Fall in love with a beautiful boss

I began a fierce struggle in my mind, whether to continue to squeeze toothpaste like continuous defense, continue to cheat, or -- honestly confess all this?

At the thought of confessing everything, my heart suddenly became frightened. Once Qiutong knew the whole truth of the matter, and once Qiutong knew that I was the same guest in the virtual world that she could never forget, I didn't know how she would be shocked and hit, I didn't know how she would look at me, and I didn't know whether she could accept this reality.

She hates cheating the most, and I have been cheating her from beginning to end.

I know that in her pure and pure heart, Yike is the only man she really loved in her life. Although this person is in the air, although she always knows that she can only invest her most real feelings in her dreams, after all, she really paid.

I also know that although I have experienced Donger clouds and sea beads in my life, although I have had or are having complex emotional disputes with them, although I can't forget my first love in my heart, and although I still have deep concerns and thoughts about sea beads, I can't avoid and hide my true feelings in my heart, Although this emotion has been deeply buried in the bottom of my heart under the oppression of reality, although I know that this emotion can only be dreamy nothingness, it does exist.

I can try my best not to think, but I can't deceive my heart.

Thinking of these, my heart began to feel shameless for myself. If my emotion for Qiutong is heartfelt love, what about Haizhu? Why are there deep concerns and thoughts? So, why do I still miss my first love for Dong'Er?

Do I have more affection for the sea beads who are friends in need like clouds? Can't I forget my first love, because it is the first love that makes my life produce the first sprouting feelings I've never had before? And when I get rid of the disturbance of family affection and first feelings, get rid of the cruel and ruthless reality, really face my real heart, and really ask myself, who is the woman I really love in my heart, the woman I really love?

The more I think about it, the more I feel fear and remorse. Although Haizhu and Donger have left me, I still feel deep fear and anxiety, as well as the shamelessness and despicability from the depths of my brain.

I still can't get rid of the entanglement of family love and friendship, and still can't get rid of the troubles of reality. I know that no matter whether Donger is with me or not, I have had a relationship with them, and I am responsible for them.

Haizhu, in particular, is my friend in need. She came to me when I was most down and embarrassed and gave me the most precious truth and meaning in my life. I must speak of my conscience and fulfill my responsibility to her. Responsibility is something a man can't avoid. No matter whether Haizhu returns to me or not, I should be responsible for her, and I should be responsible for her selfless feelings for me.

Think of Qiu Tong again. Although I'm doomed to be unable to be with her in this life, I can't deny my true feelings about her heart. Is it because I can't be together, I have to cheat forever? What is the most intolerable thing in the world of love? The answer is simple: cheat! I can't deny the true feelings in my heart, but I continue to deceive her. How can I live up to my conscience if I go on like this? How to be worthy of Qiutong's true love and deep love for Yike in the air?

My disordered brain reincarnated in the painful tangle and helpless contradiction. My soul wandered dimly between Qiutong sea beads and clouds and Donger. I thought of the fox tail that Qiutong was going to expose and couldn't sleep for a long time.

The next day, get up and have breakfast.

Sitting at the table, Qiu Tong looked calm and ate slowly.

Cao Li looks very bad. Her eyes are deep and concave. Although she has painted makeup, she still can't hide her dark eyes and her face is a little pale. I think she suffered a lot last night.

Sun dongkai still looked reserved. He didn't glance at Qiutong while eating breakfast.

At this time, Qiu Tong spoke and looked at Cao Li: "Hey, director Cao, didn't you have a good rest last night? You don't look very well. "

Cao Li looked up at Qiu Tong and smiled, "it's OK. Don't I look good?"

"I don't think so." Qiu Tong's smiling look.

"Hehe. Maybe I was happy last night and drank a lot. I can't afford to drink any more. I drank too much Baijiu and red wine last night. I drank too much, and I had more strength and more pain. Cao Li said.

"That's true. I drank less last night and put it down directly when I went back. I was still very uncomfortable in my stomach when I got up this morning." Su Dingguo interposed, looking at Cao Li and sun dongkai.

"Come on, director Cao, have some millet porridge to replenish your stomach." Qiu Tong said, gave Cao Li a bowl of porridge and put it in front of Cao Li.

"Thank you, President Qiu." Cao Li glanced at sun dongkai as she said.

"Everyone drank a lot last night. Me too. " Sun dongkai smiled and said, "I was so dizzy that I went to the wrong room and went to Qiutong's room. Hey, luckily Yi Ke is here. Luckily Qiu Tong hasn't rested yet. Otherwise, there will be a misunderstanding. "

"Ha ha." Su Dingguo laughed.

Qiu Tong looked at me. I looked at Qiu Tong and didn't speak.

"What? President Yi went to President Qiu's room last night? " Cao Li looked at me and Qiu Tong with an unexpected tone.

"Yes, I called President Yi last night. I discussed with him about going to Dandong newspaper group today." Qiu Tong said quietly.

