Fall in love with a beautiful boss

Haizhu sighed again: "in fact, no matter how much she hates me, no matter how much she teases me, no matter what my superficial attitude towards her is, just now I was like her, I was hard supported. I have never hated her in my heart. I won't treat her as an enemy. Even, I am still willing to take her as a friend. After all, she had a fight with you. After all, before I was with you, she was very kind to you and brought you a lot of joy. "

Haizhu's words moved me a little, and I couldn't help bringing Haizhu over.

Haizhu leaned against my arms and said softly, "in fact, it's not easy to think about her. A man came all the way from ningzhou. He had no intimate friends and no one to say intimate words. Moreover, he keeps staring at others all day. His body is tired and his heart is more tired. Sometimes I even sympathize with her. "

Haizhu's words filled my heart with unspeakable taste. I patted Haizhu on the shoulder and didn't speak.

After a while, Haizhu stopped talking and looked up at me. Her eyes were clear and bright, with a bit of expectation, but seemed to be a bit shy.

I haven't made out with Haizhu for a long time. Facing Haizhu's expression at this time, my heart beat harder.

I looked down at Haizhu's still pretty face.

Haizhu's face floated a red halo, stretched out a hand to gently touch my face and said, "brother. You are thin. Now you are the general manager of the distribution company. You must be very worried and tired. "

I smiled and shook my head, "there are worries, but I can't say I'm tired. Qiu Tong is in charge, and Yun Duo is the deputy general manager. I'm not tired. "

"Qiutong... Clouds..." Haizhu repeated, his eyes suddenly uncertain, and then smiled: "well, Qiutong and clouds have improved this time. It's worth being happy. By the way, when Qiu Tong came to your house for the new year, did she accidentally conceive Li Shun's child, but she didn't want it, so she hid from Li Shun and went to your house to beat the child? "

My heart trembled and my body trembled.

"What's the matter with you?" Haizhu got up from my arms and looked at me.

I hurriedly made a look of nothing and said, "nothing. I don't know about Qiutong."

Suddenly I felt my voice was very weak and my heart was very empty.

Haizhu didn't seem to be aware of my abnormal look and said, "looking at Li Shun's look at Xiaoxue, I can see that he likes children very much. If Li Shun knew what Qiu Tong did, Li Shun would have to peel her skin. I can't see that Qiu Tong is really brave. He seems to be timid in front of Li Shun, but he has his own opinion. He beat Li Shun's children on his own. Isn't she afraid that Li Shun knows how to settle accounts with her? "

My heart was cold and looked at the ground.

"In fact, I can see that Qiu Tong doesn't love Li Shun. It's no wonder that a man like Li Shun is nervous all day. He is still the leader of the gang. Which good woman is willing to marry him? Unless you have a crush on his family, his wealth and family status. "

Haizhu continued to say to herself, "it seems that this man is realistic and takes what he needs. The material base determines the superstructure, which seems to be a hard law to break. "

"Qiutong is not such a person. Don't say that about her!" I said.

Haizhu looked at me, remained silent for a moment, and then smiled: "well, I won't say three or four to others behind my back. This is immoral. But seriously, I really hope Qiu tong can get married soon. This is my blessing to her. "

I stood up quietly: "ah Zhu, I've been busy all day. I'm tired. It's time to have a rest."

Haizhu's face reddened again. With a little shyness, she nodded: "well, I'll take a bath first."

With that, Haizhu got up and went to the bedroom. She soon went into the bathroom in her pajamas.

Haizhu seems to think I'm impatient to do that with her.

Haizhu went to take a bath. I sat on the sofa, lit a cigarette and smoked slowly.

Somehow, at this moment, I don't have the slightest desire to do that.

After smoking a cigarette, Haizhu came out of the bathroom and smiled at me: "brother, you go and wash."

I looked at the sea beads in my pajamas after I had just bathed. I was full of attractive breath, and my face was more shy and moving.

Looking at her, Haizhu smiled tenderly, and then went into the bedroom.

I pressed the end of my cigarette, then stood up and took a bath.

After taking a bath, he went into the bedroom. The bedside lamp in the bedroom was turned on. The light was very soft. Haizhu was lying in the quilt, only his head was exposed, and his two big eyes were looking at me.

I went to bed and got into bed.

It's warm in the quilt.

The good smell of Haizhu floated into my nostrils again. I stretched out my arm and hugged Haizhu.

At the moment of our physical contact, I couldn't help trembling. Haizhu's body trembled and her breathing was a little short.

The physiological instinct made me feel the tide of desire. I hugged the Haizhu tightly, then bowed my head and kissed it.

Gently stroked, as if it was a long lost feeling. I can't control it.

"Brother. Wait -- "Haizhu said suddenly.

I was stunned.

Haizhu smiled, then stretched out her hand to take out something from her small bag at the head of the bed and tore it open.

It's a set.

"You brought it? You bought it. "I asked Haizhu.

"Yes." Haizhu nodded.

