Farming Princess: Start From Scratch

From the tone and expression of Chongyu building, she could see how much he loved his mother.

In the first half of my life, my mother really suffered too much and shed too many tears. But in the latter half of her life, she really got her own happiness and found her own happiness!

Maybe it's a very sad thing for a woman to wait for a man with unknown return date. After all, she doesn't know whether she is waiting for an uncertain future.

To give up what you love in your heart and marry a man without any feelings is probably the most painful thing in a woman's heart.

Over the years, she stayed in Li's house, doing what a wife should do every day, but she didn't get what a wife should do. She married a man she didn't love, but she tried her best to treat the one she loved, but she didn't get what she deserved.

Mother and daughter have been abused by the first lady and the second lady in the mansion. Even their daughters can climb on her head. It can be said that those days were the darkest in her life.

During her days there, she thought about leaving the warm world without kindness every day. Only the arrival of her daughter gave her hope to live. From that moment on, the daughter became her heart inside all, let her more strong, no matter what happened will be silent patience.

Later, the mother and daughter were driven out of the house, and the sudden growth of her daughter surprised her a lot, but in fact, she didn't know that her daughter had already died. Now standing in front of her is just another person's soul in her own daughter's skin.

Think of here, Xu Yao's heart is full of emotion, back to think of this mother extremely sad sad past, the heart is also very sad.

Although she is not the mother in her true sense, in her heart, the blood of the two people has been thicker than water, and she has already become her closest relative.

These days, the only thing she can trust in the world is her family, because they are all of her.

Looking at the father who was still immersed in sadness in front of her, Xu Yao felt a burst of pain in her heart. I feel that it's all like what I've experienced. I still feel very bad in my heart.

"Yao Yao, if you have someone who wants to live and die with you, don't hesitate. No matter what happens, don't go against your heart! Because then you will really regret it. You may blame yourself for life like me

Heavy jade building looking at the ground, suddenly raised his head to look at the daughter seriously, said aloud.

This is probably the most important admonition he gave his daughter, because once you do something, you can't go back. If you do not grasp every moment, then in the end, only regret and sadness will remain.

Perhaps some mistakes, committed is a lifetime, become the shackles of their soul.

After listening to his father's words, Xu Yao nodded her head gently. There was an unspeakable pain in her heart. I feel like my heart is blocked by a big stone, and I can't breathe. I will suffocate in the next second.

Xu Yao looked at the ground and was silent for a while. She looked up at Chongyu building and said in a low voice, "Dad, did you have any prospects later? And then what happened? Why don't you get your mother back? Maybe you two can be together for the rest of your life

Xu Yao looks at the heavy jade building with a puzzled face. She has a bad taste in her heart. Maybe if he had been more bold, there would have been no such tragedy. Maybe he and his mother would have been happy instead of being lonely for half of their lives.

Fortunately, the two people finally stumbled together, and they were burdened with too much grievance and sadness. If they had done so at the beginning, there might not have been so many things, and they would not have gone as Xu Yao is now, and they would not have such a sad self

"Of course I want to, but I can't! Lan'er has a family of her own. Yes, she has given birth to a daughter, that is you! Looking at her seemingly happy life, I really can't bear to break all this! I can't ruin her happiness because of my selfishness! That's really unfair to her! "

Heavy jade building side said side with hand tightly pull fist, nail into the meat, the palm of the hand skin are broken, the red blood along the wrist flow down, drop on the ground, in the land out of the gorgeous flowers.

"Dad, don't you think your mother is not happy at all these years? She has suffered too much in Li's house over the years. She lives a very proud life every day

Xu Yao looked at the heavy jade building with a guilty face in front of her and said softly.

Hearing this, Xu Yao could not help feeling that they were both worried about each other. Dad, who could have been with his mother and embraced happiness, chose to give up his love and leave the person he was most concerned about for the sake of his mother's apparent "happiness" and spent most of his life outside alone.But he did not know how many years his mother, who was waiting and looking forward to him, had been waiting for him in the dark place of Li's house.

The original sentence "waiting for me" has been waiting for decades, until the old age.

Think of here, Xu Yao's heart is not taste, for the two people in front of the heart is very uncomfortable, feel inside the heart for two people unfortunately.

After hearing Xu Yao's words, Chongyu Lou raised her hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. She lowered her head and said in a soft voice, "I don't know where she is. I thought she was very happy! Just because of this, I choose to let go, because I don't want to drag her down and make her unable to lift her head all her life! If I had known her life in Li's mansion, I would have taken her away and made her the happiest woman, but it was too late.... "

Heavy jade building side says side helpless shake a head, now say what all late, everything has already become a foregone conclusion, no matter how all impossibly again changed. Now the only thing we can do is to cherish the present, to grasp the present well, to cherish every minute and every second of the time when two pieces of meat are together.

Now the only thing that can be done is to take good care of her wife, daughter and unborn children, give her a warm and happy family, and make up for her lack of happiness these days.

Only in this way can he make up for the sin in his heart. Only in this way can he make himself redeemed.

It's probably the happiest thing to be with the only one you love in your life. Even if this happiness is decades late, as long as it won't be absent