Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"I can't help it. She has to call it so. I can't stop her mouth. Helpless, helpless." I sighed.

"You found it yourself. Who told you to call someone else's second milk?" Qiu Tong said.

"I -" I paused, and then began to argue: "what's wrong with calling her second milk? I'm praising her and encouraging her."

"Ha, you're talking nonsense again." Qiu Tong smiled with two dimples on his face, which made me feel moved and wanted to pour some wine in and drink it.

I pretended to be positive: "I'm definitely not nonsense. What I said is true. You see, don't all the great women in modern history change from second milk?"

Qiu Tong was happy: "I want you to say that to be a great woman is to be a junior and a mistress first? Sophistry! "

I said, "to be a great woman is not to be a junior, but to choose who to be a junior with! It's like doing things. Many things don't lie in whether to do them or not, but in who to do them with. "

"Your words sound very reasonable."

"It makes sense."

"Ha ha, according to what you say, Xia Yu is right to make second milk with you, isn't he? If he follows you, he will follow the right person, isn't he?"

I smiled, began to speak out and blurted out, "I don't want her to be a mistress with me. You're almost the same."

As soon as he spoke, he suddenly felt something wrong, but he couldn't take it back.

Qiu Tong's face turned red and stared at me: "you -- you second master, you --"

"I... I'm kidding." I was worried, a little flustered, and hurriedly said, "in fact, you are not suitable for second milk, you are suitable for big milk."

I feel even more confused when I say this. What nonsense is this.

"You -" Qiu Tong's face reddened: "what are you talking about. You... How can you talk like that? "

It can be seen that Qiu Tong looks a little flustered, and my heart is actually flustered. Although it's a joke, it doesn't sound like that between me and Qiu Tong.

Qiu Tong's face was red and hung low, and his fingers knocked uneasily on the table.

For a moment, we were silent. The air in the room was embarrassing and ambiguous. Of course, this ambiguity was my own feeling. I don't know what Qiu Tong felt.

After a long silence, I stood up and whispered, "Qiutong."

"Yes." Qiutong bowed his head and promised.

"I'm leaving."

"Yes." Qiu Tong still didn't look up.

I walked outside. When I reached the door, I looked back at the door.

Seeing Qiu Tong looking up at me, his eyes were confused and flustered.

My heart jumped and I closed the door and went out.

When I returned to the office, Cao Teng was not there. I sat at my desk, my heart still beating wildly.

For a long time, I was a little calm. I looked at the computer screen in a daze, then hesitated, logged in and saw that life was like a dream online.

"Here we are." I hit the keyboard.

"Yes. Just came up and you were there. "

"I'm new here, too. How are you? "

"Well, OK. You're fine. "

"I'm fine. It's getting cold. Put on more clothes when you go out. Don't freeze. "

"Well, I will. You should pay more attention to yourself."

"Yes."

Then, we fell into silence. It seems that we all have a lot to say, but we don't know what to say.

Half a day, floating like a dream, began to speak: "guest."

"I'm --"

"Me."

"Say what you want to say."

"I'm so tangled and contradictory recently."

"What's the matter?"

"I don't know if I should tell you."

"If you think it's necessary to talk to me, you can say it. If you don't think it's suitable to talk to me, you don't have to say it!" My heart jumped wildly again.

"Alas." She sighed, "I know I shouldn't tell you, but. However, I still can't help but want to tell you. I can't say that to anyone around me, except you. "

"Then say it." I said.

She was silent.

I didn't speak and looked at the dialogue window on the computer screen.

"I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for the between us..." she said for a long time.

My heart suddenly trembled, and an unspeakable feeling flowed all over my body.

"Why do you say that?" My fingers on the keyboard were shaking. I knew what she was going to say.

"Because... I... I betrayed my feelings for you. I... I don't know what's wrong with myself. I feel so mean and guilty. "

"What's the matter?" I said.

"I... I don't know what happened."

"Somehow, why do you say that again?"

"I... don't know when I unconsciously took a person in reality as you, knowing that he is not you and that you are a shadow in the air, but somehow I have that feeling for him... For him."

"Oh." I don't know whether it's ecstasy or panic, pain or contradiction.

"Is this man Yi Ke?" I said.

"You... How do you know?"

"I guess so. I guessed right. You are a real person. You mention this boy most in front of me. " I said, "you mean you're in love with him, don't you?"

