Fall in love with a beautiful boss

After listening to Haifeng's words and seeing Haifeng's expression, I felt a little uncomfortable and said, "Haifeng, I won't leave Haizhu. The more Haizhu is in this situation, the more care and love she needs. Although she insists on leaving me, I won't promise. I'll let Haizhu come back."

Haifeng looked up at me: "you."

"We are good brothers. Our friendship can be put aside. Just say Haizhu. She has love and righteousness for me. She came to me when I was most lost and embarrassed, gave me great comfort and comfort, and became a strong spiritual pillar for me to rise again. Without her, maybe I am still in decline, and I have always been deeply grateful to her.

Now she has suffered a major blow and is at the trough of her life. I can't leave Haizhu regardless of my conscience or responsibility. I wasn't and won't be a heartless person in the future. I want to take my responsibility to Haizhu.

Besides, whether two people can have children together is not the most important thing. There are more important things. Moreover, although there is no treatment for Haizhu's disease in China at present, the current technology is so developed that it may not be incurable. So, no matter what Haizhu thinks now, I should let Haizhu come back. " I said.

Haifeng looked at me moved: "brother..."

"This is not just my idea. In fact, Qiu Tong thinks so. She told me a lot about it. " As I spoke, an unspeakable taste filled my heart.

"Man, if you do this, you may lose a lot." Haifeng's voice is a little dry.

"Yes, maybe I will lose a lot, but I will get more." I said, "Haifeng, in fact, I was thinking that if you met me, you would do the same as me. In fact, I know that no matter how many hard hearted things we have done, no matter how we boast that we are not noble people, the kindness brought to us by our born parents will not change and will be rooted in our brains all our lives. "

"No one forces you to do this, no one forces you to live up to your conscience, and no one forces you to take any responsibility." Haifeng hissed.

"Maybe no one forced me, but I'm forcing myself. I have to force myself. I can only force myself." My voice is also a little hoarse.

Haifeng looked at me in a daze for a long time, stretched out his hand and patted me heavily on the shoulder, and sighed deeply: "I don't want to encourage you, nor do I want to boast how great your personality is, nor do I want you to treat ah Zhu with compassion. Ah Zhu is my sister. Even if no one cares about her and me, I will protect her forever."

"This is not pity!" I said.

"That's the reward?"

"This is a man's responsibility, and this is the minimum conscience of being a man." I said.

Haifeng looked at me for a while and was silent.

After a while, Haifeng said, "if it's just because of responsibility and conscience, you don't have to. I ask you, "do you still love Haizhu?"

I looked at Haifeng, hesitated in my heart, and then said, "love."

With these words, my heart trembled. I don't know whether a man will fall in love with two women at the same time. I don't know whether I have more love or family affection for Haizhu.

Maybe, I don't know, but I don't dare to face it and think deeply.

Haifeng said, "this is the most important thing. Two people together, because there is love, there will be responsibility. Love and responsibility are inseparable. "

I lit a cigarette and took two puffs.

Haifeng said, "in fact, in our short life, it's not just love that needs responsibility. In our life, as men, responsibility is everywhere. At least, it is also a responsibility for us to live well. It is also a responsibility for our parents, our loved ones, our friends, society and ourselves. Just because living is a responsibility, we should all live well and face the ideal and reality correctly. A negative attitude towards life is tantamount to chronic suicide. "

I agree with Haifeng's words. Yes, for people who lose confidence in life, depression is the real aspect of their heart, and being exquisite in all aspects is their external attitude. Such people will never get real happiness.

People live not only for themselves, but also for life. People live to shoulder certain responsibilities. There are old and young, relatives and friends. These are the people who love you and the people you love. Who can leave these? If you can, it can only prove that you are ruthless and selfish to the extreme, and you are hopeless.

Life is a kind of helplessness, which is not controlled by people.

In reality, there is always a big difference from the ideal. Life is like a dream. When you taste a cup of bitter wine, you have mixed tastes and mixed feelings. Can you drink all the wine?

"Since life is still there, you should live well and pay what you want. Although paying may not have a great return, there will never be a return if you don't pay. Love is a spiritual pillar. With love, we have responsibility. With responsibility, we can live more tenaciously. " Haifeng said again.

I nodded. The flashy vicissitudes of life have changed in the twinkling of an eye, because we have our own loved ones and people who love ourselves. This is the greatest harvest we have come to the world. Even if our life is short, it is happy.

"I went to find ah Zhu. She took a delegation from Sanshui group to the opening meeting in Dubai. She said she would give me an answer when she came back! " I said.

