Falling for bad girl

Just like Xia Yushi said just now, I went to the confinement room to make a gimmick. I thought so before. After listening to Xia Yushi's introduction about the deputy warden, I think so in my heart. I would rather offend Lian Hao, such a powerful man, than a mad dog without any taboo.

Of course, it's impossible to admit mistakes at this time. It's just to stop the mouths of other people in the prison.

The confinement room is now Liang Jing's territory. Seeing me coming, Liang Jing was surprised and a little excited. When she asked me what I had done during this period of time, I gave a wry smile and said, "I don't have time to say that now. Do you have any room in the second floor of the confinement room? Open one for me.

When Liang Jing heard me say this, her chin almost fell to the ground. I said it as if I wanted to open a hotel. Liang Jing was a little embarrassed and said, "director Chen, which prisoner committed the crime again? Now I need the above approval, otherwise I will..."

I shook my head and said, "it's not for prisoners. It's for me. Don't worry. It's absolutely none of your business. I'm going to lock myself up."

After hearing this, Liang Jing exclaimed herself, which was even more inconceivable. She didn't open it for me. Later, she opened a room for me only when I became serious with my black face.

As I said before, this small black room is less than 1.4 meters. If you come in, stand or sit, I will be stuck here like squatting horse step. The key is that your neck can't stand up. As soon as I close the door, I want to cry out.

If this description is not intuitive, I believe that many people who have sat on the upper bunk of a hard sleeper can't stand up when you fold up. Now, this feeling is just one of them.

It's all dark and there's no light. It's like a coffin, even worse than a coffin. When you come in, you can't hear anything except your own heartbeat and breath. It's like you've been completely abandoned by the world.

The panic in your heart is more than the pain in your body.

This is definitely the most difficult time in my generation, and this moment is entirely my own request, what is cruel, cruel to others, that is not called cruel, forcing everyone to kill, but cruel to oneself, that is the real ruthlessness.

In fact, even if Xia Yushi is smart, I can't think of the last reason why I came here. I'm here to atone. Yes, I'm here to atone.

In this life, I always owe two people's love debt. What I bear is not the blood dripping family feud, but the tears that can never be wiped off. At this time, if I say that I don't like Miao Miao and Yao Yao Yao, it's just bullshit. But what can I do? The only thing I can do is to shrink myself in this dark little coffin and suppress it again and again Hysterical thinking, reading, and then deeply miss, this is like the deepest black box in my heart, destined to be forgotten, but also destined to be the heartbreak of my life.

February 12, 2011, I will always remember that day, because it was Miao Miao's birthday.

A birthday that can't even send a blessing.

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I don't know how long it took for me to make atonement. Liang Jing told me that she would stare outside and call her name as long as I couldn't hold on. The only consciousness in my mind was that I couldn't make a sound. Even if I drew white marks on the hard iron with my nails, I was abusing myself After thinking about going out this time, never think of those two girls about flower village.

It's just that they have become the watchman's stone, or see the beautiful bride in other people's red makeup, I can't know any more.

Later, she didn't wake up and heard a noisy voice coming from outside. Then Liang Jing seemed to call me outside. I wanted to answer, but subconsciously she didn't say anything. Then with a loud noise, she felt a trance in front of her eyes and seemed to be the voices of all kinds of people

Later, when I was taken to the office, I slowly shook my head and had a little consciousness. I looked at the people around me vaguely, and I could feel the most hostile eyes in front of me. It was the deputy warden, then the deputy political commissar, the director of the political office, and the chief captain. Besides the union, there was the warden who was transferred away, as if he was the leader in charge It's all here.

"Chen Kai, what's going on here?" It was the director of the political office. Before I left, I tried to woo this person. She had the best relationship with me.

