Qiu Tong's face was crimson, his chest fluctuated slightly, lowered his head and bit his lips. For a moment, he said, "I'm not good to you, I shouldn't be good to you, just me. I don't want to see you left alone. Later, when Haizhu comes back, you will be taken care of by someone. Naturally, I won't have to worry about it. "

I didn't speak. I felt something unspeakable for a moment.

Qiu Tong always seems to mention Haizhu in front of me intentionally or unintentionally, which seems to remind me of something.

"All right. It's all right. " Qiu Tong said again.

I turned slowly and walked out.

Back in the office, I put my sweater on my chest and held it tightly.

Thinking of the subtle changes Qiutong has made to me since my physical relationship with Qiutong, and the meticulous care Qiutong gave me before and after I took the exam, my eyes suddenly wet.

In fact, I know that tears are sometimes unspeakable happiness; And smile, sometimes is a kind of unspoken pain.

After work, I drove back to the intersection, stopped at a red light and waited for the green light.

Inadvertently looked at the side of the road and suddenly saw Cao Li and Zhao Dajian.

They are walking into a western restaurant together.

My heart couldn't help moving. These two people were still quarrelling in Qiutong's office this afternoon. Why did they come together now?

Thinking of the mysterious and sinister look in Cao Li's eyes when she left Qiutong's office, my heart was a little uneasy.

I guess Cao Li and Zhao Dajian must have reconciled at the moment. They eat together. They must not have a simple meal. They must be making trouble for common interests.

Thinking about it, the horn of the car behind kept ringing. Looking up, the green light came on.

I was busy driving away.

He kept thinking about it while driving.

At this time, although I can't know what Cao Li and Zhao Dajian will plot together, I always think it will have something to do with this afternoon.

My heart was uneasy again.

Recently, all kinds of anxiety have been haunting me.

Back in the dormitory, I took out the sweater Qiu Tong bought for me, put it in front of my nose for a long time, and then put it on. It's not big or small. It's just right.

Wear it on your body and keep your body warm.

Wear it on your body and warm your heart.

After dinner, I stayed in my room watching TV and did nothing.

Dong'Er, who is opposite the door, didn't come. It seems that she rarely lives here. Maybe she hasn't lived here at night. She occasionally comes here several times during the day. I really don't know what purpose she bought this house for. Is it to maintain and increase the value?

A person's Day is relatively easy during the day. There are all kinds of work busy. The most difficult thing is the night. It's lonely and long.

Although I like to taste the taste of loneliness and the feeling of painful suffering, everything has a degree. If it is more saturated, it will be uncomfortable.

At this time, wearing the sweater that Qiutong just bought me, I strolled around the room bored. I inadvertently entered the study, inadvertently opened my laptop and inadvertently logged in to buckle.

KK of Qingdao, who narrowly escaped Li Shun's pursuit, came up again and had to chat with Qiu Tong, who Li Shun thought was a lesbian.

I thought that since I had a substantial physical relationship with Qiu Tong, I thought that I would show my true appearance in front of Qiu Tong, this virtual space would not be necessary. Neither she nor I would come. However, I couldn't help coming again, and I saw that she was also there.

Perhaps, although there is reality, although we have faced it directly in reality, virtual is still irreplaceable, and reality can never replace the ethereal world.

"Does it fit?" Floating life is like a dream. When you speak first, you come up very directly.

"It fits. I'm wearing it." I answered.

"That's good. Have you eaten?"

"Yes."

"How did you eat it? Another bowl of noodles? "

"Yes." I honestly replied that I didn't want to open fire when I ate alone. I just made do with a bowl of noodles.

"You can't do this all the time. A person should learn to take care of himself. To learn to be nice to yourself, to learn to let yourself live with taste. Living is not for others, but for your own physical and mental health. " She said.

"Well, I adapt slowly and learn slowly." I said.

"By the way, let me ask you something." She said.

"What's up?" I said.

"Has Li Shun made any unusual moves recently?"

My heart jumped and said, "what's the matter?"

"Nothing. He has visited Xiaoxue several times recently. When he came, he always looked at me strangely. It's strange. It's an unspeakable feeling. I don't know what's going on with him. Is he stimulated? "

I understand why Li Shun looks at her with such eyes. I think Li Shun has identified her as a lesbian, which will inevitably have a great shock to Li Shun's heart. Considering that his fiancee is a woman who doesn't like men, it's incredible for any man. If you know these, you will naturally understand Li Shun's strange eyes.

