Falling In Love With A Broken Hearted Man

"HEY.." He calls. We're here at shore again and I think Noah thinks I'm so pathetic for acting like that earlier.

I don't wanna think about it but seeing this man beside makes me recall all those shits that I did. My freakin' dignity got stomped and I think I wouldn't be able to face anyone anymore..

"Hey, that's alright. She will understand it, baby.."

He explained to me why did they talked like that earlier and it made me more sick for finding out about it. I'm so stupid for assuming things like that.. I'm so stupid for making a scene with no proof. Shit.

"Can I just stay here, Noah?" I showed him how frustrated I am. I don't know how to face everyone now.

"I told you, she would understand baby.."

"But I called her a bitch. I didn't know that she's just going to help you on surprising me.. But I ruined everything.." I bit my lip.

"No. She would understand it. I'll make her understand,"

"She doesn't need my apology anyway.." I looked away.

It's not that I didn't want to apologize, but this is just a matter between me and Noah. She just got..involved..

But you did it to her, Raine!

I closed my eyes. I have so many problems and here it is. Bugging me like I did a very big mistake in my life. Oh, I hate this. Ugh!

He held my hand and smile. I know I messed it up. I messed everything. From his plan and to this.. I just can't think of this shits now, It's making me feel worried.

"I hate messing up, Noah. You know how I want everything to just fine and okay.. But look what I've done," I sigh.

I won't blame him for being disappointed for my reckless acts. I can't blame anyone for feeling that..

"Drake is calling me.." He showed me his phone.

"Damn it!" I took his phone and answered it.

My brother is calling. Maybe something's up in our home, so I have to answer it.

I look at the sea and hear his words. "Sis.."

His voice sounds weak. Oh god. What happened again?

"I don't mean to interrupt but--"

"No, you don't. Please tell me.."

I don't care if I'll get hurt again. I was kind of used to it, you know. I used to be hurt by my dad and It's not new to me.

"Dad, hit mom--"

"WHAT?!"

"Calm down, sis--"

"NO! WHY WOULD HE FUCKING DO THAT! AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR HIS FREAKING TOY? WHAT THE FUCK!"

"We called the police and they took him now. Mom's with us,"

"HOW IS SHE? WHERE ARE YOU?"

Noah's face looks worried. I know he wants to know what's happening but I can't tell him right now.

"We're here at the St. Peter hospital--"

"Okay, I'll be there! Don't leave, mom,"

I immediately stood up and Noah came in front of me.

"What happened?" He asked.

My eyes watered. My head is filled with so much thoughts now, I was worried with my mom so much. I hope she's okay. I won't forgive my dad if something bad happens to my mom--

"RAINE!" Noah shook my body. He's now holding my both arms.

"Raine, you can't be weak right now. Tell me what's wrong and we'll gonna do something about it," His eyes are pleading. I stare at him unconsciously, I don't know what to do anymore. Everything seems black. I can't move a little.

I can't even speak. Shit.

"Baby.." He touched my cheeks. "Please..tell me.."

My tears fell down my cheeks. I breathe heavily and try to speak.

My hands are also shaking for panicking like this. I hate this feeling!

"My mom is in the hospital, my dad hit her I don't know what happened, Noah. I'm not there and my brothers brought her to the hospital--"

"Okay, we'll go there," He cuts me and dragged me.

"Noah.."

"Where's the hospital, Raine?" He asked.

"In the St. Peter's hospital," He nods and we went to his car.

"W-what about the beach, Noah--"

"Stop thinking about the beach. Your mom is in danger, baby!" He starts the engine. "Seatbelt, please,"

I did what he said and I watch him drive the car towards the road. I care about my mom so much even if she caused me so much pain right now. I can't afford to see her suffer or even hurt like this.

I wanna curse my dad for hitting her and I know which among them were at fault.

And dad will fucking pay for this!

"Don't panic baby, I'm here okay?"

