First love after marriage

I refused my father's request to go home with them, because I was really worried about my daughter. These days, I have nightmares every day, dreaming of the child and her poor little hand, constantly stretching out, like hugging me.

I went up several times to hold the baby, but I threw myself into the air every time.

I told Zhou Han about my nightmares. He patted me on the shoulder and comforted me: "Jiang Li, this is because of psychological reasons. It is the so-called thinking every day and dreaming at night. You always think about children. You will dream about children in your subconscious dreams.

I nodded. I thought it was so. I thought about how to get justice back every day. It was normal to dream that my daughter asked me for help.

But every time I wake up from such a dream, my heart seems to be suffering and baptized like a fire.

Every day I would run to the police station to ask about the children. The police were annoyed when they saw me. They would comfort me a few times before. Later, I went every day. They were used to it. A little policeman joked: "Miss Jiang, it's common for you to come here. If you don't come, we can't get used to it at once!"

When he said this, I kept rolling my eyes at them and said, if you are more efficient and investigate the situation of my children as soon as possible, I won't run to the police station every day and ask them about the situation.

Although the results of each time are disappointing, I still enjoy it, because the police station is like a spiritual sustenance for me. I feel like I can see hope as long as I go to the police station.

But always going to the police station is both hope and poison, because there has been no progress in the police investigation recently. Naturally, my heart will be affected to a certain extent. I always come back disappointed, and my whole body is full of negative energy.

I began to become desperate and decadent. Before, I ran to the police station in high spirits every day. Later, there was no result. My heart was painful. I had to drink to drown my worries and paralyze my heart.

In this way, I went to the bar to drink more and more. Several times I got drunk and was picked up by Zhou Han to go home, and then I went crazy at home.

Zhou Han gets nervous every time he sees me go out. He even sends an assistant to take care of me.

With Zhou Han's care, I couldn't go to the bar again. It was quiet for some time, but my inner suffering still existed.

Zhou Han didn't allow me to leave his villa alone. I felt my soul and body were imprisoned here. I was getting depressed and the whole person couldn't cheer up. Zhou Han saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart.

He would come to me almost every day to talk and enlighten me, but the effect was not very obvious.

"Jiang Li, will you cheer up? I promised the teacher to take good care of you, but if you are like this, if the teacher finds out, I won't break my promise!" Zhou Han is a little helpless.

"You didn't break your promise. I know you took good care of me. You did it!" I looked out of the window and said with a giggle.

"I want to go home and have a look!" One day, I suddenly wanted to go back to the house where I lived with my children.

"Are you going back? Back home? " Zhou Han was a little nervous. He thought I wanted to go back to my parents' house.

I shook my head and said, "no, I want to go back to my little rental house. There are traces of my life with my children!" In the past, I was very exclusive there. There was a psychological shadow and I couldn't forget it. On the night before going abroad, Dai Jiawan came to my house with several men and took me and my children away.

I thought it was impossible for me to go back to that place all my life. After all, it is the source of sadness, but in recent days, I really miss it. I want to go back and have a look at myself and my children.

Every time I go back, Zhou Han will accompany me. When I get home, I lie in that bed, because that's where I often spend with my children. In bed, I think the child's breath is the clearest.

Strangely, after returning home several times, the haze in my heart seemed to dissipate a lot. Seeing that my state was much better, Zhou Han agreed that I would often go home and relax.

I think these days, I have added a lot of trouble to Zhou Han. I'm sorry for him, so I want to move out of Zhou Han's house and back to the rental house where I used to live.

I didn't want to come back before. After all, I've experienced too many terrible things here. When I came home, those past pictures appeared in front of me one by one, making such a change in my heart from satisfaction to emptiness.

"Jiang Li, I won't allow you to move back!" Zhou Han clenched his teeth and ordered that he had been helpless recently. He had understood that he could only deal with me with a parental attitude.

"Zhou Han, thank you for taking care of me these days. I'm very happy, but I don't want to give you any more trouble. I've also wanted a lot in the past so long!" With that, I paused and took a sip of water.

I really think the hope of the girl's survival is very slim, but I still want to get justice for the child.

"There has been no progress in the police investigation. I think I'd better investigate myself. I regret being so decadent these days. I should investigate myself earlier!" I sighed.

"You investigate yourself, can you?" Zhou Han has some problems.

I nodded and shook my head: "I don't know, but it's better to investigate myself than I was so decadent before, isn't it?

I smiled at Zhou Han. In fact, I have no bottom in my heart. After all, this matter has been a long time in the past. During this period, Dai Jiawan has eliminated some evidence. I don't know if I can find the evidence left.

But if I find it myself, I can know what the result is. I'm always a lot more down-to-earth.

"OK, Jiang Li, since you want to change, I'll cooperate with you. You don't have to be polite if you need any help. You can tell me any difficulties!" Zhou Han said very atmospheric.

I nodded gratefully. In this way, I moved back to the original rental house alone.

Originally, I thought that after I moved back, I would be very sad every day, but after I came back, I found that I was neither very sad nor very happy, just like usual. Only after I came back, my desire to investigate the disappearance of Nannan and Dai Jiawan to erase the evidence became stronger and stronger.

In the past two days, I have been planning how to investigate, and then I began to act according to my own plan.

First of all, I went to a small shop downstairs and asked about some information. My life day after day and what happened two months ago were almost the same every day. The shopkeeper didn't remember anything special. Even if I took out Dai Jiawan's photos, he still didn't have any impression.

However, I asked the shopkeeper if the police had been here. Instead, the shopkeeper shook his head.

I was surprised to learn that this is the closest place to my home. I was most likely to witness the situation at that time. The police here didn't come to investigate?