Fate: the Strongest Master Designated by the Crown

　　And the best way to save magic power is to let them spiritualize.After all, just by maintaining their physical state, they will continue to consume magic power, and reducing their actions by sleeping can indeed reduce the consumption of magic power.But if the body is removed, it will undoubtedly reduce the consumption of more magic power.

　　Regarding this point, Joan of Arc, Marda and the others actually mentioned it to Ye Li.Because he is alone, he can afford the magic power consumption of the eight of them.In the hope of lightening his burden a little, they came up with a plan to reduce the consumption of his magic power by incarnating as much as possible except when necessary.

　　However, this proposal... was directly rejected by Ye Li.

　　His answer at the time was, "Spirit transformation or something... a rare manifestation, wouldn't it be a waste not to re-experience and enjoy the joy of life. As for the consumption of magic power, I have no problem, don't worry."

　　"Even if you don't need rest physically, it's fine to relax your mind," Ye Li said.

　　"If you say that, you should be the one who needs rest more now. I don't think as much as you do, I'm just your Servant, your sword... I just need to obey and execute your orders. ' said Arturia Alter.

　　Ye Li said: "I couldn't sleep a little, so I came out to blow the air."

　　"..."

　　The two suddenly fell into silence...

　　It wasn't until the atmosphere was solidified that Ye Li looked at Arturia Alter again and said, "My... sword, oh, Sbaer, do you feel happy like this?"

　　"Happiness? I'm just a sword, a sword doesn't need happiness." Arturia Alter said with a frown.

　　Ye Li said with a serious face: "You are wrong, Sbaer. Swords do not need happiness or anything... Even if they are swords, they will be happy to help their master defeat the enemy. This is the happiness of being a sword. Then, What about you? Are you happy for the sword I wielded and the one who fought for me? Are you happy?"

　　"This kind of thing...has nothing to do with me. I just need to know the battle is enough!" Arturia Alter turned her face to the other side and lowered her head slightly.

　　"But, I hope you can be happy." Ye Li said.

　　"!"

　　Arturia Alter's body trembled slightly...

　　"I'm just a dead person, what's the point of pursuing short-term happiness now?" she said mockingly.

　　"Of course it makes sense!"

　　Ye Li's voice rang in her ears.

　　Arturia Alter looked up and found that he had run to the balcony on this side of her room at some point.

　　"You are indeed a dead person, but what does that matter? The important thing is that now you are standing here, existing in the world! Even if it is only for a while, isn't it better to make this moment meaningful? ?" Ye Li said looking at Arturia Alter.

　　"I'm not qualified to be happy at all." Arturia Alter turned her head to the side again, not daring to face Ye Li directly.

　　"Has anyone told you that? No. You just can't accept that you are happy. Am I right?" Ye Li said.

　　"I, I." Arturia Alter clenched her hands into fists, lowered her head and bit her lip, unable to refute Ye Li's words...

　　then--

　　Ye Li suddenly stepped forward and stretched out his hands to embrace Arturia Alter in his arms!

　　"You...!?" Arturia Alter was stunned, and immediately struggled.

　　"Let go, let me go!"

　　However, Ye Li hugged tighter and tighter, never letting go. At the same time, he lowered his head slightly, brought his mouth close to Arturia Alter's ear, and said softly, "I know, when you were in the port, you faced another The real reason why you are so angry... that is because you can't forgive yourself, you can't forgive yourself even if you change, you still hold the same ideal, you can't forgive yourself as a king, you can't forgive yourself for failing to save Britain... no ?"

　　"Being surrounded by sin and self-blame, you abandoned your kingship and chivalry, because you felt that you were not worthy of being a king or a knight, and even your feelings as a person were shackled and sealed by you. In the end, I just think of myself as a sword, a sword that kills the enemy, living for the sake of fighting, with killing as the meaning of existence... But, but, Sbaer."

　　"No matter how you change, you are who you are! There will be no change in this, and you should be very clear about it. No matter how much your appearance changes or your personality changes, your inner self and your essence do not. Change. Otherwise, you wouldn't be so angry with yourself now."

