Falling for bad girl

It's true that I studied psychology, but when I was at school, I spent more time playing games than I did in class. Obviously, I failed in this major course. I met 9587 last time, and I still managed to deal with it. But now I have no way to deal with this girl.

After half an hour of nonsense, I poured myself a glass of water with dry mouth. Now what I hope most is that I have a psychology book in front of me. Let me check it.

I was standing at the window drinking water, choked a sweat, the room heating enough, I directly opened the window, want to blow cool wind.

As soon as I opened the window, the wind poured in, with the unique ice of winter and the broken wind of TJ winter. People who live here will know that although it is a high courtyard with iron walls, the wind still comes, freezing me shivering. Originally, I wanted to say to the woman by the wind, but suddenly there was a bird call outside the window.

Chirping, falling on the treetop outside my window, is common. It can't be seen in the ordinary sparrow when I was a child. However, I didn't expect to see this thing here today. The little thing chirped and was naturally a optimist. Although it was solitary, it was dotted on the desolate and withered tree Bai was a little more angry.

Sparrow did not stay long, my mouth just hung up a smile, the little thing fluttered to fly up, toward the high wall, toward the higher sky, the wind blowing, the birds disappeared, the withered tree is still lonely.

Even if I am not in prison, is discipline, but I see this scene, my heart is also uncomfortable, suffocating panic, I can not help but feel the body of smoke, draw out a cigarette.

Suddenly I felt a little numb on my scalp. When I looked back, the cigarette I had just picked up fell directly on the ground. I don't know when, the female prisoner in grey waistcoat who looked like a corpse stood behind me without saying a word. I just said about her appearance, just like a ghost, almost didn't scare me out.

The woman prisoner stood behind me, two dry eyes staring out of the window without saying a word. But the sadness of no vitality made me feel sad. I looked at her empty eyes and wanted to catch something. Was she attracted by the sound of birds just now?

She didn't say, I don't know, but under the corner of the left eye of the female prisoner who was like a mummy, a drop of clear tears came down. There were no red eyes and no moist eye socket, so suddenly fell down.

I have never seen such tears that I touch. It reminds me of the wolf in the cage caught by a village when I was a child. So cruel and unyielding, the cover was broken by a shovel, and all the bones on the body were broken and stuck to the ground, just like a wolf skin. But even so, its eyes still stared at death. The eyes are wild and fierce, full of desire like fire, so urgent, I remember at that time, I also saw such a sudden tear in its eyes.

Although one is like burning the sky and boiling the sea, and the other is like the dead wood penetrating the earth, I know that the different eyes are also full of the desire for freedom.

For a time, I feel my words are poor, what do you use to comfort a hopeless life, a woman destined to spend a lifetime in this high wall prison, language, good pale.

The woman was in a daze. Looking out of the window, I bent down to pick up the cigarette on the ground and lit it up. This scene was a little unusual. A prison guard was smoking with his head down, but his waist was straight. He was a prisoner. He was thin and dry. He looked lonely like a flower in bloom. I felt that if I had a camera to take pictures of it, I might be able to appear in a magazine like National Geographic 。

"Will it come back?" The woman prisoner suddenly opened her mouth to speak. Her voice was as dry as a person. It was estimated that she had not spoken for a long time, which was somewhat ambiguous.

I should have been happy, after all, she spoke, the next thing is easy to do, but I heard what she said, but I was not happy.

I thought about it for a while, and finally said ruthlessly, "I won't come back."

Then, two people are big break's silence.

At that time, I looked at the wall outside the prison and suddenly realized one thing. Ding Xue seemed to be right in saying, "we are going to go out in prison this time. I feel that we should choose from the people who have served a long time in prison. After all, people in other prison areas still have hope, but we are all hopeless. Therefore, this is the last time we see the normal society At that time, I didn't listen to the position of prison District B, but now I see the female prisoners who are also from prison District D. I feel from my heart that all the places should be given to prison District D. at least other prisoners still have hope, but they already know what to do next There is no hope of life.

As soon as this idea appeared, it grew up in my heart like crazy grass, and blurted out, "I can send you out this performance!" As soon as I said this, I regretted it. But before I changed my mouth, the woman turned her head and grabbed me. I was hurt by her thin fingers. Her eyes burst out with a burning desire, like the dying wolf she saw when she was a child. She was convulsed and her mouth opened and closed like a fish caught on the shore. I only knew that this was a great joy and a great sorrow The real most primitive reaction is not to cry, not to scream, to be speechless.Seeing her like this, I really don't have the courage to refuse her. I dare say that if I refuse her, she will not live this evening.

Forget it, don't worry about so much. Since I know what she wants most, I'd better borrow it to chat.

I talked with the female prisoner for a long time. In fact, most of them were from me. She was listening. Since she knew that she would have an opportunity to go out, her whole person seemed to be like a dead tree coming to life. Although she said less than three words in total, she at least let me know that she was in a better state of mind.

There is always a wall in people's heart. We must find the key to enter.

It's also interesting to say. The woman asked me a question in her three sentences. She asked, "is huanzhuge Ge finished?" After I heard this, I almost burst out, but then it was the heartache. It was too pathetic for him. I was almost made to cry by her words.

However, after listening to this, I was more determined. This opportunity to go out must be given to her. Just like Ding Xue said, this opportunity to go out should be given to D prison district!

At lunch time, the discipline of the D prison District came to me, nodded to me and left with the woman. The woman still looked like this, at least on the surface, but in fact, you can see a little hope from your eyes. Although it is small, it is hope after all.

That female discipline seems to know that it is impossible to have any effect. She politely said a few words to me and took the woman to leave. When she went out, the mummified woman suddenly said: "thank you."

The voice was not loud and did not look back, but it was enough to shock me. I felt that it was meaningful to do everything in an instant. She pulled her discipline and gave a direct surprise. She looked at us like a ghost. Her eyes were full of worship.

Sometimes, what we do doesn't need to be rewarded. All we need is a heartfelt thanks. I dare say that the woman who is going to live in prison for a lifetime told me this thank you is the most sincere and heaviest voice I have ever heard.

After the woman left, I picked up the phone to make a call to Director Zhang, but no one answered. I ran to her in a hurry, but the office locked the door and saw someone come out of the office and walked towards the restaurant. I realized that it was time for dinner.

In a hurry, I picked up a few mouthfuls of rice, but I didn't see Dong Jiajia. I didn't know where the little girls had gone. I had to talk about it in the evening. After dinner, I went to Zhang guidi, but I didn't see Zhang guidi, but I found an acquaintance, Liu Hong.

I asked Liu Hong, "Sister Liu, do you know where the director Zhang went?"

Liu Hong returned her mother as if I owed her how much money. She said angrily, "if you don't know, don't ask what you shouldn't ask!"

I was her mother, and I held back my anger and asked, "Sister Liu, do you know how many places are allocated for going out in our prison District, and how is the quota allocated?"

Liu Honggen didn't mean to stop. He walked forward without looking back and said, "I don't know!" She is like a shrew.

I can't help it. I spit at her back and scold her in a low voice. It's Grass Mud Horse's.

But unexpectedly, that Liu Hong body stopped, turned to me and screamed: "what do you say?" His voice was sharp, like a splitting whistle, and he was obviously very angry.

It's over. The dog hears it.