"Select? Our choice? " Dong'Er repeated, "Xiao Ke, do you think my choice is wrong?"

"Everyone has the right to choose, and everyone has no right to evaluate others' choices. I admit that there is an unchangeable persistence in your character. "

Dong'Er looked at me: "maybe you understand my choice, or you don't understand my choice, or you will never know all my choices."

"I don't understand what you mean."

"I don't need you to understand. Maybe one day I will understand that the most precious thing is not the material you have, but the people who accompany you. But for me, I want both. "

"Sometimes you can't have both fish and bear's paws. You have to choose between the two. "

"What you said may be reasonable, but at present, I can't do it. All I know is that what I want, I must get, and what I want to pursue, I must realize. "

"You are still so persistent."

"My persistence may not be just the above two."

"I don't understand what you mean."

"Now you don't understand, maybe you will understand later, or maybe you will never understand, and I don't need you to understand. Xiao Ke, do you think I've changed a lot? "

"What do you say?"

"I admit that I have changed a lot, but I think you have also changed a lot."

"It's not uncommon that everything in the world will change!"

"I can't understand some of your changes."

"I don't need you to understand, just as I can't understand some of your changes, and you don't need me to understand!"

"This morning, you drove to work. I saw you driving with Cao Li."

I looked at Dong'Er: "what do you mean by that?"

"You know."

"I don't understand."

"I think you know more about Cao Li than I do. Why did you get mixed up with her? Is it just to meet the needs of the body? You were not like this before. Why did you fall to this point now? "

"You are using your understanding to think what you see, and you are so confident?"

"If I just listened to others, I wouldn't believe it. However, I couldn't help believing my judgment because of what I saw with my own eyes at Cao Li's house. Also, you were together this morning. I have to suspect that you didn't go back at all last night. I can't figure out whether Haizhu can't satisfy you, or do you like looking for flowers and willows now? "

I don't want to explain more. I know that the more I explain, the worse it gets. I say, "what do you think is your business? I don't defend it! But I tell you, I didn't do what you thought. "

Dong'Er said with an expression of disbelief: "do you think I should believe your words?"

"Believe it or not!" I took a puff of smoke.

Dong'Er looked at me for a while with a sad expression on her face: "Cao Li is a morally corrupt person and a devil. I don't know what tricks she used to confuse you, but I want to remind you that you will suffer from your entanglement with her sooner or later."

"Thank you for reminding me. I know!"

Dong'Er then asked me, "Xiao Ke, I want to ask you a personal question. Isn't Haizhu good at that? Can't satisfy you? "

"Your question is boring. You wish I didn't fit in with Haizhu, didn't you? You want Haizhu and I to go our separate ways, don't you? You can't get what you can't get, and you can't let others get it, can you? "

Dong'Er's face twitched slightly and said, "if I said yes, would you hate me?"

"I won't hate you, I will despise you!" I said, "you don't just think so. In fact, you have started some operations, haven't you?" I said that what belongs to me can only be mine. Even if I don't have it now, I can't let others get it. I can't tolerate other people's plot against me. Those who plot against me will get retribution sooner or later. "

I said, "Dong'Er, you are blinded by hatred. You simply can't rationally analyze why we separated. Is it Haizhu and Haifeng's fault that we broke up? What did their brother and sister do to you? You hate them so much. Why don't you think about your own reasons?

You advised me not to get too close to Cao Li. Then, I asked you, why did you go to Bai Laosan and why did you tangle with Zhang Xiaotian? What kind of people are Bai Laosan and Zhang Xiaotian? Don't you count? If you just want to revenge me, I can ignore it, but if you have other purposes, I'm disappointed. "

"What other purpose do you think I have in contact with Bai Laosan and Zhang Xiaotian?" Dong'Er said.

"You know best. I don't think I have to say it!" I said.

Dong'Er sighed deeply: "maybe only I know what my purpose is. Perhaps, one day, you will know, perhaps, you will never know. "

Donger's voice is a little pathetic.

I said, "Bai Laosan is a member of a gang. Even if you want material things, you don't have to go to Bai Laosan. Is money so important that you can mix with a gang all day?"

Dong'Er breathed out: "you said I was mixed with the gang. I want to advise you not to get deeper and deeper in the black - road. Now you have become the most important member of Li Shun and a genuine gang member. You fight wood and Bai Laosan. Li Shun is still at a disadvantage. Can you fight alone? Who are Bai Laosan and wood? Typical ruthlessness.

I don't understand why you want to follow Li Shun. I don't want to see you get hurt or even lose your life in the gang shopping. It's not worth it. You don't have to pay such a price.

