Falling Dreams, Rising Hopes: Saving Mr. Boyfriend

"I…," Mei Qingyang did not even feel like continuing. But she had to tell the truth to Yu Tian. Otherwise, her decision to make him leave her would not make sense to him. It was complicated, but both the guys were eager. Even Yu Bufan was staring at her from the driver's seat.

She ended up telling them the whole story of how her memories has returned and what all she knew now. The two guys had no idea Li Sibao had gone through so much. They also did not know about this maid called Fangyan. Also, the fact that Feng Yue was hiding Fangyan till now was also very amusing.

But more than anything, the guys were in awe of Yu Rong's prowess in how she made such a gruesome event disappear within days.

"And so? That day when you asked me if I would leave you if all my miseries were because of you, did you ask me because of this?" Yu Tian did not know whether to laugh or cry.

Mei Qingyang nodded.

"And you think I would blame you for difficulties in my life?" he tilted his head looking at Mei Qingyang as if she had been joking this whole time.

Mei Qingyang shook her head. "It is not about you blaming me. I am indeed the culprit. Every time I think about that night, I can't help but feel guilty Tian. You have been suffering every day. If I had not done what I did back then, you would still be enjoying your life in US," Mei Qingyang was still weeping, her voice choking from time to time.

Yu Tian's heart ached for this girl. She must have been so overwhelmed since then and she did not share her burden with him. A look of disappointment also flashed on his face. But she had been so patient with him, she had been helping him out since they had met on that fateful day. Of course she would not know that.

And those little moments were not because of her guilt, she did not even know about his condition or her past. Then those were real feelings. How could she deny them just because of her past? She would not know Yu Rong would call them back just because of her action.

Yu Rong was anyway looking for opportunities to bring him back anyway. She had been trying for a long long time. But he never heeded her instructions. He had to go back because Feng Yue's family had also urged him to come back. If that were the case, there was something really serious happening here. Su Lang had also called them back.

Unfortunately, Su Lang was also on an assignment at that time but their families did do a great job in suppressing the news, so much that they never came to know all that had happened to Li SIbao. That did not make sense at all, until and unless, the two other families lent a hand to Yu Rong too.

"I cannot spend my whole day thinking about the endless possibilities if not for my su… suicide attempt then. And… umph," Mei Qingyang had lowered her head, and she was pouring her heart out when she felt her lips being smothered by his, a familiar scent enveloping her whole body, relaxing her mind instantly.

They were still in the car, which was parked on the shoulder of the road. It was a relatively busy highway but Yu Tian was not bothered about it at all. At first he just wanted to shut her up but his feelings took over and he pulled her body on his l.a.p.

The tongues intertwined and Mei Qingyang shivered from the heat. He had never been this passionate. She was trying to make him go away, what was this opposite reaction? Her thoughts became muddled and she melted in his embrace.

She pounded his c.h.e.s.t a few times, but he did not let her go. In the moment, she ended up letting go and he pushed her on the seat of the car. Yu Bufan at the front was flushed red because of the sensual display behind. He could not find the right timing to leave the car and had to hear the noises in the back.

When Yu Tian left her lips, her whole face had turned crimson red. But Yu Tian did not leave there, he kissed her head, and then licked her tears, working his way downwards slowly, till he kissed her collarbone. A sweet m.o.a.n left Mei Qingyang's lips. She was surprised at her own embarrassing display. Realizing they were still in the car, he stopped.

"I am telling you one last time, to me, neither my aunt nor my dad matter. Yu Rong has always been like that and Yu Ming has been absent my whole life. They are not part of my life anymore. What is precious to me is you, who has been by my side even in worst of the situations one could imagine. So please, I beg you, if that is the only reason you want to break up, don't even think about it," Yu Tian's domineering aura was slowly seeping out, overpowering Mei Qingyang for the first time since they had met.

"They are definitely my family but valuing the people who really matter in my life is something I have learnt from you."

He was still waiting for her answer but her mind had drifted to some other direction. She did not want to stop right now. If… if there was a chance to go all the way… she wanted to have him.

She grabbed his collar and pulled him towards herself, entangling him in a kiss once again. Yu Tian caved in happily and they had another intense kiss, putting them both out of breath.

"Qing Qing, if you keep seducing me like this, my body will stop rejecting you soon," he was feeling the reaction already. His body was finally starting to react to her. To think that the day she brings up separating is the one when his body would tell him to be one with her. What was this irony?

"I… I am still not convinced. I feel like every time I see you, I would remember your face that night again and again. How would I be able to live in peace then?" Although her mind was saying all this, her heart was longing for him. He was half laying on the top of her in the car seat, looking into her eyes. She felt like he was making her reveal all the inner d.e.s.i.r.es she had. But there was still some rationality left in her mind so she voiced her concern still.

"Aren't you being selfish right now? How about this, let's just say that is your punishment for making my life hell all these years?" Yu Tian used her own tactic on herself. If she felt so guilty, she needed to pay for it. What better punishment than seeing his face every day?

"You," she laughed lightly. If that was what he thought, she would gladly accept the punishment.

"Thank God," he suddenly plopped down, covering her body with his, relaxing when he saw her chuckling. "Please don't bring this up ever again. It makes my heart die a slow death. I have told this before to you, but I really cannot live without you anymore Qing Qing. You have become such a drug to me. I don't know how to coax a girl, I do not have any experience like that. I feel lost when I see your tears. I don't really know when I became so dependent on you but…," he stopped his rant and just enjoyed the moment.

Mei Qingyang wrapped her arms around him. He was her best support pillar too. Perhaps she was too stupid to do this on her own. Or she had no choice but to go along with the flow, for now. She had promised herself that she would help him overcome his problem. This was what always made her hold back her decision. Then, she would let him get cured first. She will see afterwards, what to do.

"Sorry, I won't bring it up this casually," she agreed.

"Talk to me if you remember anything else okay? Don't make the decision, seriously, don't give me heart attacks like these. I won't be able to survive next one," he heaved a sigh of relief. He understood her concerns, he really did. But he had never felt bad about her being the one calling him back. Otherwise, he would have never got a chance to meet her.

He would still be living in constant fear of his aunt, even if he was abroad. And she would have called him back through one reason or another anyway. It was pure coincidence that Li Sibao happened to be the reason.

"Bufan, let's go back," he finally got up, his heart lighter than ever. There was a huge burden in it ever since she had asked him that question. Now he knew the reason behind it and had resolved it in time. If the thorn wasn't pulled out in time, it would have festered the wound later.

Bufan started the car on the instruction and drove them home. The two people in the back never let go their hands intertwined with each other. Yu Tian felt closer to her than ever before. He smiled looking at the girl who was still in deep thought. A lot of his psychological barriers had broken today.

But their bodies were not calming down by any means. Mei Qingyang could not even look at him right now, slight extra touch would send electric shocks through her body. What was she to do now that pandora's box had been opened?