep night sky. My heart couldn't help flying out and next door.

Next door, my dream is there, and the crying dream is there.

How I want to go to her side, comfort her, comfort her, and heal her inner wounds with my hot warmth and passion.

However, this is impossible. Everything is just fantasy.

My heart is sad and sore, and the pain is unbearable.

For a long time, "chirp -" the little penguin was greeting. I saw that it was like a dream.

"Guest. What are you doing? "

"Yes. Just finished reading your message. "

"Sorry to make you feel bad. That was some inner feelings I couldn't help writing down when I was suddenly depressed the other night. Somehow, I suddenly had a lot to say to you, so I wrote it. It has affected your mood. I'm sorry. I won't say this in the future. "

"No, if you dream, don't say this. I like to see what you say in your heart. If you have something in your heart, you should say it. Don't accumulate in your heart. No matter how tired or sad you are, don't deposit it in your heart. If you want to say it, you can tell me that others are not suitable. I'm happy to listen. I hope to share your happiness and sadness with you, Taste your joy and your depression together. "

"Guest, it's very kind of you. Thank you. " She said.

"I'm not good, you're good."

"Hehe. Guest, don't be influenced by what I said just now. Smile, will you? "

I sent a smiling expression.

"Hee hee. Um. Just smile. I hope you are happy every day. "

"Yes."

"In fact, guest, I know that I shouldn't blame the source of pain on the outside world. I understand that all the pain in life comes from the negative energy I receive. For me, I can't make myself perfect. I can only try my best to adapt myself to all this. To bear all this. Thanks to days of sadness and loss, I am grateful that life must give up or choose, so that I can't help trying to evolve into a better myself. "

I silently looked at the words floating like a dream and sighed gently.

Vaguely, as if, a slight sigh came from the next door.

We were all silent for the time being.