Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Qiu Tong's words were like a basin of cold water, which immediately put out the sudden heat wave in my brain and body. I suddenly returned to the reality, the cruel reality I and she were facing, and the conscience and responsibility I needed to bear. Haizhu flashed in front of me. I seemed to see Haizhu staring at me with sad eyes.

Dare not continue to face Qiutong's pure and bright eyes, my heart trembled, and I couldn't help lowering my head in shame.

"No, we can't, we can never make this mistake again. We can't do anything wrong to her. I... we will never be possible. The past can only be the past... I'm sorry. " Qiu Tong trimmed her messy hair, sorted out my messy clothes, murmured, shook her body a few times, and then walked slowly to the door.

"You... You haven't answered my question!" I whispered.

Qiu Tong ignored me, stumbled out and brought the door.

I stood in place. Qiu Tong's words just now pierced my heart like a steel needle. The pain was unbearable.

I suddenly felt that my behavior towards Qiu Tong was like a bird / / beast. No, it's not as good as a bird / / beast!

Stunned for a long time, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped himself.

Then, I slumped down on the chair Qiu Tong had just sat in, lowered my head, grabbed my hair and tore it, and let out a wild, desperate and confused cry.

My tears burst into my eyes, and the rain of tears was falling.

That night, when I returned to the dormitory and lay on the sofa, I drank alone and drank a bottle of Erguotou with shame and sadness about Qiutong, with physical and psychological depression that I couldn't release, and with great condemnation and guilt about Haizhu's conscience and responsibility.

Throw the empty bottle to the ground, stumble into the bedroom, fall on the bed, look up at the ceiling, think about Haizhu, think about Qiutong, think about the hot and sweet past with Haizhu, think about the intoxication night with Qiutong and the frenzied action impulse in the afternoon, my vision gradually blurred.

Winter nights are especially easy for people to be satisfied with warmth, and even have a kind of dependence on warmth. Therefore, under the anesthesia of alcohol, I quickly and slowly entered sleep in such warmth.

In the middle of the night, I woke up and began to smoke.

After smoking a cigarette, I got out of bed, went to the window, opened the curtains and looked at the silent and cold winter sky. A lonely cold moon was hanging in the night sky, casting a cold and desolate light.

I know, maybe, in that invisible space, the place with you is my heaven!

Suddenly, my heart burst into tears and cold rain.

The next day, go to work.

Sitting in the office, smoking silently, thinking about what happened from work to night last night, my heart was up and down.

The door was gently pushed open, and the clouds came in and sent me a document.

Put down the document. The cloud was about to leave. I stopped her.

"Cloud, I want to ask you something."

"Brother, what's up, you ask!" The clouds looked at me.

I got up, went to the door, closed the door, and then came back.

The clouds looked at me puzzled.

I sat down again and motioned to the clouds to sit down.

"Brother, what's the matter? It's so mysterious?" The cloud smiled and sat down.

I didn't smile, took a deep breath, and then looked at the clouds: "clouds, do you know what day of the month Qiutong's holiday comes?"

"Ah -" the cloud was surprised and cried out. Then his face turned red, looked at me blankly and said, "brother, why do you think of asking this? You... Why are you asking? "

I looked at the surprised and unexpected expression of the clouds and smiled: "Qiutong doesn't work very hard and is very tired. I want to know her physiological cycle. Fortunately, when she is uncomfortable, I can share more work for her, which is also conducive to her health."

My reasons are impeccable.

The cloud nodded and gradually returned to normal: "Oh. i see. Brother, you are so thoughtful. You are very kind to sister Qiu. "

I grinned silently.

Then, the cloud's face reddened again: "but... Brother, this... Sister Qiu's... I don't know. I haven't paid much attention."

Listening to the cloud saying this, I was a little disappointed and nodded, "HMM. Well, forget it if you don't know. Let's talk about it later. "

The cloud thought for a moment and said, "why don't I ask you."

I laughed and said, "don't ask deliberately, so Qiutong will be uncomfortable."

The cloud said, "that's right. I won't ask. I'll watch. "

I nodded, "okay."

I smiled bitterly in my heart. When the clouds observed that Dandong might be pregnant if she was in the dangerous period of autumn Tong that day. If Qiu Tong is really pregnant, what should we do? Sooner or later, it can't be covered.

I shudder when I think about the consequences of Qiutong's pregnancy.

Not only considering the consequences for me, but also for Qiu Tong.

After the clouds left, I thought uneasily for a long time, and then comforted myself. The period was 7 days, plus the safety period of the first 7 days and the last 8 days. In this way, the dangerous period was only seven or eight days. It wouldn't happen that that day was the dangerous period. Qiutong should not be pregnant.

Comforting myself in this way, I calmed down a little.

