Falling for bad girl

In fact, last night, we felt that the incident was quite serious, but after getting up the next day, we found that the newspaper and the news didn't say anything about it. The reason why we felt that the matter was very big last night was that we were in contact with those people. Frankly speaking, it was a circle of people. This matter was spread in our circle, relatively outside, or closed Yes.

But it's good news for me. After all, I'm safe.

Early in the morning, I received a phone call from Duan Hongli. The tone there was a little heavy and said to me, "man, there is something I want to tell you. You are good."

I've never heard Duan Hongli speak to me in this tone, so when I heard this, I felt a thump in my heart and said, "don't scare me. What's wrong with you?"

In fact, I hope Duan Hongli is joking with me, or hearing what happened last night, Duan Hongli wants to knock me, but Duan Hongli doesn't say so, just sighs gently and says, "it's not me, it's su Xiaojie."

……

When I went to Duan Hongli hospital, Su Xiaojie had just been rescued and awakened. Now, the girl's face is not a bit bloody, almost like white paper. During this period of time, she has lost a lot of weight and her eyes are very obvious.

She began to close her eyes, as if to feel me coming, slowly opened her eyes, saw me, and gently smile, just like the grass after the wind and rain, was clearly humiliated, not like it, but still stubbornly strong and stubborn.

"Here it is." Su Xiaojie said.

I nodded and saw that she was a little bit like a big head doll, and her eyes were a bit astringent.

They just said a word, and then they were silent. They experienced that kind of thing yesterday. Obviously, there should be a lot of things to say. Even at that time, Su Xiaojie told me that I was her hero. But today, both of them ignored this topic.

She didn't want to mention it, much less me.

"In fact, I know Since the last operation, I, I know Su Xiaojie coughed for a while, but it was estimated that the cough was involved in the head wound. She had a spasm of pain, and also brought out a large amount of virtual sweat.

"I knew I was dying..." Su Xiaojie suddenly mumbles such a sentence, I heard, eyebrows a pick, want to say her, but did not expect her to stretch out a slender finger on my lips, gently shook her head, said: "listen to me."

Su Xiaojie's eyes flickered on my face for a moment, as if in memory, and then slowly said: "earlier, I was dependent on my sister. My sister wanted to support me to go to university, but I didn't strive for success. I dropped out of high school and went out to work. At that time, I really wanted to go to school. The real reason why she didn't go to school was that my sister married her brother-in-law, and the brother-in-law didn't let her give it I paid for it. I didn't want to embarrass my sister, so I dropped out of school. But I envied others to go to school. I didn't go to university. I thought that college was just like high school. All the girls were clean and clean with horsetail. So I tried my best to keep my ponytail. I wanted to be the same as those college students. Ha ha, am I naive and sad... "

I heard Su Xiaojie's words, slowly shook his head, said: "college students do not like you so pure, you such a girl, is a dream, you do not know how beautiful you are."

For my praise, Su Xiaojie is still very happy to listen to me. She is really good-looking when she laughs, just like a blooming water lily. Su Xiaojie reads fragmentary and says: "I want to talk to you now. While I can still say it, don't bother me. Although I haven't seen it, I know there are many girls around you, so I want to seize the opportunity and seize the most After the opportunity. "

"When we were with my sister, we had a hard time. We grew up in a nursery and were adopted later. But our stepfather was an animal. We almost lost our sister that time. We ran out and wandered for nearly ten years. During these ten years, my sister has done all kinds of work, such as carrying dishes, taking shoes and smashing clothes. But I always go to school in school. I think I've been studying since then I've been through the most miserable thing in the world with my sister, so after I dropped out of school, I didn't feel any difficulties

"But I found that it's hard to live in this society. I haven't graduated from high school. Even some supermarkets don't want me. It's easy to take part in the work. Female colleagues wear small shoes behind their backs, put mice in my quilt, and hide cockroaches in my toothpaste. Male colleagues try their best to take advantage of me. I just want a secure job, just one I don't have a job with 800 yuan to live on. There is no place for me to earn money in this society. "

"Before I met you, I didn't believe there was anyone else in the world who could help me except my sister. You are the only man who doesn't want to take advantage of me, the first man who doesn't want me to sell, and the man who can break into the tiger's den for me, but Why don't I know you earlier? Even if I knew you earlier, there would be no result, because I know that when I come to this world, I will suffer hardships. I am a broom star, so I will want to leave far away, but I didn't think that I almost implicated you, but now it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I want to After I left, no one will affect you, and no one will affect xiaochenchen... ""What nonsense? Why are you so superstitious and broom star? You are such a beautiful broom star. It's estimated that those men have broken their heads. OK, you can take care of yourself here. When it's ready, we'll talk about other things." I can't help comforting Su Xiaojie.

"After I die, can you take my ashes back to the mountains? I want to bury them on the hillside with lilac flowers, where I can see the primary school, where I can hear the children's laughter. I want to look at these children, and I want to be as carefree as they are..."

When I heard Su Xiaojie's last words, I couldn't help but blush and feel sad. Why did God always torture some good people? Why would such a big villain like Lian Hao and Xi Haotian live well, and that clean girl like white paper should be like this?

……

In the next few days, I have been with Su Xiaojie. She is a woman who is extremely easy to satisfy. Even the snowflake that I carry will make her happy for a long time.

The longer you get in touch with her, the more you will hate this son of a bitch society, and you will hate this fucker's life. She is the kind of person who really makes mud but does not dye. However, the soil of the society now is not suitable for her.

The time of coma is getting longer and longer. Although sober and when I am with me, I also like silence more and more. I see that she is very distressed. I know she likes me. I even want to blurt out that I like her for many times. I will take care of her all my life and know that this is a lie. But when I say this to my mouth, I will see her pair I can't tell this white lie without any impurity in my eyes.

One afternoon, on a rare sunny day, the winter sun was lazy and warm. She stretched out her hand and tried to catch the sunlight, but she held it tightly and looked at her face with disappointment.

When I saw her like this, I said with a smile, go out for a walk.

She nodded, now her malignant tumor lumbar nerve, can't walk any more. I pushed her in a wheelchair and walked on the hospital path for an afternoon. When she got to the lake, she suddenly stopped and asked me to push her to the lake.

"Sing me a song..." Su Jie has begun to speak.

I gently touched her hair with a smile and said, "what song do you want to listen to?"

Su Xiaojie gasped and said, "lilac."

I frowned and said, "this song is a bit sad, not suitable." Su Xiaojie just stubbornly refused to speak.

I sighed, and a little hoarse voice spread in the air:

"you say you love lilac best

because your name is it

what a melancholy flower,

sentimental people,

when the flowers wither,

when the picture is fixed,

what a delicate flower,

but can't avoid the wind and rain."

"Plop" a voice came from my side.

I am red in front of my eyes, tears immediately flow out, throat stem can not, open mouth to try to finish that song.

"Floating and shaking my life,

how many beautiful weaving dreams

just like this, you are leaving in such a hurry,

left my life to worry about"

Finally, I couldn't sing any more. I knelt down by the lake and the empty wheelchair. I listened to the screams of panic around me and looked at the shadow of white lotus blossoming in the clear water.

……

Xiaojie left, and finally did not die in a brain tumor, but obstinately chose a happy way home. I know how painful she was in those days. She couldn't sleep every night. She wanted to pry her head open with a hammer. She dared not look at the mirror, for fear of seeing the familiar and strange figure in the mirror.

"The most beautiful time to meet you in the water is the time when you are willing to be away from me

This is Xiaojie's letter to me.