It seems that Haizhu is ready for tonight.

"Brother, I'll put it on for you." Haizhu turned over and began to wear a condom for me.

Put it on, I think it's strange. It's like wearing socks.

Haizhu lay down and I fell on Haizhu again.

I looked at Haizhu, my mind suddenly blank, as if I suddenly had no soul.

This feeling filled me with a burst of fear. I couldn't help speeding up and wanted to find my spiritual feeling.

However, it seems to have no effect. My mind is still numb and blank. It seems that my body is doing things that have nothing to do with my mind.

My inner fear continued to increase and my body began to sweat, not only caused by exercise, but also caused by tension.

The more nervous, the more sweating, the more unable to find the feeling of spirit. It seems that I have become a tool to do that, without thought and soul.

I felt a little flustered, because I seemed to feel that the pillars in raincoats tended to soften.

We can't go on like this. We must succeed this time. I was cruel, gritted my teeth and reached out to turn off the bedside lamp.

The room was suddenly dark.

In the dark, I began to let my brain start. I began to let Qiutong emerge in my mind. I began to think about the intoxicated night in Dandong that night.

Suddenly, my brain became vivid. My mind was full of enthusiasm and passion. It seemed that I was doing that with Qiutong at the moment.

I know that my fatigue comes not only from my body, but also from my spirit.

While feeling relaxed, I felt a strong sense of guilt, which was to Haizhu.

Sorry, Zhu. I don't want to, but I can't. I feel very painful.

After a moment of silence, Haizhu turned on the bedside lamp and began to clean up the battlefield.

I lay there motionless, closed my eyes and dared not look at Haizhu. Haizhu gently took off brother Zhu's raincoat and got up and went out.

After Haizhu went out, I opened my eyes and looked at everything in front of me. At that moment, I wanted to cry.

After a while, Haizhu came back, lay down beside me and hugged my body.

Haizhu whispered tenderly in my ear and reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, lying in my arms like a docile kitten.

I didn't speak. I lay there motionless, opened my eyes, looked at the boundless darkness around, and felt boundless melancholy and loneliness in my heart.

I know that no matter how much I lusted just now, Qiutong won't be mine. After all, she will be Li Shun's woman. I only have pathetic lust for her.

I know that from now on, Haizhu and I have started our day again. Haizhu won't go again this time. I'm going to write a chapter of our life with Haizhu.

In front of reality, morality, conscience and responsibility, Qiu Tong has no choice, and I have no choice.

It seems that this is the only choice for Qiu Tong and me.

It seems that this is the ultimate fate of Qiu Tong and me.

The dream is always higher than the ideal, and the ideal is always higher than the reality. For Qiu Tong and me, with the unity of illusion and reality, we have no dream, and it is impossible to realize even thinking, leaving only the helpless, cruel and powerless reality.

This is fate!

Qiu Tong has long succumbed to his own destiny, so I must face and accept my destiny.

Perhaps, living well with Haizhu, being kind to Haizhu, and living well together is the only way I can go, and it is also Qiutong's deepest and true blessing.

Thinking of this, I sighed deeply in my heart, tried to wave away the sadness and sadness, and then hugged Haizhu's body.

The next day, as soon as I went to work, I went to Qiutong's office and sent her a report.

When I entered Qiutong's office, I was stunned at the first sight of her.

Although Qiu Tong put on makeup, I still saw that her eye sockets were deep and her spirit was haggard. It seemed that she didn't sleep last night.

Handed the report to Qiu Tong, and then I said, "you. Didn't sleep well last night? "

Qiu Tong's body trembled slightly, and then tried to look at me with a smile: "no, I slept well last night."

I didn't speak and kept looking straight into her eyes. She seemed slightly uncomfortable, avoided my eyes and looked out of the window.

I turned and walked slowly out to the door. I stopped and turned back——

Qiutong is looking at me silently. She was watching me leave.

My eyes collided with her again.

At that moment, I seemed to see something from her eyes, but I didn't seem to feel anything.

Qiu Tong seems to see something in my eyes, but he doesn't seem to see anything.

I turned away gently. When I returned to the office, my sad heart suddenly collapsed.

The fish said to the water, you can't see my tears because I'm in the water. Water said, I can feel your tears, because you are in my heart.

In the afternoon, I went to the municipal civilization office to contact a work. I wanted to set up a number of newspaper reading columns and newspaper kiosks in the urban area under the leadership of the municipal civilization office and in combination with the ongoing activities of creating a national civilization city in the city. Among the scoring standards of chuangcheng, newspaper reading column and newspaper kiosk are also one of the scoring items.

This is part of my recent work plan and an important measure to improve the influence of the group's newspapers and expand the stable retail volume of newspapers discussed by Qiu Tong and me long ago. The civilization office has no money, but it has a high position and strong appeal. We pay for it. The two companies jointly run it in the name of the civilization office and the media group. The civilization office has a bright face and political achievements. We get practical benefits.