Fall in love with a beautiful boss

"Everything is good. Our brothers are scattered and hidden. Boss Li has been living in Nanyuan Hotel these days. He seems very leisurely. He skates when he has nothing to do. Sometimes he takes me to have tea and watch the opera with Duan Xianglong." Lao Qin said.

"Where's Duan Xianglong? Is there any abnormal performance? " I asked again.

"Business as usual, I can't see any abnormal performance. I still talk and laugh with boss Li. It seems that he doesn't know anything. It seems that nothing happened in ningzhou and Xinghai. "

"Oh."

"In fact, according to boss Li's temper, he had already done Duan Xianglong, but he said he promised you to leave Duan Xianglong to you. So he put up with it and maintained his previous attitude in front of Duan Xianglong, without showing any signs of doubt about him. " Lao Qin said.

I was silent for a moment and said, "what about ningzhou police? What's going on? "

"I can't see anything for the time being. It seems that they are asleep." Lao Qin said.

"Perhaps this is the peace before the war." I said.

"It's hard to say. I don't know what method boss Li has used. Lao Jiu, who was still ready to move some time ago, has no movement now. " Lao Qin said.

"Oh." I went on to say, "do you all know what happened in Xinghai and the results of tax evasion?"

"Boss Li already knows. He knew as soon as he came out. " Lao Qin said: "looking at boss Li's reaction, it seems that the result is within his expectation."

"Bai Laosan traced the leak to Zhang Xiaotian and found 2 million cash in his dormitory. Zhang Xiaotian is now under control and will soon be executed by Bai Laosan. " I said.

"Oh. Zhang Xiaotian? How could it be him? Here. Is it possible? He provides information to boss Li. He doesn't need to be so mysterious. In addition, Zhang Xiaotian has never really provided valuable information to boss Li for so long. Many information is either known by boss Li or false. Boss Li doesn't trust him for a long time. How can Bai Laosan trace him and put him to death? "

"I also think it's not him, but it's actually 2 million found in his dormitory, as well as the video of him sneaking out a stack of materials in the financial center. Zhang Xiaotian didn't admit his death, but Bai Laosan decided it was him. " I said.

"There's something strange about this. Is it that Zhang Xiaotian thought boss Li paid him too little before and deliberately made a mystery this time?" Lao Qin's voice sounded confused: "I'll report it to boss Li right away."

After hanging up the phone, I watched TV for a long time. I saw the city / Committee / book / record on Xinghai news, Guan Yunfei and Lei Zheng. The city / Committee / book / record was investigating the basic construction of farmland and water conservancy in rural areas this winter and next spring. Guan Yunfei spoke at the dispatching coordination meeting of the city's party newspapers and periodicals. Lei was inspecting the comprehensive management of social security at the grass-roots level.

These three are very busy.

These three seem far away from me at present.

After reading Xinghai news, I open my laptop, surf the Internet, log in and buckle, floating like a dream.

"You are." I said.

"Well, just now. Have you just arrived? " She said.

"Yes!"

"How are you?" She said.

"Busy is not happy. And you? " I said.

"Similarly, busy is not happy." She said, "why aren't you happy?"

"Because I know you are not happy, so I am not happy." I said.

"Can you remote sensing? You can die! Don't believe it! "

"Why aren't you happy?"

"A lot of things have happened recently. These things make it really difficult for me to be happy." She said.

"Can you tell me?"

"Remember what I told you about the child I picked up in Xinghai last year?"

"Remember!"

"Only recently did I know that she was the biological daughter of the son of the benefactor I was going to marry. It was a child born to him and a dusty woman in 2003. After the child was born, it was abandoned. Everyone thought the child was dead, but it happened to be picked up by Yi Ke and me in Qingdao. He and his parents now know that the child is their bone and blood. I just learned recently. "

"Are you surprised?"

"It's not just an accident, it's a shock! There should be such a coincidence in the world. Of course, it's also very gratifying. After all, the child can find his real relatives. After all, he and my benefactor husband and wife can also see the lost biological daughter and granddaughter. However, the earthquake wave in my heart has not subsided, and I have been unable to let go of it. I can't tell how I feel. "

"What else is unhappy?"

"Yi Ke broke up with his girlfriend."

"What does this have to do with you? Why does it make you unhappy?"