His glances indicates how worried he was right now and I shouldn't make him feel that, we might get into an accident if I do that. I bit my lip and look at the window.

I hope my mother is fine..

"She'll be fine. Don't worry too much, okay?"

"I can't be okay, Noah.. I can't.."

"Then, please.. Calm down.."

"I am.." The trip went farther than I expected. I didn't know that this place would take long! I wanna cry again for worrying too much. I even asked Noah to drive faster. My brothers are waiting for me and I was kind of late. I wanna go there early as possible!

"We're here.." His voice filled my ears. I didn't know that I slept for waiting.

His eyes are smiling bright in front of me. It calmed me and to the thought of we're here now. My heart beats so very fast! I immediately fixed myself. Noah was looking at me now and his deep stares are making me pout.

"I'll stay with you, Raine." He touched my face.

"You don't have to. You have your own priorities, Noah. Your shop needs you too.."

"You need me more than that. I can't fucking choose that,"

"I can manage it, myself Noah,"

"I'm sorry but I can't leave you alone here, baby." He kissed my forehead and went outside.

He opened the car door for me and we head inside. The hospital is very huge. I didn't know that we have this kind of hospital here now. I feel so old while looking inside. The doctors are everywhere and it makes me feel nervous as we go near to the nurse help desk.

I was startled when Noah held my hand. I looked at him and he smiles, "Don't panic, baby. She'll be fine.."

If I could only think about that baby. If only that's easy to think about it..

"You think so?" He nods.

"Excuse me.." He says on the nurse in front of us.

"Yes, sir? How may I help you with?"

"Uh. Can you find a patient named Elle Scott?"

We waited for her when she encode something on the computer.

"You'll find her on the room 415, please go this way, Ma'am and Sir.." She lead the way to the right hallway and we head there immediately.

I wanna see my mom so bad.

"We're almost there," Noah smiles.

I smiled at him, I felt nervous for this. What if she's not okay? What if she's badly injured?

Then we found her room. I slowly opened the door and found my mom lying on the bed and her left arm were covered with a thick bandage. Her face was bruise with so many scars.

I slowly took a step towards her. She's sleeping and my brothers are beside her. I was literally feel so disappointed inside. Disappointed that I didn't get to save her from my dad. That I left and made her feel alone..

"Raine.." Seb's emotional voice calls me.

I turned my eyes at him, his eyes are swollen and his nose were kind of red. Sign that he cried.

"I'm here now.. I'm sorry.." I cried and they started to hug me.

I can hear the whimpers of Seb as they hugged me and how his backs moved from his sobs. Drake was just silent and I know he's in pain too..

"Mom broke her left arm.." I cried more for that. From the news that deafening my ears. I can't accept how things went like this. This is really heartbreaking..

They let of me and smiled. "But, she's okay now. She undergone a surgery while you're gone--"

"What? But that's a few hours ago!"

"I'm sorry, Sis. But when you left mom and dad had a huge fight and we didn't get to tell you sooner because we don't want to ruin your peaceful time.."

No.

My eyes watered again for that fact. Damn it! It makes me mad how I see my mom in a situation like this. She doesn't deserved all of this! Fuck!

"You're not, Seb. This is our family, we should help each other and we shouldn't leave everyone.. You know I'm always here even if it means I'll be hurt again.."

"That's why we didn't tell you.. We don't want you to get hurt again but then, I'm sorry.. We needed you.."

"No, that's fine. I'll be alright as long as your okay.. I'll be your shelter even if it breaks me. I'm your big sister and I have a priorities to protect you and our family.."

"But dad isn't our family! I hate him! Please don't let him go near us, Raine.." Seb cries.

"Stop crying, Seb. We should be the one to block dad for going near mom and Raine," Drake says.

I can see how angry my brothers are. Their eyes were full of hatred and pain. I didn't know that my dad would come this far. And whatever his reason is..

I won't accept it anymore..

Never..

To be continued...