I gasped for breath and said feebly, "Lord, director, I was wrong. I did this wrong. I shouldn't have played this joke with the deputy warden. You know, the female staff in our prison are so bored that I want to cooperate with the deputy warden to play a part with them Realizing that I'm not doing the right thing, I immediately put myself in jail. Am I, deputy warden

At the beginning, I made a joke about it. No matter what you said, I was joking. Of course, these people all know what I said is bullshit, but who can't find out a way to say it. Anyway, I'm an old man in the prison. I must be closer to them than the deputy warden.So when the director of the political office heard this, he opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

The deputy warden looked at me with a black face on the edge and mumbled, but he didn't say anything. The captain said, "even if it's a joke, I heard you did it at that time. It's against the law! What do you say

At the beginning, I had enough food for the captain. When the earth was setting up the small shop outside, I paid to inquire about the captain, and I didn't let him go to the blank to keep the extra money. How could I say such a thing again?

"Speak up! Tell me the truth! Who gave you the courage to beat the warden! " The captain got angry this time and yelled at me.

On hearing this, the deputy political commissar frowned, but did not speak. Now in prison, aunt Bai is the most senior official, but aunt Bai is not feeling well. Although the deputy political commissar will be a little older than the Deputy prison, the rights of the organization inside the prison are not as good as those of the Deputy prison, so the current situation is that I do The most powerful one in our prison.

"I said, didn't I beat the deputy warden? I just played with the deputy warden. Captain, this shit pot can't be put on people's heads. "I didn't buy the captain's account from the beginning. It was something.

When the captain heard this, he patted the table fiercely and roared: "dare to talk back. When so many people see it, do you dare to quibble?"

The deputy political commissar now said, "don't get excited. We are all colleagues. Since Chen Kai was just in prison, we all watched him grow up. When did he do something out of the ordinary? As for the things that he did that were beneficial to our prison, I don't need to say. Now Chen Kai has realized his mistake. Besides, it is a misunderstanding How do you feel about it, Shaqiu

Now I know that the deputy warden of yuebi is called Shaqiu. I hope he can catch this and make trouble. I have a deep foundation in this prison. Even if I go to the provincial level, I will be punished at most and will never be dismissed. But this kind of thing happened to Shaqiu when he just came here. What will the top think of him? He has no city government in this way It's easier to clean him up.

But when Sha Qiu heard this, his face became more upright and said: "everything is based on work. Unite with comrades. Although I know that there are still many shortcomings and bad habits in our prison, I know that under our leadership, these bad habits will be corrected. Xiao Chen has realized his mistakes and punished himself this time. I think that's the matter 。”

With these words, Shaqiu stood up and shook hands with me with a big stomach, and said, "Comrade Chen, you must not have any psychological burden. The organization needs people like you who are willing to use their brains." With that, he patted me hard on the shoulder, then turned around and left.

The captain went out with me. I squinted and looked at the back of the two men. I didn't speak. The fox was quite tolerant.

"Chen Kai, I'm not talking about you. You've just come back. Why are you provoking him?" The director of the political office seemed really anxious and said it in front of the deputy political commissar.

The deputy political commissar patted me on the shoulder and then left with a sigh. Later, the director of the political office left to scold me. NIMA, this girl has no heart. Even if I don't offend him, will he let me go! Since I want to do it, I don't want to be led by others everywhere.

After being scolded by the director of the political office, I went out to find that I was about to leave work. After thinking about it, I went to see Fang Yang first. I knew that the girl was OK and went out from work.

I used to take a taxi to the new world. It was the first time I came back in such a long time. So as soon as I entered the door, the younger brothers and the waiters who watched the venue rushed over like crazy. Sometimes you feel very puzzled. Usually, I am not very good to these people, but when I see them like this, I am really warm, especially those who watch the venue Brother, most of them are big black belt. When I come back, they don't look bright.

In fact, the most unexpected thing for me is that the acquaintance I met in KTV is now checking accounts with her head down. I saw her a little embarrassed, and I remembered that pair of white flowered things in my mind. It was Xiaocui, the woman who had slept with me all night last night.