Fenglin Tianxia – Queen with a Thousand Pets

Raising her hand, her fingers trembling, He Li effortlessly untied the cloak for her, threw the soaked cloak aside, then opened her arms and brought her cold body into her arms, whispering : "Why don't you care about yourself so much?" After another thought, this person is actually very incapable of taking care of herself. In the past, there were always people by her side. These things have been done well for her, but now even the film thirteen has gone. If he left, what would this person do? I really can't rest assured.

Seeing that his brows were still frowning from the pain, but his eyes were worried about himself, Ling Qingyu's eye sockets suddenly turned red, wiped away the tears, dragged him up, put him against the bed, and said: "You are so embarrassed to say Me? It's all like this, why don't people serve me?"

There was a slight smile on his face, He Li said: "If I let those women outside the door come in, you wouldn't have to eat me?" Seeing her take a meal, her expression froze, and He Li took her a hand. , Still put his arms in his arms, and smiled: "It’s me who said the wrong thing, and the head of the house won’t care. I care. I’m afraid. If I really let others into the house, you can turn around and leave. , And then arrange a beautiful girl for me."

"He Li!" After straightening his face with a ridiculous smile, Ling Qingyu whispered: "If you can live a long life, I would rather you marry a beautiful woman!"

He Li laughed lightly, raised the corners of his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "But I don't want to. I would rather die early, and only you are the only one." Stroking her hair, before she became angry, He Li suppressed the smile and said:" My problem has nothing to do with you. It is a bane left over during the battle at Heishuiguan. You know, as a military commander, life and death are only a fine line between life and death. You see, I’m considered good, although it is dragging the disease. Don’t you live till now? Okay, good girl, don’t cry, He Li’s life is good enough, and no matter how good it is, I’m afraid there will be a damnation."

"in case……"

"There is no if," He Li interrupted her, wiping away the tears from the corner of her eye with his finger, and said: "No if, Qingyu, I followed the general at the age of seven and followed the general on the battlefield at the age of eleven. Since then, Every time I go to the battlefield, I’m prepared to never go back. Before I met you, I didn’t know how many injuries I had suffered. The injuries that caused this disease were not because of you. Even if I didn’t fight the world for you, I wouldn’t be able to live. Long, when the illness occurs, it is my death date. Anyway, it is death. I would rather die for you... So, you see, I am actually selfish, right?"

Are you selfish? It’s me who is selfish. If I didn’t sway at the beginning, then Yan San and Yang Zhao would not be so painful, and Yan San would not die. Without my involvement, Yang Zhao would not die, if I hadn’t been selfish. This decision, how could they be dragged by me into this chaotic world, and then die tragically...

"The master...," she pulled the quilt and wrapped her trembling body, He Li's expression was rare and serious, fingers raised her chin, making her drooping head lift up, looking With her look and the sadness in her eyes, He Li said: "Are you regretting it? Regret for saving us in the first place. If you didn't save us, you wouldn't be where you are now?" She shook her head violently. He held it, kissed away the tears dripping from the corners of his eyes, his face was a little relieved, He Li said softly: "If it is not, why should you regret and blame yourself? You see, if we hadn't met in the first place, how could he have died 15 years ago? Before, um, I don’t need to get this sick anymore, don’t be angry, really, let me tell you something, don’t you be angry, okay?"

His expression was too serious, and it was really rare to see him in so many years of getting along, so Ling Qingyu looked at him in doubt, and then nodded.

"Actually, when the general decided to go with you, I didn't plan to live long. I thought at the time, when the general went with you, after the difficulties of Heishuiguan pass, I will go to death," he hugged tightly. Ling Qingyu's body was sitting upright because of excitement, He Li put his head on her shoulders, and said in a low voice, "I can't stand the pain, whether it's the pain of this disease, or I can't see your pain again. , I can’t stand it..., I think about it, anyway, you won’t come back, and the main house won’t be used anymore. I just died on that bed and couldn’t bleed. If the blood is dirty, the bed will be bad. It still smells like you on it, I thought, looking for a ghost doctor to plant poison, something that seems to be asleep after eating... but the general died in battle..."

The man's tall body hugged him tightly, his arms trembling tightly, and when he was speaking, his breath against his neck sprayed on his skin with heat, making his voice seem to be carried away. Some vibrato.