"Yes, maybe it's their own business and has nothing to do with me. However, as a friend, I just feel unhappy. Moreover, vaguely, I seem to have something to do with me. It seems that I played an ignominious role in it. This often makes me feel uneasy. "

"In fact, you have an indescribable feeling for Yi Ke, don't you? Is that why you feel uneasy? In fact, they broke up. Shouldn't you feel relaxed? At least, you won't feel tangled for sorry to go to your sisters. "

"Before they broke up, I felt tangled and uneasy. After they broke up, I felt more uneasy and guilty. I really shouldn't have that feeling about Yi Ke. It shouldn't be. I'm an adult. I should control my thinking. I have always felt that I am an unforgivable bad woman. On the one hand, I have the object I am going to marry. On the other hand, I have an inseparable relationship with you in the virtual space. On the other hand, I have an inexplicable feeling about Yi Ke. "

I said, "I didn't see you like that. In reality, the object you want to marry is what you don't love. You just have to do it because you want to repay kindness. This is not love. As for your emotions in virtual and reality, I know they are naturally generated, because the reason is that you consciously or unconsciously overlap me with that easy. This is not non-uniformity, but because you are too single-minded. So you don't have to blame yourself. People's natural emotions are sometimes not subjectively controllable. "

"Consciously or unconsciously... Overlap..." she said this and suddenly became silent.

For a long time, she said, "it's also a guest -"

"In -"

"Where are you?"

"You know where I am!"

"Who are you?"

"You know who I am!"

"Where is Yi Ke?"

"He's in the sea of stars."

"Who is Yi?"

"He is your subordinate!"

She was silent again.

I was silent, too.

For a long time, she said, "Yike, are you in the air or in reality?"

I said, "I'm in reality."

"No, you are in the air. But in reality, I often see you. See your shadow haunting the air in front of me. Wandering in the space of my heart. Yike, you're driving me crazy. Do you know. These days, I don't chat with you, it doesn't mean my thinking has stopped, it doesn't mean my brain cells have died.

Countless times, I couldn't help but want to ask you for your phone number and want to video with you. However, I still controlled myself and persuaded myself. I know what the reality I face is. The reality can't be changed.

If I do that, I will let myself go further and further, and I will put you and me in an irreparable situation. It'll hurt you and me. Therefore, I can only let you live in my air and let me breathe you everywhere in heaven and earth. In this way, I should be satisfied. I must be satisfied.

After all, I will bear the guilt and shame of spiritual betrayal, meet my reality and enter a marriage without love, and you, I hope you can get out of the illusory entanglement, find your real love in reality and open your happy life. After all, all this is a dream, a dream without an ending. Dreams are illusory. Whether they are Yike or Yike, they are clouds in illusory dreams. God horses are floating clouds. "

I watched in silence. If life is like a dream, I can imagine her inner feelings and feelings at the moment.

"You can't get out of your reality after all. You won't, won't and dare not go out of your reality after all. " I said.

"Yes, I can't get out. Character determines fate. I can't let myself out. I'm not unwilling, but dare not. I dare not violate my conscience, my principles or my innate heart. Because I dare not, I don't want to, because I don't want, I won't. Some things, I will fight, some things, I must obey, I can't fight. This is fate. Fate is doomed in previous life and cannot be changed. "

I can feel her cold and desolate heart at the moment.

"If you dream, whether you or I can go from virtual to reality, maybe we can never appear in reality. However, I want to tell you that things in the world have never been the same. Sometimes, maybe you won't change, you don't dare to change, but it doesn't mean that others won't change. As long as we change, there will be a turnaround and vitality. "

When I said this, I remembered what I talked to Lao Li that day and Lao Li's look. I don't know whether I'm comforting her or deceiving myself by saying these words at the moment.

"Yike, I understand what you mean. The change you said is something I dare not dream of. Never dare to think about it. Why don't you dare to think, because I know it won't happen at all. You don't know them. You don't understand.

From the day I came into contact with them, I knew that my destiny was not under my control, and I knew that I did not belong to myself. Now, I can see what the end of my life will be like. That's all my life. Everything is on this track. I'll admit it. "

Floating like a dream made me feel a burst of sadness and cold all over.

"Often, I think Yike is the Yike I see every day in front of me. Often, I think Yike is the Yike floating in my air. I am so staggered between illusion and reality, confused between chaos and soberness. In fact, I know that I can deceive myself, but I can't deceive reality. I can't change the reality.

At best, I can only meet my humble and pitiful needs in my own space. In reality, I was deeply touched by Yi Ke's breakup with his girlfriend. I don't know if I will destroy everyone and myself if I go on like this. "

I said, "so you're not happy."

"Yes, because everyone is unhappy, I am not happy."