However, she doesn't know anything. She doesn't know that Li Shunyuan went to Qingdao to catch the KK himself. She doesn't know what kind of KK Li Shun finally found. She doesn't know what conclusion and positioning Li Shun finally reached for the KK.

She doesn't know, but I know.

I know, but I can't say anything.

I can only say to her, "it's nothing. Where will there be any stimulation? Maybe you're distracted. "

"I wish I was careless. Maybe I was guilty of being a thief." She said.

Her words made my heart jump again. She probably thought that Li Shun was aware of her "cheating". She was "cheating" both mentally and physically. In the face of Li Shun's strange eyes, she might understand that Li Shun was aware of it. In this way, her expression may be weak and uneasy, In fact, that will make Li Shun believe that she went to Qingdao to investigate the results of KK and think that she has a hobby different from ordinary women.

Two different understandings happen to be brought together. Both sides roam in their own understanding thinking, but they don't know the real thoughts in each other's heart.

In fact, it's her. Since I had Dandong with her that night, in the face of Haizhu, my heart will feel empty from time to time, feel that I have done something sorry for Haizhu, and feel that I have done something contrary to normal theory and morality.

Why do I have this feeling? I can't say it clearly for a moment. I don't want to understand it.

Perhaps, people are difficult to get out of the garden of secular morality, and are used to restricting themselves with tradition.

The real feeling in my heart is one thing, and what is right in reality is another thing.

This is contradiction, this is entanglement.

Contradictions are everywhere, tangled like a shadow.

"Don't think so much. Now that it has happened, face it. " I said something insincerely.

"What else can I do except face it. It's hard to recover. You can't find the mistakes you've made. We can only try our best to make up for it and seek the comfort of conscience. " She said.

I sighed: "tomorrow's sun will rise and life will continue."

I don't know whether this is comforting her or myself.

Her words made my heart rise and fall, and I couldn't help imagining it.

Whether or not, life is a journey, not the destination, but the scenery along the way and the mood of watching the scenery.

Whether or not, life is a rough and tortuous road. Even if you keep falling, you must get up and stick to your dream.

Should I tell myself that if I don't give up this second, there will be hope in the next second.

However, in the face of the cruel reality, where is my hope? Where is her hope? Where is our hope? Dare I not give up? Dare she not give up?

We face the same result: give up!

Give up what has happened, give up the unpredictable future, and give up the invisible ripples in the depths of the soul.

Thinking like this, I was depressed again.

After a long silence, she said, "let me tell you a message. I just got it at dinner."

"What news?" I said.

"Tomorrow, the court will hear the case of chairman Ping sum." She said.

My brain is an inspiration. After so long, I'm finally going to have a trial.

"What do you expect?" I said.

"I don't know. Cannot predict. " She said.

"Shouldn't they be worried about their lives?" I made a tentative remark.

 “ What's going on? " I don't understand.

"I don't know the specific reason. Maybe it's the real verification of the investigation results. At least the total amount involved in the case can't be fake. With the annual income of several hundred million advertising companies in recent years, it will be of great benefit for the boss of advertising companies to relax a little. However, the chairman's amount involved in the case is shrinking, which is not easy to understand. Perhaps it is impossible to verify the original number, or perhaps it is. "

"What is it?"

"What do you mean?"

"Small people usually don't involve the people above. For example, President Ping, at best, involves the chairman of the board, but the chairman is different. The people he deals with are cadres at or above the level of / / and he can directly involve municipal leaders. Although he is now restrained from telling him other things and reporting meritorious deeds, he should be really anxious, It made him feel desperate. He could report even if he was in prison. In this way, it is bound to lead out higher-level dignitaries. Therefore, for the chairman of the board, I think the above still needs to be guaranteed, and the case handling personnel will be instructed to take it lightly. "

I thought for a moment and said, "I think Guan Yunfei is the municipal leader who has the closest relationship with the chairman. He is the immediate boss of the chairman. When the chairman goes in, I think he should be the most upset. However, Lei is the Secretary of the Political Development Commission. I think you have heard a lot about his relationship with Guan Yunfei. They are basically irreconcilable. They are old enemies for many years. Now the chairman is in Lei Zheng's hands. How can Lei Zheng easily let go of the chairman and dig deeper into bigger people behind the scenes? Therefore, I find it difficult to understand that the amount involved by the chairman is shrinking. "

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