"Actually, I can't help the general. Sometimes, I secretly rejoiced. If the general is still there, I can't even get close to you." He raised his head, and a slight smile appeared on the corner of He Li's mouth, making his face Suddenly retired, with some self-deprecating words: "Being with you, being able to occupy such a place in your heart, I'm really fortunate to be in charge of this, a despicable villain like me...I know If you are sincere for you, you should follow the instructions given by the general to send you away, send you far away, and never step into this chaotic land again. However, when you say you want to subvert this world, I go against The general’s wishes, not only did not stop you, but agitated you. I know the consequences of doing so. You are kind. Although you were full of anger and revenge at the time, when the sacrifice really came, you still No matter how beautiful or cruel you say, but you can’t bear the people close to you leaving. Knowing that, I still pushed you, because I want to be the person you need, and I want to be the person you need. Rely on someone who is heavy, so that, one day, you will love me and miss me in your heart..."

The look on the face of the person in his arms changed from worry to doubt, and then finally he was shocked. Then he pushed himself away, jumped off the bed, opened the door and rushed out, He Li seemed to have no trace of it. With strength, the body was soft and leaned against the head of the bed, bloodshot slowly spilling from the corner of the bitten lips, so bitter...

I have never been a good person, Qingyu, so there is no need to feel guilty for me, let alone sad for me...

The door was pushed open again violently, and then the man hugged his arms and rushed in like freezing cold. After closing the door, he jumped into the bed barefoot.

Seeing the astonishment and heartache on He Li's face, Ling Qingyu's cold fingers touched the corners of his eyes, and then a clear teardrop was put in his mouth. After tasting it, Ling Qingyu wrinkled. Frowning, lifted the quilt, got into the quilt, and nestled his cold body into the man's generous chest.

Unconsciously he hugged the body tightly, warmed her with his own body temperature, and then heard the man muffled in his arms and asked: "He Li, do you love me?"

"Hmm..." He said in a low voice, the corners of He Li's mouth curled up slightly.

"Actually, I'm not good at all, I don't look pretty, I have a weird personality, and I'm careful, don't know how to do housework, and I'm not virtuous at all," Ling Qingyu said dullly, "I don't really think about it sometimes. Understand, why do you like me, why do you love me? Why can you do that?"

"Yeah, I don't even think about it," He Li chuckled lightly, changed her to a more comfortable position, and said: "Look at Yan San, cold and bloodthirsty. You have nothing special than murder, you Why do you like him and love him?"

"Nonsense! There are only a lot of Yan Sanhui!" Ling Qingyu glared at him dissatisfied, looked at the smile at the corner of his mouth, lowered his head, and said: "I don't know what Yan San was like before, but he treats me really. At that time, I heard that Zhao was given the marriage, thinking that we would never get married again two days later, and I was really in a bad mood. It was Yan San who was by my side all the time, just like that. One day, I realized that I I can’t do without him, I will often look for his figure, and then I know, I already like him, fall in love with him, why is it, you say you are selfish, but at that time, I was really ready With Yan San, I won't go back to Dazhou, or go to Heishuiguan."

The body was suddenly squeezed, and the intensity made Ling Qingyu scream unconsciously, then leaned on the chest behind, and continued: "I am really not a good person. In those days, I have always regarded myself as a traveler in this world, you It was just the scenery on the journey. I heard the news and gave up Zhao without any struggle. Later, when I learned that Zhao’s heart swayed again, I reluctantly accepted the existence of the other party. Later, Meng Su also Okay, Ying Jiu, I take it for granted that they will naturally find a woman they like, such a heavy friendship, but I am sorry for all of them, I am sorry for all of them..."

The crying from sobbing to choking finally turned into a big cry. The woman turned her head, buried her face on his chest, and wept loudly. Such a sad cry, as if she was about to shed tears for more than ten years...

Caressing her back, He Li said nothing, let her vent everything out.

Maybe, I really did something wrong. If my love makes you so sad, then it is better to keep you from knowing, so that you can go on without burden...

When she cried until she was out of breath, her clothes were all wet, He Li patted her back lightly and said: "Look, I am not a good person, and you are not a good person. We are just a couple, Qing Yu, I promise you that I will try my best to live, if I can stay with you for a moment, I will stick to it, but it’s okay for you to promise me? Don’t be sad and guilty about this anymore, those who have passed away, no matter who it is, Yan Regardless of the three, the general, or the other people, please believe their sincerity. If you blame yourself so much, then you will deny their love. Even in Huangquan, it will make them feel uneasy."

He helped her up, kissed her tears a little bit, and He Li whispered: "Please, don't deny your love for us, Qingyu, you love me, right, the man in the Palace of Longevity, you all Is it true love, right?"

Seeing her choked and nodded, He Li smiled slightly: "Then don't deny yourself anymore, okay?"