Farming Princess: Start From Scratch

In the moonlight, Yan Jingyan looks at Xu Yao's face and looks at the ground with regret.

"Xu Yao, I really miss you..."

This is probably the first time that he has been so decadent and helpless since he ascended the throne. These days, he has been dealing with government affairs. As a new emperor, he must stand up to heaven and earth in any aspect.

He has never been so lost for other reasons. He used to be sad because he couldn't find her, but now he is sad because he didn't treat her well.

Now Yan Jingyan's heart is only regret, because he didn't expect to see her again, still bring her hurt.

Originally thought that after coming back this time, he could keep her by his side, and give her the best life and the best protection, but did not expect to bring such a painful situation.

Think of here, Yan Jingyan's heart is more not taste, Fu in Xu Yao's hand sobbing.

The moonlight gently scattered down, looks like a poor child, there was a cry in the room, there was no movement.

On the bed, a tear from the corner of Xu Yao's eye slipped down her cheek and fell on the pillow.

The next day, Yan Jingyan wakes up from Xu Yao's room and has nothing to eat. He directly takes up the basin and the handkerchief to help Xu Yao clean her face.

Until the early court time, Yan Jingyan reluctantly let go of Xu Yao's hand, changed his clothes and went to court. After waiting for the next court, he quickly ran back to Xu Yao's side and watched her closely, for fear that she would have any mistakes after she left.

The sun came in through the window and shone on Xu Yao's bed. Under the sun, Xu Yao opened her eyes slightly, looked at Yan Jingyan lying by the bed in front of her, and continued to lean on her pillow and look out of the window.

She had a long, long dream. She dreamed that she had returned to the place where she had lived before. Yan Jingyan and himself still stayed together as if nothing had happened. They were happy every day.

Mother, uncle Zhong and Ling Feng are all around, and Xiaofang has found her own belonging. And she is still in business, Yan Jingyan and ordinary people's men help themselves to do small business every day, every day sunrise and sunset.

Thinking of this, Xu Yao shook her head helplessly and laughed at herself.

At this time, Yan Jingyan felt something and suddenly woke up. He raised his head and saw Xu Yao with his eyes open. Looking at this scene, Yan Jingyan, who was still sleepy just now, got up from the stool.

"Xu Yao, are you ok? Do you want me to call Taiyi? " Yan Jingyan looks at Xu Yao who finally wakes up in front of her and quickly reaches out her hand, grabs her hand tightly and says aloud.

He has been waiting for her to wake up every day these two days, but there has been no movement for so many days. Today saw her finally had a little angry, this let Yan Jingyan's in the heart cannot help but be happy to bloom.

Hearing Yan Jingyan's voice, Xu Yao turns her head and looks at him indifferently. Her eyes are full of complicated emotions.

Looking at the silent Xu Yao in front of him, the smile on Yan Jingyan's face suddenly froze, and his expression became dignified, feeling that the whole person became very frustrated.

"Yao Yao, I know you are blaming me! I know it's all my fault, I'm wrong! If you tell me what you want to do or what you want, I will promise you! "

Yan Jingyan was staring at Xu Yao in front of him, and his face was full of anxiety.

Maybe it's because of the medicine, maybe it's because of the injury. Now she still doesn't have any strength, and she can't make a sound.

Xu Yao looked up at the man with blood in his eyes and said softly, "you... Let me go..."

She can't see the person in front of her more and more. She used to think about people day and night. She didn't expect that meeting now would be like this. Thinking of this, Xu Yao can't help closing her eyes.

Yan Jingyan heard Xu Yao's words, the whole person is silent, no longer say anything. Looking at the sad expression on Xu Yao's face in front of him, he felt very sad, and felt that all his emotions were suppressed in his heart.

Two people just lie down and one looks at each other face to face without a word in between. It looks like two sculptures are standing in the room.

"Is it because of him?" After a long silence, Yan Jingyan looked up at Xu Yao and said softly.

He looked at the woman he loved most in his life in front of him. His heart was full of sadness. He didn't know how to face her.

He didn't dare to hold her in his arms, and he didn't dare to push her out, because he was moreNow Yan Jingyan feels like a doll abandoned by others. He feels like the loneliest person in the world.

After listening to Yan Jingyan's words, Xu Yao opened her eyes and nodded her head gently. Tears in her eyes also rolled down to the pillow.

She doesn't know why she is like this. The person she miss so much has finally appeared in front of her, but now she has to set him thousands of miles away.

Think of here, Xu Yao's heart is more uncomfortable, tears keep flowing down, teeth keep biting the mouth, strength is about to bite the bleeding mark.

"I know!" Yan Jingyan looked at Xu Yao, nodded gently, turned around and went out.

Looking at the big tears on Xu Yao's face, he only thought that it was because he was forced and couldn't be with the man.

After that night, Yan Jingyan was devastated and felt like he had been hit hard. Somewhere in the heart is empty, like a piece of it has been stolen.

Xu Yao looked at Yan Jingyan left after the empty room, the whole person more sad, let go of the voice and cried loudly, tears wet half a pillow.

In the following days, Xu Yao has been recuperating, sometimes lying quietly in bed, sometimes out in the sun.

Yan Jingyan sometimes came to visit, but there was not too much communication. He sat down and left in a hurry. He never stayed more than one cup of tea.

Day by day, Xu Yao has been here for more than half a month. She is thinking about her life outside the palace every day.

She suddenly found that she yearned for freedom, just like a caged bird yearning for the blue sky.

Her body is also under the care of the little servant girl and the little father-in-law, getting better and better, and becoming able to run and jump. But every day she is like a little old woman lying in the yard in the sun, like an old man who has been dozens of years old, going through the vicissitudes and seeing through everything