Farmer Medical Beauty

"No more." Gu Caiwei waved her hand and lay on the bed like a dead fish again. "It's better for LV Bao to cook well at noon... Look at him, but he's good at cooking."

As she spoke, she looked at Song duo secretly.

Song duo's hand seemed to shake, then he put the spoon back as if nothing had happened.

Just as Gu Caiwei was disappointed that he didn't want to mention it in time, song duo sat back by the bed, reached for her hand, put it in the palm of her hand, and said, "Minmin, tell me something about her."

Gu Caiwei looked at Song duo in disbelief and stammered: "cousin, you..."

Song duo gave a wry smile and said, "how can I let you suffer in vain after you have been punished so heavily for her? Deng Bo and Sui Yi told me something, but I still want to hear you tell me. Once upon a time, you said that I was too paranoid for you to tell me the truth. "

Gu Caiwei shook her head: "not afraid, not willing." She looked up at Song duo, eyes blurred, "cousin, I also have a biological mother, later she did not want me. But the difference is that I knew from childhood that she ran away with people and didn't want me. I miss her and hate her. When I grow up, I often fantasize that she has difficulties. For example, her father did not treat her well, and even wondered if she was terminally ill and didn't want to make me sad... I gave her countless reasons. It was only when I saw her and asked her for confirmation personally, and she looked at me and hated me that I completely gave up my heart. "

Song duo listened quietly and reached out to wipe her tears.

"Cousin, I know the taste of being completely abandoned, the feeling of being rejected by the whole world, so I'm not willing to let you taste it." Gu Caiwei calmed down and said quietly, "so I want to find out before I tell you. But, cousin, you are luckier than me, really. "

"The Pei, who had been dating Xie a long time ago, she, she knew that, but she never shed tears in front of you because of you. She was afraid that you would suffer hardships when you were young. Later, she would be killed by the queen..." Gu Caiwei told song's experience together. "After she remembered you, uncle Lu, who is now her husband, saved money to accompany her back to the capital, But at that time, when you entered the palace, she kept watch all the time; Later, you went to the southeast with your uncle, and then she moved to the southeast with her family, and then to the border town... She didn't even dare to look for you, but only imagined that she could peep at you one day. "

Song duo took Gu Caiwei's hand and unconsciously made a little effort.

Gu Caiwei continued: "cousin, I'm not a mother, but I don't think I will be as heartless as my mother, but I don't know if I can do it. She loves me so deeply, even... Humble. At first I treated her, but because she gave birth to you, but now, I really love her. I know you can't accept uncle LV and LV Bao, but they didn't apologize to you. Uncle Lu is a good man. He saved her and gave her the happiness that a woman should have. Over the years, he connived at her without any bottom line. In order to follow you, he lived in no fixed place and scattered all his wealth; He doesn't know who you are, but just because his mother wanted to find his half brother, he came here fearlessly, one by one. "

Song Duo is still silent.

Gu Caiwei said in a low voice: "even if I don't recognize her, let me be an ordinary relative and see her every new year. Cousin, "she put her other hand on his fist," today's affairs are all kinds of wrong. I've been beaten. I'm wronged, but I can't blame you when I think about it. But you whipped me in front of her face. I really can't forgive you

"Min Min, you are right to complain." Song duo whispered, "that whip is really a disaster for you. I'm angry."

"Sometimes I lose my temper for no reason," Gu Caiwei said. "My cousin is tolerant of me. Besides, he is so angry that he doesn't really give up on me, so I'm not angry with you for that. I'm angry, how can you be so bad, so to stimulate her? You don't know anything, only from your own feelings, have you ever thought of her slightest pain? Do you think she had a chance to choose every step God arranged for her? "

Song duo said: "I... I really don't know..."

"Is it not a sin to know?" Gu Caiwei murmured, "but cousin, do you want to go and verify it? You can be cold-blooded or unsmiling, but you're so hard on her. Cousin, I'm really disappointed... I have no relationship with her, and I still can't bear to leave her, such as Deng Bo and Sui Yi. After the investigation, I can't bear it. But you, you were born in October when she was pregnant

Song duo's face showed unprecedented weakness and entanglement. He held her and said, "Min Min, let me think. I'm in a mess now."

Gu Caiwei was sad to see him like this.

However, song Duo is just an ordinary person. He can make mistakes, get to the top of a bull's horn, and be vulnerable sometimes. This, together with his overbearing, cold and tough, gentle and so on, constitutes the flesh and blood person Gu Caiwei deeply loves.

However, she hoped that he would be better and get rid of the estrangement in her heart. Because of love and hatred, the tangle was like a thorn on the tip of her heart. It would hurt when she touched it.

"If it hadn't been for the spy, I would have talked to my cousin Haosheng tonight." Seeing that he didn't speak, Gu Caiwei continued, "I think my cousin will understand her difficulties, so before I left, I said that I would go to see her; My cousin said that I couldn't sleep for ten days... Unexpectedly, it turned out to be true... "

With that, she couldn't help feeling sad and her eyes were red again.

I know the truth, but I don't want to be wronged, and I don't agree with the pain.

Song duo whispered: "don't cry, rub your eyes more seriously." After a pause, he leaned on her pillow, facing her four eyes, and moved his lips several times. Finally, he said, "compassion, I've wronged you, too... I've suffered, I've suffered my mother..."

Gu Caiwei cried out with a cry.

Song duo's tears also revolved in his eyes, but he refused to cry.

Waiting for Gu Caiwei's cry to fade away, song duo said, "you're good to keep. When you're good, shall we go to see your mother?"

Gu Caiwei stares at the red and swollen eyes and says, "no, my cousin will go tomorrow."

Song duo was embarrassed and at a loss: "Min Min, I'm clumsy. I used to treat her like that. Last time I met, I lifted the table. I need you to turn around..."

Song duo was at a loss to meet his mother, who had not met for nearly 20 years.