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His heart was aching and he couldn't breathe.

For four years, he had not been so excited. The feeling of chest pain to stuffy, just like when he got the DNA test report in the hospital of C city a few years ago, made him feel desperate, suffocated, and felt that his heart was strangled with blood. He clearly loved her so much that she stood so close in front of him, but he was filled with grief when he looked at it. Even his breath was like tearing pain.

Muyan Chenjun's face is pale, some bumping feet go to take up the coat, go out of the door, the door fell to the sky!

After the noise, there was a dead silence.

Lan Xi stayed in place for a long time, and the strong sour just dispersed from the chest.

She took a deep breath, and after a long time her fingers regained consciousness. She could curl up slowly and clench into fists, but trembled slightly.

She did not have the strength to go over and close her long closed drawer again. Instead, she frowned slightly and sat down on the steps in front of the living room, her hands covering her stomach consciously and curling up.

Stomachache.

Every time I encounter this kind of thing, I will have a stomachache. I feel excited, but this time it seems that it is not a stomachache.

The position of the lower abdomen also seems to have received stimulation, turning and twisting.

After a while, she felt more and more painful. Lan Xi simply stood up and put away the drawer. The small yellow brown book was put back in place. After so many years, she didn't know why she still kept it. Was she waiting for someone to grasp the handle? She did not know, just subconsciously felt, reluctant to give up.

I can't bear to throw it away.

I can't bear to ignore the fact that I once had.

Even if it's destroyed in the end.

No more.

After wiping her eyes, Lanxi took her mobile phone to the bedroom to charge. As soon as she turned on the phone, she saw several missed calls from Qiao Qiyang. She bit her lip slightly and ignored it. She took out the document and dialed a phone call to branda to check the work, and then called Ji Heng.

"Schoolmaster." Lan Xi said softly.

Opposite Ji Heng slightly stunned for a few seconds, originally was busy, but immediately stopped the work in hand, walked toward the side, avoided the crowd, whispered: "Lan Xi?"

She always seldom calls him on weekdays. If she does, she may ask him for help.

The stomachache was so severe that Lanxi lay on the side of the bed, covering his abdomen, and his small face was slightly pale: "senior student, I want to ask you to help me, that matter I I can't hide it. If he asks you, can you not tell him? "

Ji Heng reaction for a long time, just vaguely aware of what she said: "you are talking about children?"

"Well." Lan Xi buried half of his face in the pillow.

Ji Heng frowned: "why? What happened to you was an accident, and he also has the responsibility that he can't shirk. Why don't you say it out and let him know? "

Lanxi will tears into the pillow, this just raised a small face, slightly with a trace of nasal: "tell him what good? Schoolmaster, he will marry another woman and have children in the future. This kind of thing is not only a scandal but also a burden. It is impossible for him to separate from me with psychological pressure and guilt. I can't do that. "

In fact, she is still glad that he did not find, did not see, did not understand that the child is his.

Ji Heng listened to her, and his hands began to tremble.

Breathing for some reason suddenly became tight and frowned, and his eyes slightly hurt. He took a slow breath: "Lan Xi, although I am a spectator, I also said that I will not intervene in any of your decisions, but do you not think - don't you think it is absurd? You were just an adult before you separated. What do you know? Even if you cross the line because of all kinds of reasons. Lun, he is also the sensible person who made more mistakes than you! Why do you have to take on all this alone? "

He was a little excited, and the people behind him looked at him one after another.

Lanxi red lips slightly white, speechless, and finally spewed out a voice: "schoolmaster, I beg you, I also have my own pride, I don't want him to know that I had been so embarrassed that year, I don't want everyone to open my wounds to pity me, pity me, especially him! Do you understand? "

With that, she could not bear the emotion and hung up the phone.

Abdominal pain, become more intense.

Lan Xi knows that this time she is really impolite to Ji Heng.

She has always respected him and relied on him. She has never said a heavy word and made a tantrum once. However, this matter really embarrassed her. With her present relationship with mu Yanchen, she can't let him compensate her for her guilt.

Love inside the two people are equal, sorry does not mean that I love you.

I can't stand the stomachache.

Until something below suddenly spills over and tears in pain, Lan Xi just reacts what happened.

She was there.

The phone at the head of the bed vibrated again, and Ji Heng called back.

Fiber eyebrows frown, Lan Xi did not answer the phone, but reluctantly went out to find the tampon, shut himself in the bathroom.Then she texted branda for half a day off, turned off the phone, and fell asleep in bed.

***

when she couldn't get through to her phone, Ji Heng was in a hurry.

All of a sudden, there was a cry from the floor. The mouth of the female staff was wide, and the amazing light appeared in their eyes. A tall and straight figure came towards him coldly. Ji Heng's body just froze in place.

Through the reflection of the opposite glass door, he has seen mu Yanchen.

Recalling the words of Lan Xi just now, Ji Heng is very depressed.

"Do you have time?" Mu Yanchen walked slowly behind him, "I want to talk to you."

