Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Qiu Tong nodded and then said, "in fact, now that science and technology are so developed, it may not be completely impossible. Just, I heard from my friends in the hospital that there are many kinds of congenital infertility. Haizhu suffers from this. At present, there is no way to overcome the domestic medical technology. There is no cure. "

I looked at Qiu Tong: "do you think I am a responsible and tolerant man?"

Qiu Tong said, "if what you just said is that you don't value the importance of family succession, I will think you are. However, I don't want to force your true thoughts. Even if you value them very much, no one will blame you and despise you. I think so too. I will understand you. In fact, if I were Haizhu, I would do the same as her. After all, the environment and traditional customs we live in affect everyone's thinking. "

I said, "I want to know how you really feel at the moment."

Qiu Tong bit his lips tightly, bowed his head and remained silent for a moment, then looked up at me and said firmly, "my greatest hope is that you can be happy! And I can't give you anything. Haizhu is the one who can give you happiness around you. She loves you so deeply.

Besides, now, she needs her lover's comfort most, and your role is irreplaceable by anyone. Love is selfish, but people's conscience can be selfless. It is my greatest happiness to see the happiness of you and Haizhu. It is also my happiness. "

I was silent.

Qiu Tong then said, "I actually know that you are a responsible man. I know that you and Haizhu have a deep emotional foundation. You can't let go of him. I appreciate your heavy love, whether it is more love, family or friendship.

"What I value most is a man who values love and righteousness. Between us, there is an insurmountable and unchangeable reality. We are all people in reality. Our character is innate. Character determines destiny. Since destiny cannot be changed, we have to face reality, face reality, respect reality and live well in reality. "

Then Qiu Tong stood up and said, "after talking so much, maybe I shouldn't say something. I don't want to ask you to do or not do anything. You have the right to make a choice. However, I think you may know how to go in the future. I sincerely hope to see you and your happiness. As long as you are happy, I am happy.

Love is dedication, not taking, giving, not possession. It's worth paying everything, even sacrifice, for the people you love. Whether men or women, if they want to have a happy love life, they must take that responsibility. "

Qiutong's voice is a little sour and helpless, sad and cold, stubborn and firm.

Then Qiu Tong left.

When I returned to the dormitory at night, I stayed up all night, smoked all night in the living room, pondered over what Qiu Tong said, thought about his past and present, and kept thinking of the past and scenes of hehaizhu.

My heart sometimes pity, sometimes care, sometimes sad, sometimes helpless, sometimes sorry, sometimes lost, sometimes confused, sometimes sigh.

I can imagine how much pain Haizhu suffered during this period. She had to face not only her physical news, but also her emotional trauma. And all this, she can't talk to anyone, even Haifeng, and even her parents. She can only bear it silently in her heart alone.

I can feel how much helplessness and suffering Qiu Tong had when he said those words to me today, but also with persistent stubbornness, hope and blessings. And all this, she can only bear by herself, can't let anyone know.

After a night of struggle in contradiction and entanglement, as well as between ideal and reality, Qiu Tong's words dominated my heart, and responsibility and conscience entrenched my brain. Yes, at this time, Haizhu needs the comfort of her dearest person most. This person is me! Yes, love is selfish, but a man's conscience can't be selfish!

Haizhu attaches great importance to love and righteousness for me. She came to me when I was most down and never abandoned me. Now she is like this, I can't bear her or be sorry for her. At the thought of this, my heart hurts badly, and my guilt and remorse become stronger and stronger.

At this time, I didn't think about whether my feelings for Haizhu were more love or family affection. I only knew that she loved me sincerely. In the case of such bad luck, I couldn't leave Haizhu anyway. I had to go back to her. I had to give her happiness. I couldn't live up to my conscience. I had to be a responsible person. She left me because she didn't want to hurt me. I want to come back to her in order not to let her continue to be hurt.

After dawn, I washed my face with cold water. I drove directly to Haizhu company.

Just got to work, not many guests. The salesmen went out and the company was quiet.

Haizhu is not here, and xiaoqinru is on duty.

Xiao Qinru was very happy to see me.

"Brother Yi, sister Haizhu just went out with the director of the planning and adjustment department to talk about a business." Xiaoqinru let me to Haizhu's office, poured me a glass of water and looked at me with a smile: "Hey - I miss you so much because I haven't seen you for so many days. Of course, sister Haizhu misses you most. When she's free, she often sits in the office in a daze and hides a picture of you in the drawer. If she's free, she takes it out for herself and secretly tears while watching."

Hearing this, my heart was a little sour and smiled at xiaoqinru: "go out and be busy first. I'll sit by myself and wait for her to come back."

Xiao Qinru gently took the door out.

