Falling for bad girl

As my mother-in-law said, since I can't give Miao Miao and Yao Yao a sound of security, why should they appear in people's lives like a moth, so that people's original life is blue sea and blue sky, and I'm not as good as a pig and dog.

If I can't give it to you, I'll leave and wish you happiness.

I didn't know whether my blessing was satirical or disgusting. I said to my mother-in-law, "mother-in-law, I want to see Yao Yao for the last time."

Her mother-in-law shook her head and said, "Yao Yao is not asleep. If you see her and give her hope, now, break it. This is their love robbery. After you, these two people will be fine and healthy all their lives, and other people will take care of them."

I watched Miao Miao Juan red face shrink in bed, even now, she also habitually shrink in a corner of the bed, this silly girl will not see? There will not be a silly and a little overbearing voice calling me smelly donkey, and no one has ever tried to seduce me, but also desperately want to sleep with me in the same bed. They are more pure than primary school students, and even do not rely on each other?

The girl with curly eyelashes and deep dimples will never follow me like a little tail. The silly woman who tries to approach me carefully but is afraid to disturb me is gone forever? That sometimes enchanting and charming, sometimes chirping little madman will be coquettish and cute to other men, doodle mouth with a love name with that man, and then wear a big T-shirt and stick out his little tongue to seduce him by the bedside. When sleeping at night, she is small and huddled, but her back is against the arms of other men. After she wakes up in the middle of the night, she feels that the man's generous arms even Will be lazy from the nose issued a comfortable hum, and then like a kitten gently rub against the body, happiness and satisfaction nest in his arms again deep sleep.

Even the little woman I thought would follow me all my life would follow another man's husband and educate his son. She would accompany another man to watch the sunrise and sunset, and show all her joys and sorrows to another man.

From today on, she belongs to another man, a man who has nothing to do with you, but is closely related to her. Chen Kai, you are out of the game. From now on, people's smart smile and beautiful eyes have nothing to do with you. One day, people will wait for a hero to step on seven colorful auspicious clouds, just to save her and hold her heart.

I sit by Miao Miao, looking at the delicate face with big palms under the flickering candle light, and the little girl who seems to have done something unsatisfied in her dream and frowns gently. It is this girl that I can't see. It's the girl who will become a married woman in the future.

I can't insist on it. I always thought that my feelings were well controlled. I always thought that nothing would happen with Miao Miao. But I just thought that when Miao Miao left me, I had at least one thought in my heart. I knew that I could see her, but now, now she is by my side, but from tomorrow on, everything will be different It's more difficult to live than life and death.

Don't talk about beauty's long and short, old people's new clothes accompany you.

The Miao Miao who is sleeping is so beautiful and lovely, just like a newborn baby, but her frowning eyebrows are so white that she has more sadness.

I trembling hand to reach out, touch her delicate eyebrows, that piece of tight sorrow is how I can not heal the sadness, the girl seems to be even in sleep are sad, I move, she seems to feel, like a general cry, and then reach out, gently hold my hand, stuffed into his arms, but also with his own face gently After rubbing for a while, I fell asleep contentedly.

A man, especially when you are about to lose a woman, you think that a woman is going to sleep with others in the same bed, calling the names of other men. Do you feel pain in your heart? Do you want to destroy all this!

But all of this has nothing to do with this woman. What's more, you pretend to be forced to push this woman out. You don't want others. You can't ask others! How can you come here to ask others after they were born, even if it is a son born between their legs, surnamed Zhang, surnamed Wang, and his mother's shit, what does it have to do with you and with you!

I don't want to, I'm not reconciled to it, but what can I do? I already have an agreement on Sansheng's women! I can dare to offend Jin Chong, I can fight with a Bai, I even dare to fight with the black and blind people in the woods, but now what the hell should I think.

Behind the back of my hand is a soft and greasy, with the body temperature of her lover. I never thought about what happened to a man or a woman with Miao Miao. But the pain of this period of time, with the resentment of parting, interwoven into a kind of disorder that made me blush in front of me. I wanted to destroy her, I wanted to pity her. I even thought why I didn't fall to death in this deep pool at that time What kind of chaos can make me have an impulse to go to bed with Miao Miao.

I don't know what I think now. I know I'm an animal, but I think I'll never see a seedling in my life. I think it's better to die.

I don't know if I feel my mind, or the son of a bitch's heart induction, Miao Miao put his hand around my neck, gently circled me, and then the weak and boneless body leaned over, the little red lipstick came over, spit out the fragrance and stick to it, go to the God's law and human relations, to the hell, to the hellI severely kiss the person in front of me, and kiss the woman who may have nothing to do with me from now on, so eager, so fierce, and even with the impulse that I don't understand myself, this girl, who are you going to follow, who are you going to go to bed with! I'm cheap, I'm vulgar, but I don't want to, I don't want to see you again. Without you, the Almighty seedling, I'll look for someone when something happens!

The first time I was so active and treated Miao Miao so damn brutally, I was kissing Miao Miao so seriously, but how could I cry? I couldn't even see the faces of the girls. Now you don't want to have any contact with me. Now Miao Miao! Miao Miao!

"If you don't control yourself, you will not only destroy the seedlings, but also yourself. What can you do for the future she wants?" A ghost like, like a ghost, low voice reverberated in my ears, let my agitated mood instantly poured a basin of cold water, from the beginning to the end.

I want to cry, I want to howl. I ruined you like a beast, but I can't do it. My mouth is separated from her mouth, and even my snot and saliva pull silk away from her.

I looked at her with tears in my eyes. I couldn't stand up straight. I hurt. I hated. I couldn't do anything. You were Miao Miao. You were Yao Yao. But I had long legs. I had Tang Ru. What should I do? What should I do?

I fell heavily on the edge of Miao Miao's bed, choking and gasping, trying to cry, but afraid of waking him up, I could only put my arm into my mouth, and I would like to bite a piece of meat, just to avoid waking her up!

Do you know how hard I am? Do you know how hard it is if I don't see you in my whole life!

The most bitter is that I love you, but we can't be together, these words, said pale, and so on when experienced, that kind of heart rending, only I know, this is a beast now desperate to say to you, cherish the people in front of you, there will always be this and that reason, let two people can't be together, sometimes, I wake up in sleep Come on, open your eyes and see you next to me. It's so nice. Even if it's a dream, please don't let me wake up.

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Finally, it's time to say goodbye. There's no crying and sad difference. There's only this bloody and black smoke scene of hell on earth. When she sleeps again, she doesn't see her. The bag I can't see on my back, facing the land where you raised you, I'd like to say goodbye and never see again. This life, treasure.

I love you too, but I owe you this life.