Fated to be One, Destined to Love

AFTER HAVING A DEEP CONVERSATION AND CONVINCING MY CHILDREN TO LET ME TRAVEL ALONE THEY HAVE finally let me go. Actually, it is a planned that me and my husband made when he was still alive but having children and the grandchildren, the family grew bigger so we keep on postponing the plans.

I booked my ticket right away. My destination is….Italy. my departure will be at the end of the month.

Looking around the entire house, reminiscing the past and keeping everything in my heart makes my heart weep and tears starting to fall.

Late night I cant sleep thoughts keep running wild in my brain, I got up in bed and started to write down what I want to pack. Toiletries, little bit of make ups, panty liners though I don't have to packs napkin since I stopped having my GREAT AUNT years ago. Medicines, since its easier to buy medicines here over the counter I would buy fever medicines, cold and runny nose medicines, diarrhea medicines, and antibiotics since we never know what could happen.

Clothes, it should be 4 seasons clothes, I still have my old jacket that I took home when I came back can still use it since I will be travelling for long and having my first stop is from the country I work before and there is already the start of the winter. Shoes, boots, rubber shoes, sandals and flat shoes. And of course summer slippers. I know I can buy them there but I really like the one's that I will be bringing and anything that I still need I can just buy there. Good thing that the flight I booked allowed me to have 50 or so kilos. Travel documents and so on so forth.

The next day I went to the mall to buy 2 luggage. And also bought some of the things I will be needing since I want to slowly take my time doing so.

When I went back at almost 6.30 in the evening, I sit down at the sofa since I am really tired. I am no longer at my younger years so thing like this makes me really a bit tired. Later I have decided to eat just some salad and bread just to fill in my stomach. Since eating less is living longer.

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Off to go. I. Will be taking my first flight and will be stopping over to dubai for my connecting flight going to my destination, Italy. But after just 3 hours or so the plane has started having problems. I started to feel something is off with the plane but I remained calm since I know that such turbulence happens when you travel and not to worry too much. Then I saw the seat belt sign turned red and afterwards I heard the pilot speaking " passenger, please remain seated and we are encountering a slight turbulence. But the slight became…stronger and stronger and I began praying and silently I prayed that if sometjing is to happen to me please take care of my family and that let me be reincarnated if there is really this so called reincarnation.