Chapter 017 You... idiot—! !

　　As Ye Li's words in her ears continued to penetrate into Arturia Alter's heart, her struggles became smaller and smaller, and in the end, her struggles even turned into trembling...

　　"Why, why am I feeling so happy at this moment, why is my heart pounding, why...!?" A painful voice, as if it was hard to breathe, came from her mouth buried in Ye Li's chest...

　　Ye Li asked, "Is this not good?"

　　Arturia Alter raised her head to look at Ye Li, and shouted, "Of course it's not good! How could it be good! I can't be like this, can't... The person who should be happy is not me.-!"

　　She was mad at herself for being happy because she was happy!

　　"No, you can!" Ye Li said firmly.

　　"Even if people all over the world don't recognize you, and even deny yourself! I have to say this, you are more qualified to pursue and obtain happiness than anyone else."

　　"Why, do you want to do this for me? I have never asked you! Even if you are my Master, please leave me alone! I clearly only want to complete the task of being a sword, just as long as That's it." Arturia Alter pleaded.

　　"Not as a Master. Because of me... I like you!" Ye Li looked down at Arturia Alter in his arms and said with a smile.

　　"...!!"

　　Hearing the words, Arturia Alter was stunned for a moment. She looked at his smiling face full of tenderness, her lips trembled slightly, but she could no longer say why...

　　Seeing this, Ye Li smiled and said, "Why do you like someone like me... Are you trying to ask this?"

　　In Arturia Alter's eyes, there was a hint of sway, she hurriedly lowered her head and turned her face to the side, not daring to continue to look at his face, or she was afraid that she would really be completely...

　　"Let go, let me go. I don't want to know this, it doesn't matter if you like me or not!"

　　Ye Li smiled indifferently, and immediately said with a sincere expression: "Ah, it doesn't matter. I'm just saying some strange things by myself. You don't need to answer or respond to me, but ...Even if I just listen to it, I want to pass on my thoughts and thoughts to you... that's all."

　　"..." Arturia Alter pursed her lips tightly and didn't speak... But her body was trembling uncontrollably...

　　"I like you, whether it's you as a king, a knight, or you now. Your life full of regrets and despair, in my opinion, is so beautiful and dazzling, shining so painfully...you You gave up everything as a human being and became a king. For the continuation of the country and the happiness of the people, you sacrificed everything and gave everything you have. Even in the end." When Ye Li said this...

　　"Don't say it anymore, I beg you not to say it anymore." Arturia Alter couldn't help but speak, her voice was full of pain...

　　"No, I'm going to continue, even if it makes you feel pain... I want to tell you." Facing Arturia Alter's painful request, Ye Li was ruthless and continued to speak more firmly!

　　"You failed and the country was destroyed."

　　Arturia Alter raised her hand and clenched her fist in pain and anger, and while beating Ye Li's chest, she said: "Ah...! Why are you so cruel to me? You can treat Ma so tenderly. Fix them, why is it only for me?"

　　Ye Li replied, "Because I want you to be happy."

　　"How can I be happy like this...!?" Arturia Alter said.

　　Ye Li asked: "You also said that you are just a dead person. If that's the case, why can't you let go of the past?"

　　"How can it be put down!" said Arturia Alter.

　　"It's just that you can't let go of your past life like this, and you feel so painful now! Why are you obsessed with results and deny all your efforts?" Ye Li raised her brows and said.

　　"If you can't get results, what's the point of trying harder!?"

　　Arturia Alter's obsession made Ye Li frown, and then he closed his eyes, took a few deep breaths, and suddenly opened his eyes with a serious face——

　　And the moment he opened his eyes and saw Arturia Alter again——

　　"You... idiot—!!"

　　Ye Li's scolding sounded directly in her head without warning! !

　　"Well!"

　　This sudden, caused Arturia Alter to feel a headache!

　　"Suddenly, what are you doing...!?"

　　Ye Li said: "Don't you understand? It's because you only value the results and ignore the process, which will lead to the final outcome. Do you want to repeat the same mistakes again!?"

