First love after marriage

Zhou Han asked me to step back and take the initiative to let go of Xiao Ziyu. He said that after letting go, both of us will be liberated. I don't think so. At least I certainly won't.

Xiao Ziyu and I officially broke up in our freshman year. At that time, we agreed to go to the same university together. But on the holiday after graduating from senior three, Xiao Ziyu went abroad. Before we left, we were fine. He also told me that we would only go abroad for a while.

But I didn't expect that he would never come back as soon as he left. We had a long-distance love for some time, but Xiao Ziyu finally let go.

Maybe his family didn't agree with me to be with him at that time, so Xiao Ziyu chose to let go at that time. I don't know how he was after breaking up. Anyway, I was very bad. I couldn't let go every day. I always thought of him and wanted to contact him, but I kept holding back and didn't contact him.

I expected Xiao Ziyu to contact me every day, but he didn't. finally, I was afraid I would take the initiative to contact him. Finally, I painfully deleted all his contact information.

Just deleted his contact information. What is still unclean is the love of his heart.

I've been decadent for four years, pretending to be natural and unrestrained on the surface. It doesn't matter, but only my heart knows that I don't miss him every day in these four years. My pain is like a cup of bitter coffee, slowly boiling in the bottom of my heart.

Until I met Cheng Shi, I took him as my life-saving antidote. I gave him my whole heart and looked forward to him taking me out of the sea of suffering. But later, it turned out that Cheng Shi, who didn't cheat before, just added some sugar to the bitter coffee. Although the taste was better, I still made coffee in my heart.

So breaking up is not the best way to solve the relationship between Xiao Ziyu and me.

"Zhou Han, do you have someone you love very much?" I tried to make Zhou Han understand me, so I asked such a question. If someone with similar experience, I think he will understand me.

"I don't have someone I love very much, but I have a person I like very much. Unfortunately, that person doesn't like me!" Zhou Han said faintly.

I hesitated. Who did Zhou Han say he liked?

"But I think the person I like very much, if she can also like me, she will live a happier life than now." Zhou Han's voice was determined.

I don't know why. I always feel that Zhou Han's words are deliberately said to me. Of course, he didn't clearly say who it is. It may also be that I am amorous.

In order to avoid embarrassment, I sensitively ended the topic.

After hanging up Zhou Han's phone, I lay powerless in bed. For a while, I sat up and put all my energy on my daughter, forcing myself not to think about the future between Xiao Ziyu and me. I pretended that nothing had happened.

These days, as usual, I take care of Xiao Ziyu at ease, and Xiao Ziyu has returned to his previous state. We two maintain peace in face.

This kind of life is very happy and quiet.

About a week later, Xiao Ziyu unexpectedly got up late. Usually, he would get up early to work in the company.

I was provoked by Xiao Ziyu in the morning because I took care of my daughter the night before and affected my sleep.

I looked at the time and said in panic, "God, you're going to be late. Why don't you go to the company?"

Xiao Ziyu stretched lazily: "what company are you going to? I've been too busy recently and left my little pear out in the cold. I decided to have a two person world with you today. Let's go on a date! "

"Appointment?" I was shocked.

Since we got back together with Xiao Ziyu, our dates have always been spent in bed. We haven't gone out shopping like lovers.

"Yes, hurry to clean up!" Xiao Ziyu said, touching my lips.

Of course, it's a good thing to date him. I really haven't dated him for a long time. Even with Cheng Zhen, we only had a date when we first started dating. I haven't had a date since I was pregnant.

I've been at home recently. I haven't bought any clothes. I don't have satisfactory clothes to choose from.

Xiao Ziyu came over, looked at me, casually helped me choose a very sporty dress and said, "forget it, don't choose, just wear one. I'll take you to the mall!"

I thought it was a good idea, so I listened to his arrangement.

When I came to the mall, I chose a lot of clothes, but Xiao Ziyu was not satisfied.

"I think these clothes are very suitable for me. Why don't you like them?" I have some small complaints.

"I don't think it's suitable for you. Let me pick it for you!" Xiao Ziyu pulled me out of the shop I usually like.

As a result, he pulled me into a very Princess and girl shop and picked out several lovely little skirts.

"Come on, try these clothes!" Xiao Ziyu piled the pile of clothes he chose into my arms.

In fact, I'm really embarrassed to enter this store.

Although my age is not particularly old, I am still far away from these lovely little skirts. My creative style is still familiar with sex.

I feel like I'm standing here. The shopping guide looks at me strangely.

"Are you sure you want to try on these clothes? I don't think it suits me! " I looked at Xiao Ziyu with some embarrassment.

"Well, trust me!" Xiao Ziyu pushed me into the fitting room.

I had no choice but to put on a very fluffy and lovely dress and walked out of the fitting room.

I looked at Xiao Ziyu with great embarrassment.

But Xiao Ziyu saw me, but his eyes lit up: "little pear, your looks like a little princess!"

Although it sounds like praise, my heart is very embarrassed. Xiao Ziyu seems to see my embarrassment. I pushed me to the mirror.

I looked at myself in the mirror. In a trance, I seemed to see myself in high school.

My heart pulled hard and turned to see Xiao Ziyu.

Xiao Ziyu saw him and said with a smile, "little pear, you are my princess!"

"Xiao Ziyu, do you really love me now?" I held back my unhappiness and tried to ease my tone.

"Love, do you still need to ask?" Xiao Ziyu seemed dissatisfied with my question. He frowned.

I didn't say anything more, but there was a strong jealousy in my heart. Xiao Ziyu preferred my girl style dress. In my opinion, what he couldn't let go was Jiang Li in high school.

I can't help laughing. I'm afraid I'll never think of myself in high school. At the age of 26, I'll be jealous of me at the age of 16.

Suddenly, I had no confidence in Xiao Ziyu, and there was no impulse to date on my face. I wanted to go home, and Xiao Ziyu seemed to feel something.

He righted my shoulder and said with a very serious face, "Jiang Li, I love you, but you, regardless of time, do you understand?"