Haizhu and I took the candy. Haizhu peeled one, put it in her mouth and ate it slowly, nodding: "well, it's good, it's very sweet."

I don't like sweet food. I put it aside and didn't eat it.

Qiu Tong also peeled off one and ate it. He looked at Haizhu and smiled. There seemed to be some faint uneasiness and guilt in that smile.

Haizhu looked at Qiutong and said, "it's rare for sister Qiu to come once."

"Hehe, I've wanted to see you for a long time, but I've been very busy recently and didn't come." Qiu Tong said with a smile.

Haizhu didn't speak. She looked at me and Qiutong while chewing sugar.

I was a little hairy by Haizhu's eyes, and Qiutong's expression was also a little flickering.

Haizhu suddenly laughed softly. Her face was a little ugly and her smile was not meaningful.

Qiu Tong and I both look at Haizhu.

Haizhu said with a smile: "you two are very interesting. If you don't come, you'll come with your front and rear feet. I think you agreed to come together. You came to play for me. "

Haizhu's voice was a little annoyed by being fooled and a little ironic.

As soon as Haizhu said this, I was stunned. Unexpectedly, Haizhu, who has always spoken implicitly and gently, suddenly said such words.

Qiu Tong's face suddenly turned a little white and looked very embarrassed.

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became tense, as if the air had solidified.

For a moment, Qiu Tong reluctantly smiled: "sister Haizhu, we didn't discuss to come together. I am. I'm only here to send you the candy from the pig. By the way, I'll tell you the news about the pig. "

"Oh. Really, that's a coincidence. What a coincidence. " Haizhu looked incredulous, or a smiling look: "that's my heart. I seem to have some villain's heart, don't I?"

Qiu Tong looked at Haizhu with sincere eyes: "sister, I didn't mean you were careless, just. We really didn't agree to come together. I think, maybe, you misunderstood. I haven't come to see you for many days. In fact, I've always wanted to come to my sister's place to talk to you. "

"Hehe, sister Qiu can really talk. She speaks better than she sings." Haizhu spoke impolitely: "I can't speak, and I can't turn a corner. Sister Qiu, you are a large number of adults. Don't share common knowledge with your sister. I can't sing, but only speak. I'm a fool. I don't know how to look at people. I can't see through people. Alas - I know people's faces and don't know people's hearts. I often can't see through the people around me. "

Qiu Tong's face turned red and white, and his voice trembled slightly and said, "I'm sorry. Sister, if your sister does something wrong, please bear it more. I really treat you as a good sister. I'm sorry... "

"Hey, sister Qiu, look at what you said. I know you always treat me as a good sister. Since you treat me as a good sister, naturally you won't do anything sorry for your sister. Why do you say sorry? I'm sorry, you. I can't afford it. If you want to say I'm sorry, it's my sister's turn to say it. You see how impolite I am to talk to my sister today. " Haizhu's voice is still a bit ironic and a bit oppressive.

"Sister, I......" Qiu Tong's lips trembled slightly, his face was very ugly, but he couldn't speak.

"Well, sister Qiu, come on, someone like you will feel distressed. It seems that my sister bullied you. I dare not bully my sister. " Haizhu said, "well, sister Qiu, look at your face. It's ugly."

Qiu Tong forced a smile: "ha ha. My sister is really joking. Where can my sister bully me. By the way, I have something to go first. Keep busy. I won't disturb you. I'll see you again another day. "

Then Qiutong stood up.

"Hey - sister Qiu, why are you leaving just now? Sit down again. I'll treat you to Shabu hot pot in the evening. I haven't seen you for many days. Let's have a good chat. " Haizhu said.

"Thank you for your kindness, but I really have something to do. Another day." Qiu Tong said, nodding at Haizhu, reluctantly smiled, and then hurried away.

"Sister Qiu, let's go. Come back when you're free." Haizhu sat there without moving.

After Qiutong left, Haizhu gave a sneer.

I looked at Haizhu. Haizhu stared at me without showing weakness.

"Ah Zhu, what did you say just now?" I said, feeling very angry.

"What? What did I just say? " Haizhu said.

"What do you say? Qiu Tong came to see you with good intentions to tell you about the pig and send you candy. What are you doing. How can you talk like that? " I said.

"What? You are distressed, aren't you? " Haizhu said.

"You -" I was speechless and choked by Haizhu's words.

"What? You feel guilty, don't you? " Haizhu stared at me.

