First love after marriage

I can clearly feel that my father has been very happy since I came back. Even when I was around him two years ago, I had never seen him so happy.

I have never left my parents before and never thought about the importance of family affection. After this life and death separation, I finally understand how important my father is to me, and I am equally important to my parents.

I thought that through this experience, my father could recognize the value of family affection, but strangely, he didn't mention my mother once in the process of communication between me and him.

As if my mother never existed, whenever he saw that I wanted to mention my mother, he would quickly change the topic.

I saw my father's careful thinking. Although he felt that he had changed the topic and avoided me from asking my mother, he made my doubts about it deeper and deeper.

Finally, I really couldn't bear it. At nine o'clock in the evening, I pretended to look at my watch casually, and then asked casually, "Dad, it's nine o'clock. Why doesn't my mother come back?"

My father had a cheerful face, but after hearing my question, his face suddenly cooled down and people became silent.

The bad feeling in my heart became stronger and stronger. I asked anxiously, "what's the matter with my mother? Is there something wrong with her? " I stood up in a panic and seemed at a loss.

Seeing that I was so anxious, my father scolded me to sit down first. The more abnormal my father's performance, the more uneasy I was. I couldn't see my mother, and my father refused to mention my mother, which also made me more and more worried about what happened to my mother. What if she died and disappeared?

"Dad, just tell me what happened to my mother. I'm afraid she can't bear my death. Is she dead too?" I asked anxiously, and my worry about my mother became more and more intense.

"No, she lives well!" When my father saw that I thought so, he quickly denied it. His face was unhappy. He stood up and looked out of the window, as if he was struggling to tell me the truth.

"Since you live well, why can't you tell me about my mother? Dad, I'm back. You see how happy you are, but my mother, I'm afraid she doesn't know about my return. Can you bear to let her immerse herself in the sadness of losing her daughter?" I tried my best to lobby my father, hoping that he would be more open-minded.

When I say this, of course, I clearly tell my father that I must see my mother when I come back.

Seeing my father's reluctance to mention my mother, I knew that the two had a deep contradiction. The contradiction was so deep that my father didn't even want me to be involved with my mother.

Something must have happened between my parents. Without tearing their faces, I think my father will certainly tell me the current situation, but now, judging from his appearance, he doesn't want to tell my mother about my return.

Father was silent for a long time. Finally, he sat back on the sofa, drank the tea in the cup, put down the cup, and then said faintly, "your mother and I have divorced!"

Although I had thought of this possibility before, I still felt incredible when I heard about it from my father. I couldn't figure out why they divorced.

When I was at home, the relationship between my parents was very harmonious, except for the cold war between my parents, but after I came back, I helped them solve the problem. At that time, my father made up with my mother in front of me.

Later, my mother was injured and hospitalized by Dai Jiawan's people. My father has been taking care of my mother, which is enough to prove that their feelings are very deep.

I always feel that if I die, there are only two parents left in the world. Shouldn't they be dependent on each other? How should two people who should have been dependent on each other get divorced? I really can't figure it out.

At this time, I really want to roar. I want to ask my father loudly why I want to divorce my mother. Under the circumstances at that time, she was a poor woman who lost her daughter. Why did my father ruthlessly let go?

But I held back, very hard, very hard. After all, they were divorced, and my mother moved out of the house. No matter how much I complain now, it's useless.

So now I just want to know whether my mother is living alone. According to my calculation, my mother should have retired now. She used to devote all her energy to her students.

But now if her mother retires, it means she has nothing to do. How lonely is such a divorced woman who has lost her daughter?

Just thinking about it, I feel particularly distressed. I want to see my mother as soon as possible. I want to accompany her well.

"Dad, do you know where my mother lives now? I want to see her! " I asked bluntly that even if his parents divorced, he should know something about my mother.

"After you were gone, we had a cold war for a long time. Later, she moved to the school apartment. We separated for a year. During this period, I also went to her, but your mother didn't want to move back. Finally, I was tired and divorced her!"

His father said with a melancholy look on his face. His eyes were dull and empty. He just stared at the front, as if he were recalling his past experience.

I don't think things are as simple as what my father said. I feel that he is hiding something from me. Although my mother has devoted a lot of energy to school because of her students.

But I know that my mother still loves my father very much. If my father hadn't done something to disappoint her, I don't think my mother would be willing to divorce.

After all, they have been together for nearly 30 years.

At this moment, I don't want to know what my father did to make my mother divorce ruthlessly, because I just came back, I don't want to have too many negative views on my father subjectively.

I tried to bear it, took the initiative to find a topic, and diverted my parents' attention from divorce.

Before going to bed at night, he received a message from Zhou Han: "Jiang Li, are you okay? See the teacher? "

Seeing Zhou Han's text message, I think he is testing me whether he has learned the fact that my parents have divorced.

I didn't hide anything. I told Zhou Han directly and generously that I knew my parents had divorced.

Zhou Han replied to me after a long time: "I'm sorry to hide you for so long. I'm afraid you're too worried about domestic affairs!"

I can understand Zhou Han. If he had told my parents that he was going to divorce, I would certainly be unable to restrain myself and rush home from abroad regardless of everything. If I did, all my previous efforts would have been wasted. At the same time, I might give up my studies abroad.