At this time, I can't help but regret why I didn't ask Qiu Tong this question as early as possible. I didn't ask it the day Dandong came back. If I was in danger that day, I could take the emergency contraceptive after the event.

Qiu Tong did this for the first time. She doesn't understand this. It's not the first time for me. I should know.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help blaming myself.

After blaming myself for a long time, I began to read the documents just sent by Yunduo, and then listed the list of major customers that needed to be visited years ago. Then, after reading it, I went to Qiutong's office.

Qiutong was in the office. When she saw me coming in, her face turned red.

I'm also a little uncomfortable. I think of my office after work yesterday and the absurd and wonderful dream I had last night. My face is thick and usually doesn't turn red, but I still feel a little hot.

I approached Qiu Tong, put the file on her desk and said softly, "this is what the clouds just gave me. I've finished reading it. Have a look."

Qiu Tong gave a sound, and his head was a little drooping.

I sat opposite her and looked at Qiu Tong's Crimson face. I couldn't help jumping a few more times, and then said, "Qiu Tong, after work yesterday afternoon. I. I'm a little impulsive and reckless. If. If my actions hurt you. I. I apologize. "

Qiu Tong raised his head and looked at me. His face was still crimson, and his eyes were suddenly blurred.

Then she whispered, "don't apologize to me. I understand the motivation for your behavior. I'm not angry with you. I don't mean to blame you. However, we should all remain rational. We should know what to do, what not to do, what not to do, and what must be given up.

After all, we are not children. We should all be responsible for our reality and our conscience. We have made a mistake once. Now that we know we have made a mistake, we should not make the same mistake again. We are not only responsible for ourselves, but also responsible for others. We must not hurt others for our temporary happiness. "

I looked down and didn't speak.

"Well, the matter is over. Don't mention it and think again." Qiu Tong then said, "also, you should drink less in the future. Try not to drink in the office, even after work. That will have a bad impact. Remember your current identity. You are not the easy one before. You should pay attention to maintaining your public image."

I nodded, "well."

I then gave Qiu Tong the customer list: "these are the customer lists that need to be visited."

Qiu Tong's expression gradually returned to normal. He took the list, looked at it, and then put it in the folder: "well, OK, when the list from president Zhao comes over, we'll hand it over to Yunduo for implementation."

"Yes." I nodded and looked at Qiu Tong: "if it's all right, I'll go out."

Qiu Tong looked at me and stopped talking. Then he nodded and said softly, "OK, you go and be busy."

I was suddenly lost and stood there motionless.

Qiu Tong looked at me: "didn't you sleep well last night?"

I said, "OK."

Qiu Tong said, "it seems that your complexion is not normal. If you don't feel well, go back and have a rest today. Anyway, the company's work is relatively relaxed during this period of time. "

I said, "it's okay, I'm fine!"

Qiu Tong pursed his lips: "don't support hard, don't be hard."

"I have no hard support, and I have no hard mouth!" I said, "I'm really fine."

Qiu Tong was silent for a moment and said, "if you live alone, you should pay attention to your body, learn to take care of yourself, eat seriously, don't make do with it, don't make do with it, don't always eat big bowls of noodles, they are junk food, and eat more nutritious things."

"Yes."

Qiu Tong suddenly remembered something: "by the way, have you been asking for a commission from others for the business of Qingdao Haier and the business of Qingdao Sihai tourism company?"

My heart jumped and nodded, "well."

"Time is not short, I think, this commission can't just get up and never finish. Enough is enough. Don't want it." Qiu Tong said.

"It's an old rule. It's necessary." I said.

"The old rules are not right, but after a simple contact, I put away the Commission. I always think it's not that way!" Qiu Tong said, "what's more, you let all those commissions go to the account of the orphanage?"

"Yes, I donated it to the orphanage in your name!" I said.

Qiu Tong breathed a sigh: "how much commission have you received now?"

I thought, "about 500000."

"That's enough. That's enough. Tell the Qingdao side not to fight in the future and not to deduct a commission. " Qiu Tong said, "I'm a good man. I wanted to help people, but I invited a name for myself."

"I also want to fulfill your wish."

"Well, I understand, I understand. Thank you. " Qiu Tong nodded and said, "it's not easy for people to do business all over the world. We can't go on and on. We can't pick up the Commission without a head. We can receive so many returns with such a simple payment. Enough, it's time to be satisfied. Whether the Commission should be paid or not, I don't want to continue to do so. "

I nodded, "okay."

Just then, Qiutong's mobile phone rang and Qiutong answered the phone.

"Hello - Hello, Mayor Xia Dong, ha ha, Hello, what's wrong with calling so early?" Qiu Tong smiled.

"Hehe, good morning. Let's ask Dong Xia good morning. Thank you, thank you. " Qiu Tong continued to smile.

Then Qiu Tong hung up.

Summer calls, no bird, just to greet a good morning.