"I -" I still couldn't speak.

"I think you're not the only one guilty." Haizhu sneered: "what is guilty of being a thief? I've seen it today. You, you didn't expect me to have the courage to say these words today. You, you all think I Haizhu is gentle and easy to bully, don't you?

I tell you, I can be patient and gentle in other things, but I won't give in on principled issues. I won't be vague in the event that involves my lifelong happiness. My happiness depends on me to defend and strive for. I must have a solemn and clear attitude to defend my love. "

Haizhu's words were unequivocal and did not hesitate.

After watching Haizhu for a long time, I sighed: "ah Zhu, don't think so much. Qiutong is a rational person. She won't do anything wrong with you. She always regards you as a good sister. She won't hurt you. She has been engaged to Li Shun. Soon, they will get married. She and I are just working contacts. Don't think so much. "

"I don't want to think so much. You think I think so much. If you hadn't forced me, I would have thought so much? " Haizhu's voice suddenly choked: "don't want me to think so much. Take practical action. Don't make me uneasy. You say she won't hurt me. Then, what about you? Will you hurt me? Will you hurt our love? "

"I will not hurt you, I will be responsible for our love. I will be responsible to you. " My voice sounded weak: "I will remember your kindness to me, and I will treat you well."

"I would like to believe that your words are true, and I would also like to believe that sister Qiu's words are true, but, but. Why are there always some unclean things interfering with me and winding me? Why are there always some ambiguous feelings to erode my heart? "

Haizhu's voice was a little sad and sad: "I know it's wrong to say sister Qiu today. I know I have a bad attitude towards her today. I want to control my emotions. However, when I see her, you, your front heels and back feet coming in together, I'm really sorry. I can't help it. "

I said, "today is really a coincidence. You really think too much."

"Coincidence, why are there always coincidences? Why do so many coincidences happen between you? Why do I happen to see so many of your coincidences? " Haizhu asked me, "are there few coincidences between you? Do you want to continue to use coincidence to explain more things between you? You... "

i don't know what to say.

After a moment of silence, Haizhu said sadly, "I don't understand why my fate is like this. When I meet a man I love, I will encounter so many worries. A sneaky winter is not enough. Another half true and half false summer rain, a half crazy and half bumpy summer rain, and another bright or dark autumn Tong.

Also, why did your honest looking good anda cloud not respond warmly and passionately to Haifeng's pursuit? Although she and you have the name of brother and sister, I know why she suddenly proposed to marry you as anda. What did she think in her heart? Who will know? God, what's the matter? Why? Why did I meet all this? "

Haizhu said painfully, her eyes red and her throat suddenly choked.

I silently looked at the sad sea beads, and felt extremely heavy and tangled in my heart, and an unspeakable taste poured into my heart.

I took out a paper towel and handed it to Haizhu. Haizhu took it and wiped the corners of her eyes. After a while, she sighed and said, "brother, do you think I'm messing around? Do you think I'm thinking nonsense? Do you think I'm very annoying?"

"I don't think so. Maybe I understand your inner thoughts, maybe I should understand you. Maybe it's all my fault. I'm really not a good man. I'm really not a good man. I'm really an asshole. Sorry. " I said, with a bit of heartache and guilt, as well as self blame.

I know Haizhu can't be blamed for all this. She has her inner world and her thinking logic and ideas. Haizhu is so painful and tangled. The root cause is still because of me. All this can only be blamed on me.

However, I can deeply blame myself, but I can't get rid of the complex that can't be waved away in my heart.

I want to try to let myself face the reality, I want to try to let myself accept the reality, I want to try not to have those unrealistic ideas, I want to return to the real reality, but. However, I can't convince control to suppress my true heart, and I can't overcome my empty and weak soul.

I don't know how long this contradiction and pain will last. I don't know whether the incomparably tangled depression in my heart will break my nerves.

"Brother, I won't let you say that about yourself. I know you are a good man, the best and best man in the world. I know an excellent man like you will be favored by many women." Haizhu said, "but now you are my man and I am your woman. Love can't be shared. Love is destined to be a proper term for a person and can only belong to one man and one woman. When I came back to you for the second time, I made a decision. I will never give in, never shrink back, and I will not give my love to anyone. This man, whoever it is! "

I stared at Haizhu's clear eyes.

"Brother, do you still love me?" Haizhu said.

"Well, I love you -" I nodded.

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