First Day Being an Adult

Chapter 26 We Can’t Figure This Out Now

I looked at my sister’s face. At this moment, we seemed to have reached a deep understanding. She suddenly sneered and leaned against the soft pillow. She looked up at me. “Do you know? Song Feng, you really don’t know how to lie. When you want something, your expression is especially clear.”

I stared at her, a little sluggish. “What do you mean?”

My sister smiled. “That means that you actually don’t want me to reject you, but you have to promise me that you won’t do anything to me in the future. It’s really interesting.”

I finally understood that as long as I kept Zhao Qiongyue awake and conscious, she would tease me all the time! However, perhaps because I had just done it with my sister, I didn’t have any desire to quarrel with her or talk back to her. I looked at my sister, who was covered in purple love bites and looked a little tragic, and asked her carefully, “Do you need me to carry you to take a shower?”

My sister seemed to have heard something terrifying and glared at me fiercely. “Take what shower? I think you just want to have sex with me in the bathroom again, right?”

That really wasn’t my intention. I hurriedly waved my hand. “No, no. I didn’t mean that. I was just afraid that you wouldn’t feel well…”

Zhao Qiongyue stared at me as if to confirm if I was joking or serious. After a long time, she let out a soft snort and said to me calmly, “Alright, go. Go and fill the bathtub with water. Come find me afterwards.”

I walked into the bathroom and came back to find that my sister had already changed her posture. She was leaning against the head of the bed and was looking at me with a faint smile. I thought for a moment and asked Zhao Qiongyue in a low voice, “Can you still stand? Let me help you…”

Zhao Qiongyue interrupted me. “Why? Didn’t you say you wanted to carry me to take a shower? Have you changed your mind?”

I sighed. In the end, I slowly held Zhao Qiongyue’s shoulder. A smooth and soft feeling bloomed on my fingertips. I carefully passed my other hand through her arm. Zhao Qiongyue fell into my arms weakly. That feeling made me tremble. Zhao Qiongyue even reached out and wrapped her arm around my shoulder, sticking close to my body.

I glanced at Zhao Qiongyue. “This wasn’t how you acted when you begged me for mercy.”

Zhao Qiongyue’s lips curled up smugly. “Looks like I didn’t learn my lesson, then. Is that so wrong?”

However, I knew that we had indeed gone overboard today. I put Zhao Qiongyue into the hot water in the bathtub. This time, I really didn’t touch her. Zhao Qiongyue was a little surprised, but she also seemed a little surprised. She smiled playfully and said, “Heh, you, so you still have a bottom line.”

I didn’t say anything. I went downstairs to the pharmacy to buy her contraceptive pills. When the person at the front desk saw me, she handed me a blister of Levonorgestrel and reminded me, “Are you here to buy it for your girlfriend?”

Embarrassed, I nodded and whispered, “Yes.”

The woman raised her eyebrows and thought for a moment before saying to me, “Let’s wear condoms next time. Letting a girl take this emergency contraceptive pill is not good for her health.”

My face flushed red. Guilt grew stronger in my gut. I rubbed the contraceptive pill in my hand for a long time before sighing. At the same time, I thought that if there was really a next time, I would definitely wear a condom. I even told my sister my thoughts. However, after my sister heard it, she looked at me with a caught between laughter and tears expression and scolded me for being too stupid.

Zhao Qiongyue even reached out and gently stroked my face. She said to me, “Will you be so considerate to other girls in the future?”

I didn’t know how to answer her. I just stared at her. Sex was more interesting than I had imagined. I seemed to be able to understand what Li Yan had said. From the vagina to the heart, sleep together first before falling in love. This was because after the two people did such a thing, pheromones between them were burning. I looked at my sister and almost said things like: “I’ll only be so considerate to you”, or “Are you willing to be my girlfriend?” However, in the end, I gave up on the thoughts.

This was because I knew very well that she was my sister. Even if the two of us slept together, it was impossible for us to really have a relationship outside of sex…

Perhaps seeing the disappointment on my face, my sister suddenly smiled slyly. “What’s wrong? Are you sad? Or are you regretting it?

Are you regretting the fact that you didn’t save your first time for a woman you love, who also loves you back?”

However, I shook my head vigorously. “Sister, I didn’t mean that! It’s very good to be with you. It’s very meaningful. Thank you…” The smile on Zhao Qiongyue’s face also disappeared. This time, our brain waves seemed to have subtly synchronized. Moreover, I seemed to have guessed what she was thinking. For a few seconds, my sister also felt regretful, or even perhaps that it was such a pity. Our identities determined that we could only do such things and could not go further.

Just like that, Zhao Qiongyue and I stayed in the hotel for the entire night. As I held her warm and soft body, I couldn’t help but move my face to the back of her neck. However, when I woke up the next day, Zhao Qiongyue had already left.

Looking at the sky outside, it was already late morning. This was the first time I had slept so soundly and sweetly. I was even very tired. On the other hand, Zhao Qiongyue looked so tired last night, but she actually left as if nothing had happened today. She left me a small note at the head of the bed and had a heartless aura.

“I’ll leave first. When you go home, remember to make up a reason for not coming home at night.”

However, miraculously, mom didn’t ask me anything. Even Li Yan, who I thought would be very gossipy, didn’t ask me anything. He only asked me about my relationship with Ye Cuicui. “How are you guys getting along?”

I didn’t know how to say it. What should I say?

Ever since that day, I hadn’t spoken to Ye Cuicui. We did not contact each other on WeChat.

The next time I saw her was at the bar. When Li Yan invited me again, I actually wanted to reject him, but thinking of Ye Cuicui, I agreed. Actually, I wanted to see her again. Although I didn’t think I had done anything wrong, seemed to have made her very sad. Did I hurt her pride? I wanted to apologize to her in person and explain to her clearly. I didn’t despise her.

I Unfortunately, I didn’t see Ye Cuicui at the gathering today. Ye Cuicui wasn’t here. I was a little disappointed after realizing this. Li Yan probably saw through my thoughts and patted my shoulder teasingly. “Do you miss Ye Cuicui? I don’t know why she hasn’t come out these few days. I thought it was because of you.”