Cao Li nodded, then blinked and looked at sun dongkai: "when you went last night, President Qiu's room didn't close?"

"It's closed. I thought it was my room. I took out the door card to open the door without seeing the Truman brand. Hey - unexpectedly, it opened all at once. Are you surprised?" Sun dongkai said, "is it true that, as Qiu Tong analyzed last night, there was something wrong with the door system or the waiter made a mistake and gave me the public card?"

Cao Li nodded: "I went to the service desk to ask before breakfast today. It's not the problem of the door system. The waiter made a mistake in his busy work and took the wrong door card. Your door card can open the doors of all rooms on that floor."

"Oh. That's true. The hotel attendant is really careless. Fortunately, I'm not a bad person or a thief. " Sun dongkai laughed.

I knew in my heart that Cao Li must have handled two door cards for Qiu Tong's room when she went through the accommodation formalities at the service desk. One was given to sun dongkai and the other to Qiu Tong. This was something that sun dongkai and Cao Li had planned for a long time. They had a backhand. Their plan on the night of accommodation didn't succeed, so they implemented the second plan.

Unfortunately, the two tried their best, but they didn't succeed in the end. Sun dongkai must be very depressed on his way back. Cao Li's psychology is complicated. She doesn't want to complete sun dongkai, but she has to curry favor with sun dongkai. It's very contradictory.

I looked at sun dongkai and said half jokingly, "Sun Shuji, you must be in a good mood to attend the annual meeting as the boss of the group this time?"

Sun dongkai smiled: "ha ha, of course, I'm happy. However, I'm happy not because of my identity to attend the meeting, but because we learned a lot of good experiences and practices of our peers and met more new peers at this meeting. We have gained a lot this time."

Qiu Tong then said, "look, President Yi, in the end, your ideological realm is not as high as sun Shuji, your understanding is not as deep as sun Shuji, and your vision is not as broad as sun Shuji. In fact, you don't have to ask sun Shuji at all. As long as you look at Sun Shuji's expression, you will naturally know that sun Shuji is very satisfied with the results of the meeting and is in a very happy mood. "

"Yes, yes, Qiu is always right." Su Dingguo quickly echoed: "Sun Shuji personally led us to participate in this meeting. We have gained a lot and achieved fruitful results. We are very satisfied, and sun Shuji is more satisfied."

Sun dongkai smiled. He smiled very quietly, and he was a little lost and disappointed.

Cao Li nods her mouth, stops talking and lowers her head to eat.

Qiu Tong glanced at sun dongkai and Cao Li, with a contemptuous look in his eyes, and the root of his teeth seemed to bite hard.

After breakfast, depressed sun dongkai went directly back to Xinghai with unwilling Cao Li and unknown Su Dingguo. Qiu Tong and I stayed in the hotel.

People from Dandong newspaper group came to contact us soon. The meeting rooms were all returned and rearranged for us. Qiu Tong and I were on the 17th floor, next to each other. They were luxury business single rooms. It can be seen that the other party attaches great importance to us and the reception is not low.

After settling in the room, Qiu Tong and I were directly received by the other party to the conference room of Dandong newspaper group.

As soon as we entered the door, Qiu Tong and I were stunned by the dark heads and warm applause. We looked at each other. I thought to myself, shit, why are so many people only communicating with their issuers? There are so many managers of their issuance?

The boss of the other party greeted us with a smile and sat down on the stage. Then he told us that considering that it was not easy for us to pass on scriptures and send treasure once, he simply expanded the exchange activity. The heads of all business departments and middle-level management cadres of the whole group came. At the same time, the head and deputy leaders in charge of operation of the group were sitting in the front row of the venue.

Qiu Tong and I were surprised by the scale and posture, but Qiu Tong immediately adapted, nodded at me, smiled, and then sat down.

Qiu Tong and I sat between each other's bosses, who personally presided over the event.

The atmosphere at the venue was very warm. After the speech, everyone enthusiastically took turns to ask questions. Qiu Tong and I answered in turns calmly and calmly. The answers were wonderful, exquisite and exquisite. Every time we answered a question, we would win warm applause.

It was not until 12 o'clock that the boss announced the end of the exchange activities that everyone stopped asking questions.

After lunch, at Qiu Tong's request, the host arranged for us to visit their distribution company. Qiu Tong and I visited their company headquarters and several distribution stations in urban areas, accompanied by the other's boss in charge and the boss of the distribution company.

After the trip in the afternoon, the host held a grand thank-you dinner for us at Yalu River Hotel. The boss personally presided over it, accompanied by the leaders in charge and the heads of several business departments of the other party. They were all men. The gracious host toasted and persuaded me in turn. Qiu Tong and I were so gracious that we had to drink it and return it to each other at the same time.

After the banquet, Qiu Tong and I drank a lot and had a strong taste of wine, but I haven't been confused. Look at Qiu Tong, too.

After the master left, Qiu Tong proposed to walk by the river and wake up. I readily agreed.

We walked by the Yalu River in the night.