I sat at Haizhu's desk and looked down and saw that the key in the middle drawer was still inserted in the key hole. It seemed that Haizhu went out in a hurry and didn't have time to lock it.

After hesitating, I opened the drawer.

First, I saw a picture frame lying in the drawer with my picture inside. It was a golden autumn day this year. I took Haizhu to Bangchui Island Scenic spot. On the lawn at the door of Bangchui Island Hotel, I jumped up and kicked. Haizhu captured it for me. At that time, Haizhu took a lot of photos. Later, he chose the most satisfactory one and put it in the photo frame and on his desk.

After watching silently for a while, I sighed, picked up the picture frame and looked at it for a long time. When I put it back, I saw a pink diary.

I gently picked up the diary, slowly stroked the cover, hesitated for a long time, and finally opened the diary.

"Brother, this is a letter for you, but it will never be sent out! Brother, I left you. When I left you, I wanted to call you brother again, but I didn't call out after all.

I once said that I would hold you tight and never let you go all my life, but now I have taken the initiative to let go of your hand. I leave you because I love you. Because I love you, I don't want to see you unhappy; Because I love you, I don't want to watch you endure your inner struggle; Because I love you, I don't want to see you work hard; Because I love you, I am willing to let you go.

Once thought you were the kite in my hand. As long as I hold the thread in my hand, no matter where you fly, I will eventually belong to you. However, when I stepped out of the hospital and saw you, I immediately understood: I will lose you! Because there is a kind of love called letting go.

When I gradually began to accept the explanation of you and Xia Yu, when I gradually began to accept the reality of your participation in the underworld, I once thought that you and I could continue. You and Xia Yu may really be a misunderstanding. You may be forced to participate in the underworld. As long as the misunderstanding is eliminated and you get rid of helplessness, we will be as happy and sweet as before. However, a diagnosis list turned my long-standing fear and speculation into reality and shattered all my dreams.

Being infertile means that there will be no children between you and me, and that your family will be cut off and no one will inherit. Maybe you don't value this, but I value it. I can ignore you, but I can't ignore your parents. Therefore, in the face of reality, I have no choice but to let go and leave. "

Seeing here, I took a deep breath of smoke. The smoke filled my eyes. My eyes were a little astringent.

I rubbed my eyes and continued to look down.

"Looking at your photos, thinking of you and recalling the past, unconsciously, we have been together for so long. The original bits and pieces linger in my memory all the time. The whole mind is recalling the bits and pieces after knowing you and the minutes and seconds spent together by the two people. Suddenly, there is a kind of vague joy in my heart.

I can't walk into the palace of marriage with you. I can't be a good wife and mother for you and your children. I can't be the perfect daughter-in-law for your parents. I know that as long as you want, as long as you want, someone will love you. There are many women around you who like you. No matter who it is, I wish you happiness!

You promise me that you will live a good life and find someone who loves you as much as she loves you. If you are happy, everything is good. You should protect yourself. I hope you can get rid of the underworld as soon as possible. We are the children of civilians. We do good things and eat conscience. We don't do anything harmful to nature and justice. "

Seeing here, my eyes are wet.

I continue to read:

"My choice may break your heart, hurt you, or you may hate me. I hope you respect my choice. Choosing to leave you is not only a forced choice for me, but also a relief. It may be a kind of happiness for you; Choosing the wrong person at the right time is a kind of helplessness; It is a pity to choose the right person at the wrong time; Choosing the wrong person at the wrong time is a kind of regret.

I want to say sorry to you. I'm sorry. I really love you. I love you, but I'm sorry. Because I love you, I want to leave you. Because I love you, I hope you are happy! As long as you are happy, I will be happy! Because I love you, I should let you go! Because I know there is a kind of love called giving up! That's my deepest love for you.

Brother, honey, I left you and won't come back. When I still love you, but this love has become your burden, but this love is a pain, then I choose to let go! I am not lucky to leave you. You will be happier without me. Brother, bless you. "

Seeing here, tears blurred my eyes, my heart was in pain, and sad tears fell quietly from my face.

I couldn't read any more. I closed my diary, put it in place, bowed my head, supported my forehead, and continued to cry silently.

After a long time, I calmed down. I stood up, walked to the washbasin at the door, wiped my face with a wet towel, and then sat on the sofa in a daze.

My eyes inadvertently fell on the bookcase on one side. In the unnoticed corner of the top grid of the bookcase, there were several magazines.

I got up, walked over, opened the cabinet door, flipped through the magazines, and suddenly a piece of white paper slipped out of a magazine and fell to the ground.

I bent down to pick it up and looked at it casually. This is a diagnosis.

I read it carefully. This is the diagnosis that determines the fate of Haizhu.

I held the diagnosis book tightly, sat back on the sofa and looked at the diagnosis results again and again.