Ji Heng listened attentively, raised his hand to look at his watch, then turned around and looked at him: "I'm still at work."

"So how long do you need me to wait?" What did mu Yanchen say?

Ji Heng looked at him and drew a smile: "Mu Zong is not busy today?"

"It depends."

Ji Heng's smile froze. Ji Heng recalled Lan Xi's words in his mind. His sense and emotion were fighting in his chest. After a long time, he made a posture for him to wait. He went back to arrange the tasks of the team before work, and then he came back again.

"I think you are really patient. You come to me now," Ji Heng said with a smile. "Are you too confident in yourself that she can choose you in four years, or do you dare not know how she has been in these years because you are too confident?"

A word asked mu Yanchen face colder, deep eyes swept in the past, and Ji Heng warm as water eyes touch.

"You seem to know very well about me and her." He said slowly.

Ji Heng said as he walked out: "it's not very clear But at least I know, because of you, she hasn't had a good few years

The faint ending sweeps over mu Yanchen's heartstrings, and he suddenly becomes tense all over.

……

"She found out about it two months after the beginning of school. Of course, I didn't know at that time. At that time, a lot of communities were busy recruiting new people. She was not very interested. But I hope that she can exercise in the student union organization. After all, she is too cold and independent," Ji Heng sipped tea and said in a slow voice I found that she was in a bad mood. Her roommate told me that she used to run ten thousand meters on the playground after self-study in the evening. I went to see it once. It was very terrible. But you know, with her personality, she would never tell me what happened. If it wasn't for the accident, she would never have told anyone - "

recalling the incident, Ji Heng's eyebrows twisted very badly, and his voice became a little dumb: "that day, the student union organized a public welfare activity. I led the way in front of me. She was walking at the back. When I crossed the road, I suddenly heard someone calling. I thought that there must be a student who had a traffic accident. I found it was her when I ran over. It was a minivan that accidentally bumped into her. There was no other trauma on her except for a few scraps of skin. We had a dispute. The driver apologized, but she didn't say anything. But when she got to the end of the line, she said to me, "senior student, can you take me to the hospital?"? Do you know her character? Maybe she is very familiar with you, but she never asks for help easily, so I went with her without thinking about it at that time, but she went to gynecology instead of emergency department. "

Ji Heng licked his lips, and a thread or two of blood appeared in his eyes: "I didn't dare to think about it at that time. She went to the abortion room directly to line up for abortion. There were few people in the queue on weekdays. She checked and found that she was just in line. In the whole process, she didn't talk to me, as if I didn't exist. Later, I felt that she just wanted to be alone with her. She would not be embarrassed to be alone in such a cruel situation. Later, something happened during the operation, which alerted the gynecological doctors on duty. I didn't know what happened, so I had to wait outside. After a while, the doctor asked me whether she had been hit or hit by a fall. I said yes, and then the doctor told me that just before the operation started, she had already had an abortion... "

Mu Yanchen's face on the other side turned white, and his shock flashed in his deep eyes, and his thin lips closed coldly.

Ji Heng smile: "do you think it doesn't make sense?"

Mu Yanchen is silent.

He picked up the handle of the teacup and took a slow drink. Ji Heng then said, "I was as shocked as you. Later, when I asked her, I found out that she had already detected it half a month ago. She went to have an examination, took the medicine, and determined the operation time, but I don't know why - she missed the operation time and didn't go. Maybe it's I can't bear it. "

"If it wasn't for the accident, maybe she could have kept the child for a while, or she didn't know when to stay until she couldn't hide it? I don't know I only know that the doctor in the operating room was scolding. They said that she must have been in pain all the way, but I don't know why she didn't say a word. So the operation is just hemostasis, and then wait until the end of the flow to see whether you need to clear the palace. Later, she came down from the operating table, her face was white, and she told me Schoolmaster, if you look at me like this, don't you want me? "Ji Heng said that there are some can not go on.

At a loss, he did not know what else to do. He pressed down the rolling memory and heartache, raised his eyes and said, "now, what do you don't understand? That's how it went. What else do you want to ask? "

Mu Yanchen's deep eyes stare at him coldly. His hands on the table have been clenched into fists, and the joints are slightly white.

"Who is the man who made her pregnant?" After a long time, he forced these words out of his throat and asked in a hoarse voice.

The whole thing, her hesitation, her despair, her reluctance And finally had to give up, all related to that man.

For so many years, he should have thought that someone must be able to enter her heart.

Ji Heng looked at him for a long time. He couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I'm sorry. She doesn't allow me to say that. I can't tell you."

Mu Yan Chen's eyebrows frowned.

Ji Heng clasped his fingers on the table, smiling as before: "but I really want to tell you something, mu Yanchen, don't you notice that I said, when did this happen?"

A glimmer of light flashed through his eyes, and he whispered, "November four years ago City a is not too cold. Before that, who was with her? Don't you understand? "

His voice was so slow that mu Yanchen could not reflect it until he listened to it for a long time. For a moment, it was like thunder in his mind, and his ears were buzzing. He repeated that time in his heart, repeatedly, and pushed forward for two months. That was the time when she left the Mu family in C City.