Now it's too late for you to quit. Xinghai can't settle down. Then you can go back to ningzhou. Ningzhou can't settle down. Then you can fly away to other places. China is big and the world is big. Why do you have to tangle in Xinghai? What's worth remembering here? "

I said, "if you say so about me, I want to ask you, why are you with the people of the underworld? Don't you take part in what happened to Bai Laosan? I'm a gang member, and you? Are you innocent? You are in charge of Bai Laosan's finance. Do you think the money comes from a serious source? You help Bai Laosan manage his funds and launder money. Aren't you Bai Laosan's accomplice? What on earth is there in that gang circle worth your nostalgia? "

Dong'Er looked at me and said, "let's make a deal. You quit the gang and I'll leave Bai Laosan. Let's leave Xinghai together and fly away together, OK?"

I smiled sadly: "is it realistic? Is it possible? You decided to leave me, and now you want to. I am with Haizhu now. I will never leave Haizhu. Even if I quit the gang, I will not fly away with you, and I will not leave Xinghai. Our past has become the past. The pointer on the clock can return to the starting point, but it is not yesterday. "

Dong'Er's face was cold, her eyes were sad and angry, and said, "I know you are going to make a fortune now. Your tourism company received a big list. You said I was for money. What about you? You don't want to leave Xinghai. Isn't it because you have money here?

I know your company is booming now. Haizhu doesn't have this ability, which is the credit of your operation. If you don't leave Haizhu, it's because Haizhu is the legal person of the company. All the money you earn is under Haizhu's name. If you leave her, you won't get a penny?

Yes, I took the initiative to leave you, but why did I leave at that time? If you don't do that to me, will I leave? However, I left you for your own good, which does not mean that others can get you. In the past, you were mine, now and in the future, you have to be mine. "

I smiled bitterly: "Dong'Er, you think I'm afraid of losing wealth if I don't leave Xinghai. I don't explain. Whatever you think. You said you left me for my good. Ha ha, that's very nice and noble. I understand. It seems that I have to thank you. I used to be yours, I don't deny it, but whose is my present and future? I'm sorry, it's not up to you. You don't count. "

Dong Er took a gulp from her wine glass, then looked at me and burst into tears!

Looking at Dong'Er with tears streaming down her face and the wronged and desperate eyes in Dong'Er's eyes, my heart was suddenly very sad and painful.

I picked up the cup and drank it in one gulp.

Liquor and pain are intertwined in my heart, and my brain and body are numb.

"Xiao Ke, are you really so heartless?" Donger sobbed.

When I looked at Dong'Er, I was still in pain and said slowly, "Dong'Er, I want to tell you that in my life, a temporary mistake may lead to a lifetime of pain. I can't force others to love myself, but can only try to make myself a person worthy of love. I have a different way with you. Some things, to some extent, are irreparable. I think we all have to face reality. "

"No, I can't accept this reality!" Dong'Er looked at me with misty eyes, let her tears flow to the corners of her mouth, then slipped down and said, "this is not the reality I want. No, I don't want such a reality. "

Dong er's voice choked.

Looking at Dong'Er's crying, she, who has always been stubborn, suddenly showed such helplessness. Suddenly, my heart was like a knife. I pulled a few paper towels and handed them to Dong'Er.

Dong'Er took the paper towel, wiped her tears and bowed her head in silence.

I looked at Dong'Er silently and smoked.

After a while, Dong'Er looked up at me, and the look in her eyes returned to calm, calm with persistence and firmness, and a little deep feeling.

I dare not look at Dong'Er's eyes and lower my head.

"Xiao Ke, no matter what you think of me, no matter whether you still have me in your heart, I am. I hope you can be safe and happy. " Dong'Er seemed to try his best to calm down his voice, then stood up, stopped for a moment, shook his body and left.

Watching Dong'Er's figure leave, the sadness and sadness in his heart became thicker and thicker. He took the wine bottle, lifted his neck and poured in the remaining Erguotou in the bottle.

When I met Dong'Er this time, I broke up unhappily again.

Intoxicated and numb, I thought in a trance that perhaps life is really like a breeze, people come and go in vain. Life's encounters, acquaintances and acquaintances are the fate of previous lives. Maybe there is no need to be sad when the fate is over, because gathering and dispersing is only the encounter of reincarnation in the world and the normal state in life.

Perhaps, those who meet in life are destined to leave, and perhaps if they leave, they will never meet again. Perhaps, it's really like this. Gathering, there's nothing to be happy, dispersing, there's nothing to be sad. Fate gathers and ends, everything follows fate.

Thinking like this, the sadness and melancholy in my heart became stronger.

After sitting for a long time and smoking a few cigarettes, I checked out.

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