Farming Princess: Start From Scratch

Looking at the familiar environment and furnishings in front of him, Yan Jingyan only felt a pang in his heart.

At this moment, his heart was full of sadness. How he hoped to see the person he thought about day and night again. But now is not the time, now he is not qualified to give her the life she wants.

And... Now she no longer belongs to him

Thinking of this, Yan Jingyan's heart is more painful, tears flow down from the corner of his eyes, the whole person looks like a wronged child.

Since sitting in this position, he has never shed such a tear outside. Who says a man has tears, but he just broke his teeth.

Every time he is in a bad mood and is about to lose support, he will come here, because only here can he have a little sense of belonging.

Outside, he is the emperor and leader. Even if he just stays in the hall every day, he still has countless pairs of dark eyes staring at himself.

He is not so much a superior emperor, the manipulator of a country and the person with the highest power as a victim of the government and a button to complete the rule.

Every time he did not dare to let everyone see his emotions, only here he was able to rest assured of wanton. Thinking of this, Yan Jingyan's heart is even worse.

"Yao Yao... I miss you so much, I miss you so much!" Looking at the incomplete moon in front of him, Yan Jingyan's heart was full of sadness. Looking at the wine jar in his hand, he said softly.

He really missed the days when he was secretly visiting outside. He was able to stay with her all the time without worrying about any obstacles.

But I didn't expect that everything had changed since I brought her to the capital. They were destined never to walk on the same road again.

Looking at the wine jar in front of him, Yan Jingyan couldn't help laughing, lying on the ground and looking up at the starry sky.

"Since you love her so much and miss her so much, why didn't you make it clear to her at the beginning and why did you treat her like that?" Behind him, a voice full of sadness rang out.

The voice is getting closer and closer, coming towards Yan Jingyan.

Hearing this sound, Yan Jingyan turned his head and looked at Liu Rufeng, who was walking towards him in front of him. Then he turned his head and took another sip of wine.

Looking at the decadent Yan Jingyan in front of him, Liu Rufeng shakes his head helplessly, grabs the wine jar in his hand and puts it on the ground.

Looking at Yan Jingyan with red eyes in front of him, Liu Rufeng had a bad feeling in his heart. He sat down next to him and said aloud, "you haven't answered me, why?"

Liu Rufeng turns his head and looks at Yan Jingyan with tears on his face in front of him.

He knows that Yan Jingyan's feelings for Xu Yao are true and not adulterated at all, but he doesn't understand why he treated her like that at the beginning.

Looking at Liu Rufeng with a puzzled face in front of him, Yan Jingyan grabs the wine jar and takes a sip, half squinting at him.

"You don't understand anything! She is not suitable to stay at my side, the last time the princess is an example, now she stays at my side will only be hurt! I can't make her hurt, I can't make her unhappy! "

Yan Jingyan said while pouring wine into his mouth. What he couldn't get rid of was the pictures of her wounds that day. His heart was still aching.

After listening to Yan Jingyan's words, Liu Rufeng's hard and hard attitude suddenly softened a lot. She looked down at him and said in a soft voice, "at least you should tell her what you want, shouldn't you? At least people don't have to move so many times, just to get out of that memory! "

Liu Rufeng said while frowning, the heart is full of sad.

After listening to Liu Rufeng's words, Yan Jingyan gently shook his head, looked at him and said softly, "you don't understand! Now I am not qualified! At least this way, one day I can't give her happiness, she can also find a person who can bring her happiness! I can't bind her

Yan Jingyan said as he opened his eyes and looked at the starry sky in front of him. Tears from the corners of his eyes ran down his cheek.

After listening to Yan Jingyan's words, Liu Rufeng's heart suddenly trembles. It turns out that he has wronged Yan Jingyan all these days. It turns out that he has suffered so much in his heart all the time.

Thinking of this, Liu Rufeng also lay down and looked at the sky in front of him.

"Actually... I let Xu Yao go that day, and I left here with her..." Liu Rufeng turned his head and looked at Yan Jingyan with a sad face and said softly.In those days, he looked at Xu Yao's sad appearance and Yan Jingyan who didn't care. So he thought that he would take her away no matter what.

If not, maybe he came here with a warm embrace instead of the cold ground and liquor.

Think of here, Liu Rufeng's heart inside more not taste, feel like there is a big stone blocked.

After listening to Liu Rufeng's words, Yan Jingyan gently shook his head, raised the corner of his mouth and said in a soft voice: "do you think you two can get out of the capital like this? If it wasn't for my acquiescence, you might have been stopped long ago! "

With that, Yan Jingyan shook his head helplessly, his face full of complex emotions.

After listening to Yan Jingyan, Liu Rufeng can't help but stare. He didn't expect that Xu Yao was sent out by himself under his nose, and let him watch the people he loved leave him

Thinking of this, Liu Rufeng also went to the shelf, took a jar of wine from above, and then sat next to Yan Jingyan. Then I watched him pour the liquor into his throat and felt the burning sensation in his throat

"In fact, at that time, I always believed that there was any way to make her happy! Until I knew that she asked you to take her out of the palace, so I sent her out with your hand... "

Looking at the starry sky in front of him, Yan Jingyan said with tears and a smile.

These days, he can see her shadow every night in his dream, but when he wakes up, it's a dream again.

If he could, how he wished he was just a mountain farmer, who could live the same life as ordinary people, be with people he liked, and not be bound by such things.

Maybe this is a great blessing in life!

If you give me another chance to choose again, then this time I must be by your side, quickly find you, and then die with you!

Thinking of this, Yan Jingyan couldn't help but smile bitterly and shake his head, because... Life... Has no if