Haifeng nodded: "no matter what I think, no matter what you think, ah Zhu has to make the final decision by herself. As I said, she is soft on the outside but firm on the inside. Once she makes a decision, it is difficult to change it. Unless - "

Speaking of this, Haifeng stopped and stared at the ground.

I looked at Haifeng.

Haifeng then looked at me: "anyway, your words today still moved me. I didn't give you this brother in vain. No matter what the final result of ah Zhu and you is, I didn't mistake you. All my life, I have your brother. It's worth it."

I sighed and felt a little uneasy and guilty. I don't know whether this uneasiness and guilt is to Haizhu or Haifeng, Qiutong or myself.

"How are you and the clouds now?" Later, I asked Haifeng.

Haifeng took a deep breath of smoke, remained silent for a moment and said, "although she married you anda, I can feel that there is still your shadow in her heart. She never erased you. In fact, she married you to appease Haizhu, but also to lose her last chance and cut off her last thought. But, perhaps, some things in the heart are not controlled by the brain. "

I sighed softly.

"I've been to the clouds for a day, and I've always loved her deeply. For me, the cloud has always been very obedient and docile. I know that she will agree to whatever I want to do to her, but I don't want to, I don't want, I can't. what I want is not just her body, but her heart. I will never touch her finger until her heart really belongs to me.

I am a complete idealist and a firm perfectionist. I firmly believe that I will completely conquer her body and mind with my love. I can wait, I will wait, I will wait until she really loves me from her heart, until she completely forgets you, you bastard. "

I nodded: "you are very persistent."

"What if you're not persistent? Now I have no choice but to cheer myself up. I don't want to lose the person I really love. I want to get what I dream of at a higher level and a higher realm. " Haifeng said, "in fact, I'm afraid sometimes."

"What are you afraid of?" I said.

Haifeng said stiffly, "I'm afraid I can't hold on to the end. Therefore, I will keep encouraging myself and encouraging myself. I keep telling myself that I am the most determined person and I am the most persistent person in love. I must wait for the final victory and the clouds will fall in love with me wholeheartedly. But from time to time, there will be some distractions to disturb me. "

"What thoughts?"

Haifeng glared at me: "bastard, you know what you're asking."

I stopped talking and Haifeng smoked again.

"Let's not talk about heavy topics, let's take it easy. What about? Did you review your lessons smoothly? " After smoking a cigarette, Haifeng lit another one and looked at me.

I nodded: "OK."

"Take one out of 800 people. It depends on your ability. Although I believe in your ability, brother, it's really difficult. People who take the exam are not idle." Haifeng said.

"Now that I have decided to take part in this recruitment examination, there is no way back!" I said.

Speaking of this, Haifeng smiled.

I also smiled: "in fact, I still like mixed shopping malls best. This exam is really -- "

"What is it?" Haifeng said, "out of helplessness?"

I nodded.

"Why do you say that?" Haifeng said.

I smiled bitterly: "there are many helpless things in life. Don't ask more."

Haifeng was silent for a while and said, "in fact, helplessness is helplessness, but everything has advantages and disadvantages. We should look at the problem dialectically."

I couldn't help nodding.

Haifeng stood up and shook his body: "go, I won't disturb you recently. I'll give you a banquet to congratulate you when the results come out."

Haifeng said goodbye.

I went back to my study and wanted to continue my review, but my mind was not stable. I was always thinking about my conversation with Haifeng tonight.

Looking at the laptop on the table, I couldn't help thinking of Qiu Tong and floating life like a dream.

What is she doing now?

Do not open the computer, login buckle.

She's here.

"What are you doing?" I hit the keyboard.

"Why did you come up?" She said.

"During the study break, take a break and come up for a stroll. Why are you here? " I said, "wait for me?"

"No. I checked the information on the Internet and chatted with piggy. "

"What information and chat? Talk to her during the day and at night. It's late at night during the day. Now you and her are in the day. Don't you let her rest and do business? "

"Why do you care so much? It's not that you don't let you rest. Your task now is to review your lessons well and don't worry about it. "

"Let me ask you why you worry about it? Said, "what information do you check and what content do you talk about?"

"I won't tell you."

"Really not?"

"Yes."

"Never say?"

"Yes."

"Well, I'll do it."

"Yes."

"I really did."

"Yes. Don't stay up too late and have an early rest. Go down and have a rest. "

I didn't go down, and then said, "I didn't study just now. Haifeng just left. We talked for a while."

"I know. I sent him downstairs."

"Haifeng knows about Haizhu."