"I... I don't know. Maybe... Yes... I'm sorry, guest. I'm wrong. I know I'm wrong. I shouldn't have this feeling for him. I should only have this feeling for you, not anyone.

She said: "but... I also know that he has a girlfriend. His girlfriend and I are close as sisters. I feel so much about him. I know I am mean, shameless and sinful. I am sorry for you and my sister. I... I'm so painful, I'm so tangled. "

"What happened between you and him?" I said.

"No."

"He knows how you feel about him?"

"I don't know. He shouldn't know. Maybe he feels it too. "

"Does he mean that to you?"

"He... I don't know. He shouldn't. He has a girlfriend. He has a good relationship with his girlfriend. He shouldn't have treated me. "

"How do you know there isn't?"

"I... I guess, I estimate."

"Do you believe your guess?"

"I... don't know. I only know that I am tangled and inferior. I would betray my feelings for you. I should like my sister's boyfriend. I should be reduced to such a point. I'm so painful. I've been hesitant to tell you. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally decided to tell you. "

"What do you mean by telling me? You don't feel that about me anymore. You want to tell me this, don't you? "

"No, No. My feelings for you remain the same, and will only be thicker without weakening. However, somehow, I will consciously or unconsciously treat him as you. On him, I can't help thinking of you. I know I'm dreaming and indulging. However, I can't control myself. I can't control my inner thoughts and feelings.

It is because of this that I will feel guilty and often fall into pain. I can't imagine that I will become such an immoral person. I don't dare to think that I will become such a woman. Guest, I'm so painful, I'm so sad. "

"What's so good about that boy? You treat him as me. You see my shadow on him. It makes you feel that way."

"Although he has many shortcomings, he is cynical, fooling around, yin and Yang. However, he has more advantages. He has more places like you. He has the same advantages as you, even. Even, the feeling he gives me in reality is more real than you. Every time I see him, I can't help thinking of you.

I know he's not you. I know I shouldn't feel like this, but I really can't control my brain and control my inner Association. Although everyone doesn't know what I think, I can't deceive myself. Every time I think of you and see his girlfriend, I blame myself. Guest, you say, am I shameless, obscene, obscene and ugly? "

Seeing such self reproach words as floating life is like a dream, my heart hurts deeply and I can't help it.

"If you dream, don't blame yourself and don't suffer. I understand your feelings and your thoughts. I won't blame you. You are the best woman in the world. Don't belittle yourself.

"Do you really think so? Do you still think so? "

"Yes, what I say is from my heart. You are the most beautiful, pure, supreme and flawless woman in my heart."

"Thank you. In my heart, you are also the best and perfect man in the world. Maybe you are so perfect because of virtual. Your perfection is even better than Yi Ke. Although I know that you may not be so perfect in reality, I am still willing to deceive myself. " She said, "guest. You said, "how far is virtual reality from reality?"

I said, "what do you say?"

She said: "I really don't know how far the virtual network is from reality, and I don't know why I will deeply like a person I've never seen. If I can, I really hope I've never met you and don't know you, I won't like you and I won't like this easy in reality, so I won't be so painful."

"Virtual reality and reality are far away, close, and even by your side."

She said, "I don't understand what you mean."

"If you don't understand, you will be more painful."

"I don't understand anymore."

I said, "don't think if you don't understand."

She was silent for a moment: "in fact, I have thought countless times that one day you will enter my reality. I hope you can really enter my reality. I hope you are easy in reality. However, I dare not think about it. I am very afraid of my own ideas.

I clearly know that I can't think so. I shouldn't think so. In reality, Yi has a girlfriend. In reality, I'm helpless. In reality, my destiny has long been qualitative. If you really enter the reality and join you, it's really easy in the reality, then I will be more painful and we will all be more painful. I'm a tragic person. I don't even dare to daydream. I don't even have the qualification to daydream. "

My angina continued and I was speechless.

After a moment of silence, she said, "guest -"

"I'm --"

"You are my air."

"Yes."

"I'm not even your air."

"Wrong -"

"Alas." She sighed deeply.

"Don't blame yourself and don't let yourself live in contradiction and pain."

"Don't blame yourself, don't suffer, don't contradict. What should I do?"

"I don't know."

"Alas. Actually, I don't know. However, I understand that I can't hurt others or do anything wrong to others. I'd rather suffer myself than hurt innocent people. " She said.

"You mean Yi Ke's girlfriend?"

"Well, I regard her as a close sister. She is a very good girl. The key is that she loves Yi Ke very much."

"Is she cute?"