Farmer’s Little Girl

  Chapter 3061 Gathering

   "I've figured it out clearly," Bai Shan said, lifting his chin slightly: "Although I want to live, but humans are inherently dead, I only hope to live up to my conscience, and I can live a frank and open life. If I can't, I'll die well."

  Zhou Man thought so at the time, so the two of them came to the imperial capital and went into the palace again.

  Although the enmity and hatred have gone away from them now, the key points in my mind at the time and the ambitions I have made have not changed.

  He still hopes that he will live up to his conscience in the future and live a more open life.

  Bai Shan asked Yin or, "How about you, do you understand?"

   Yin or smiled slightly: "No."

  White Jiro turned to look at him, "I didn’t want to understand that you are so happy?"

"But it is no longer a problem for me," Yin Or said: "Whether I live or die, I don't regret that I have been here in this life. ."

  He wanted to live before, but more often he wanted to die.

  He felt that it was suffering to live, but he was reluctant to let him die, and he was very unwilling. He obviously came into this world, but he left without having time to do anything.

  He has never been outside the scope of the capital. The farthest place he reached is Shiliting on the outskirts of Beijing. He went to see off his father when he was young.

When he was dying of illness, he once dreamed of that scene back and forth in his dreams. It was obviously a very ordinary road, a very ordinary roadside pavilion and trees, but he kept thinking, thinking, and riding by himself in the dream. Right away, he left without looking back, leaving Beijing, his family, and even himself behind.

  It seems that the person riding the horse is him, but it doesn’t seem to be him...

   Waking up from his dream at the time, he was thinking, why on earth is he still reluctant to die?

  It is so painful to be alive. When you reach adulthood, you will die after leaving behind. Or you die in such humiliation, why can’t you just die now?

  He thought for a long time before he figured it out, because he wanted to be the "Yin Or" who rode on a horse in his dream and left without looking back.

  Although he still hasn't become the Yinor, he still stays in the crowd, but he can really get out of the ten-mile long pavilion and walk down the long official road.

  He had been to the Western Regions, and now he went to Qingzhou and saw the sea. He was dead at this time. Although he still regrets in his heart, he will not be so unwilling.

  Bai Erlang looked at Yin Or, then turned to look at Bai Shan, his eyes flashed by the smiles on their faces, he hummed, turned his head, and looked at the sunset.

  He said: "I don't want to have so much, as long as I have a good time."

  Bai Shan gave him a warning look and said, "Don't write your divine miscellaneous notes, or I won't care if you are happy."

   Bai Erlang was silent, and after a while suddenly jumped long, and ran a long way out before shouting at him: "That's my book, you don't want to change my manuscript!"

  Bai Shan:...

   Yin or Pu Chi laughed out, Bai Shan couldn’t help asking him, “Have you read his manuscript?”

  Yin or shook his head, "I read the Westward Journey, but I didn’t see the Immortal Miscellaneous."

  Bai Shan raised his eyebrows, and when he decided to go back, he asked Bai Erlang for the manuscript.

  They were stationed here at night, and the servants slept in thatched huts very nervously, "We will not be caught and go to jail?"

   "No, no, isn't it already digging the road and rebuilding it? Everyone else went back, so we will stay."

  "Who is to blame? It's not that you cut corners. If the road you built was so bad, could we be left by the adults to rebuild it?"

   "Fart, do you think you can run away?"

   "I went out to dredge, how did I know that you build roads like this?"

   "Anyway, none of you can run away. Think about how much soil you have digged less before. This is counted on you."

  The other people living in the house panicked, rolled over anxiously, and asked, “Are we really going to be arrested and sent to jail?”

  "It is also possible to be exiled. The offender is either in jail or exile, right?" One person said: "In general, you can't cut us just because we haven't built the road, right?"

   "Don't, don't be scary, I think the county grandfather is very good to us. I have served for five years. This is the first time I have been able to eat a full meal while serving."

   "Yes, the county grandfather doesn't look like a bad person."

   "I didn't say that the county grandfather is a bad person, aren't the bad guys us now? Isn't that county grandfather dealing with bad guys justified?" Someone in the dark said: "I just thought that we did bad things, can we still die?"

He said: "Although the county grandfather is good to the servants, he is also very cruel to the bandits. The ones in Dajing Village who were beheaded and deported before were all arrested, and none of them were left. ?"

   "Then, what shall we do?"

  Bai Shan yawned and blew out the candle. He lay on the crunchy wooden bed and said to the two people: "Stop talking trivialities, go to sleep."

  White Jiro asked: "When shall we go back? I think it is clear."

  Bai Shan put his hands behind his head and sighed: "Do you think I don't want to go home? Seeing that they are lazy today, it is estimated that they will have to be repaired until the day after tomorrow. We will leave after we deal with them."

  He paused and said, "Otherwise you will go back tomorrow?"

  He thought it was a good idea, and he said: "It's okay if you go back, you can just help them."

   Baijiro: "Do you help Zhouman?"

  Bai Shan gave him a elbow, "Respect, that's your senior sister."

  White Erlang couldn't help but sit up from the bed, "That's still my younger brother and sister! You don't bully me, huh, I won't go back, if I go back alone, they will definitely talk about me and think I am lazy!"

  He wants to be informed, but it does not mean that he is willing to go back and be scolded.

  Bai Shan felt that he was guilty of laziness again, so he wanted to explain "reason" to him. Yin or smiled and persuaded him. As he was about to pull the two away, a loud shout came from outside the house, "What do you want to do?"

  The three people in the room stiffened, glanced at each other in the dark, and immediately got out of bed.

  The guards shouted loudly outside the house, "Bold, adults are resting here, don’t you go back soon?"

  Bai Shan grabbed Yinor, turned his head and said to Bai Erlang, "You stay here to accompany Yinor."

In the moonlight, his expression could not be seen clearly, but Bai Erlang still nodded, and then reached out his hand to grasp Yin Or firmly, and said to him: "Let him go, he is better than us, and he is still ill-tempered. After learning the stick method, now I have more strength, and hitting people is particularly painful."

  Bai Shan has opened the door and went out.

  Fangxian Cheng and Mr. Cui, who live next door, also hurried out wearing their clothes. Seeing so many people gathered in front of the thatched hut, they immediately shouted, “What are you gathering here late at night for? Why don’t you get out!”

  　See you at 11 pm

  (End of this chapter)