　　"!"

　　Hearing this sentence, Arturia Alter was stunned, and his heart was completely shaken...!

　　Repeating the same mistakes... She just recalled the grief-stricken despair at the end of her life, and her heart was clenched fiercely, and the pain made her feel a little hard to breathe...

　　"Huh...hu." She gasped for breath, the painful expression on her pretty face almost suffocating, then her hands tightly grasped Ye Li's clothes, and for the first time she showed a fearful expression, shaking her head. head up...

　　"No, I don't!"

　　"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's alright, it's alright." Ye Li said in a soft voice, patting Arturia Alter's back lightly, soothing her violently shaken emotions.

　　At this moment, to Arturia Alter, Ye Li was like a life-saving straw, she stretched out her hands and hugged him tightly, or rather grabbed him!

Chapter 018 I hate you, but...

　　"What should I do? I don't want to repeat the same mistakes... But, I can't forget the past!" Arturia Alter said with a pained face.

　　Ye Li laughed and scolded: "Fool, I didn't tell you to forget the past. All you need is to face up to your past."

　　"If you hadn't drawn the sword of choice 'Caliburn', and hadn't become king, would the people really be able to live happily ever after? Would it be true that Britain would not have perished? No! You should know Yes, it's even been clear from the start that Britain will only end sooner!"

　　"But, but if it wasn't me who drew the sword, but someone else...maybe." Arturia Alter said.

　　Ye Li asked, "Who is that? Besides you, is there really anyone else who can draw that sword?"

　　"This." Arturia Alter couldn't say...

　　And Ye Li said: "For example, if you do it all over again, even if there is really someone other than you who can draw the sword of choice 'Caliburn', then what is he? When will it appear?"

　　"Even if he appears, can he really bear the responsibility of the king and be willing to take the responsibility of the king...? And you can really abandon the responsibility that originally belonged to you, and watch him walk on the path you once had. Is it the same road you have traveled once!?"

　　"me."

　　Facing his heart-piercing question, tears condensed in Arturia Alter's eyes, a little bit of poignant crystal glittering from the corner of her eyes, along her cheeks full of pain, sliding down ...

　　because of her……

　　"That's right. You can't, you can't do it. You who would rather sacrifice and give everything you have, and want to save the people and the country... It is precisely because you have experienced it once, it will be more difficult to abandon the responsibility of being a king. , it is even more impossible to watch other people take the path full of difficulties and despair on your behalf! Therefore, even if you are given a chance to start over, even if you know you will repeat the same mistakes... In the end, you will definitely choose to become a king again!" Ye Li said.

　　"Saber, admit it. Even if it is the result, your life is definitely not a failure, and all the efforts and sacrifices you have made for the people and the country are definitely not meaningless! Admit your failures and face your failures. , face up to your failures, and... let go of your failures."

　　"M, Master...I, can I really?" Arturia Alter still had some struggles in her expression, but she had to say that she was really moved by Ye Li, or was He woke up, but even if she deeply understood that everything he said was right, she couldn't let go of the past full of pain, despair and regret so easily...

　　Hearing this, Ye Li happily hurried to take advantage of the victory and chased after him, saying, "Of course you can! Hold on to your ideals and move forward bravely. You weren't always like this when you were alive. Now, I believe you will be able to stand up again. Keep going!"

　　"..."

　　Arturia Alter was stunned, and then with a 'wow', she buried her face in Ye Li's chest and cried, big drops of tears kept pouring out of her eyes like spring water, As if to vent all the pain, despair, and remorse that I had accumulated in my heart so far...!

　　At this moment, she finally let go of the past that bound her body and mind like a curse.

　　Seeing this, Ye Li smiled, very happy, and very gentle. He patted Arturia Alter's back with one hand, and caressed the top of her head with the other, comforting her silently...

　　After a long time...

　　Until the cry of Arturia Alter gradually disappeared, and the mood gradually eased...

　　"Calm down." Ye Li said softly.

　　Arturia Alter didn't answer, just moved his head up and down on his chest...