That morning, she woke up from his arms, packed and left the house in the morning light.

Early that morning, he went downstairs, ate breakfast alone in front of his empty home and got on a flight to Los Angeles.

How did all this happen?

Mu Yanchen felt that he seemed to have heard a fantastic story, beautiful and cruel.

Ji Heng leaned on the back of his chair with a smile and watched his reaction intently. He thought he should be satisfied in his heart. Looking at his heartache, guilt, shock and impulse, what is his dissatisfaction? But the heart still hurts.

"You know what? Mu Yanchen, "long finger gently pushed the glasses on the side of his head. His movements were elegant and sad. Ji Heng raised his eyes and looked at him in a slow voice and said," the loser in love shouldn't have anything to say. The big thing is that she doesn't love me. Maybe she will never love me. I've been used to this fact for a long time. Whatever you want, as long as she is good. "

Deep eyes grinding a trace of sharp pain, he thin lips light pursed, the tone is still calm as water, slightly hoarse: "but I think, there is a point, you will never compare with me."

The elegant and gentle man approached him gently, his elbows against the table top, and continued in a slow voice: "there are some things she would rather let me know, let me watch, let me help her keep secrets, because she knows that in this world, there is a man named Jiheng who will never hurt her," he put his hand on his left chest, "I let her feel at ease here."

This is my Ji Heng can give her, unique feeling.

These words may sound like harshness, or they may be like a wake-up call on the man in front of her, so as not to hurt her again, and not to make her feel sad and embarrassed. These words may have no foundation, but Ji Heng just wants to say.

Mu Yan Chen quietly listen, thin lips light pursed into a line, the cold eyes have not weakened.

"Thank you," he said in a low voice

Then he walked away without turning back, and rushed towards the outside of the teahouse. The figure of his back in the teahouse with the sunlight coming in seemed to be full of picture sense, even with a trace of terrible taste.

……

The car is going fast on the road.

Mu Yanchen, you are really hopeless, you know?

Holding the steering wheel tightly, the knuckles became white and creaking. It seems that only in this way can we dispel the surging waves and shocks in his heart. He is so overwhelmed by the fact.

He never thought what would happen when he left.

Children.

They had a child once.

At the moment when Ji Heng said that she was in a car accident, his heart almost twitched to the point of pain. Even after listening to his words, there was a second when he once resented her. Why did he hesitate? Why not have children?

But he has no right to hate.

She was only 18 years old, she was in her first year of college, and her life was just beginning.

She didn't know the blood relationship between them at all. What kind of mood should she feel when she realized that she might be pregnant with a freak who was born out of a mess with her own brother?

Mu Yanchen, all this is your own creation. What kind of loneliness and pain have you given her?

The speed of the car soared a gear, the wind outside the window howled.

……

The door is locked when you come back home.Mu Yanchen realized that he didn't have the key at all.

Take out the mobile phone to call her. It's off.

Knock on the door, but no one answered.

Mu Yanchen's eyes turned cold and stepped back to sweep the door. His hand suddenly touched it. Two metal sheets were touched on the top of the door panel. His eyes flashed violently. He took it down and it was the key to the door.

What is she doing?

Some uneasily opened the door and went in and found that the living room was silent, no different from before.

What's strange is that there is a bag on the sofa, which is some daily necessities and personal clothes that he once brought here. She put them neatly in the bag, which seems to be left for him.

Is she going to drive him out?

Or does she feel that the two people have broken up like this, even if he comes back, he has to move things out?

Mu Yanchen's face was very dark.

His eyes fell on the closed drawer. Mu Yanchen felt a pain in his heart. He went over and opened it again. The contents in the book did not change. However, the date on the Yellow Book pricked his eyes even more. At that time, he did not notice.

Long finger rubs eyebrow heart, he closes eyes frown.

Where is she now?

Walking into the bedroom, she found that she had left a note on the bed.

"Yao Yao came here on business. I went out with her and didn't come back at night. Your things can be taken away from the sofa at any time. Lan Xi. "

How many grievances she didn't want to know in her elegant handwriting?

Mu Yanchen closed his eyes and gently held the note in his palm. He only felt that if she was not there tonight, he would be sleepless alone.

A smile, with a trace of bitter bloom in the corner of the lips.

I've been sleeping alone for four years. How can I stand this night?

Is it because it's not easy to get it again, so even if you lose a little bit, you will feel more painful and more reluctant to give up?

***

in the morning, Lanxi woke up confused and couldn't help but started to have a look.

On the bed of the hotel, Ji Yaoheng was sleeping on the side of the bed. Last night, they didn't see each other for a long time. They went to bed very late and couldn't get up today. Ji Yao originally said he would sleep with her, but Lan Xi didn't dare. There were many things about Mu Yanchen in there. He might come back at any time. Ji Yao found out that he was finished.